Chapter 5 Rather think ahead
"Li Panruo, do you know the feeling of that kind of fish finding water? I used to be a fish who swam all over the north and south of the river but couldn't see an ocean, and Wei Jiu gave me this ocean, that year three, was the three years of my fastest growth, I finally understood that all the pain was the armor that made a person stronger, and I never let Wei Jiu down, never. She said, with a distressing weakness in her voice.
"Every step he took, I expected, I'm afraid it's the storm twelve years ago, even if it's the storm two years ago, I fought for him in the capital for ten years, just want to tell him desperately that his choice was not wrong back then, he wanted me to be his funeral person, then I will perform this funeral person to the fullest, I don't want to be stronger than him, just want him to look at me more.
Even with just one glance, I was already satisfied, I had already staked my life on that man, even though that man was dying. ”
Li Banruo listened, in fact, he had the same feelings as Ma Wenrou in his heart, because the road that Ma Wenrou took, more or less, he has walked through, they are all poor people under the protection of Wei Jiu, if there is no Wei Jiu, that is, there is no Ma Wenrou, and there will be no Li Panruo.
She finally opened her eyes, turned her head, Qingsi hung down, looked at Li Banruo and said, "Now, I want to press the rest of my life on you, are you willing to accept it? Li Banruo, although I am such a dirty person, so dirty that I am not worthy of being a person." ”
Li Panruo looked panicked in the face of Ma's gentle and sudden gaze, but when he slowly adjusted to her eyes, he seemed to see something from the bottom of her eyes, and he puffed up his breath, like a gambler, believing in one thing without warning, and then bet all of them.
"I believe in you, horse gentle. ”
She smiled, lit a cigarette, just took a puff and put the cigarette in Li Panruo's mouth, and then lit one again and said: "Get through, let's get married, you are a one-eyed bastard with stench and bloody hands, but I am a woman who is not clean to the bones, and I can just get together." ”
Li Panruo laughed for a while, maybe he regarded all this as an extremely bad joke, nodded and said, "Then we will get married." ”
She also laughed with Li Panruo, not because Li Banruo laughed at him, but just because she wanted to laugh out loud, she grabbed the man driving with one hand, and then approached his ear, and said in the faintest and faintest voice, but the voice he could hear: "I'm not joking." ”
Winter is coming, will spring be far away?
The wind blew through the jokes, and even the dreams swayed for a while.
You walk is also a poem, and lying down has become a text, how can there be soot and muddy.
The long day and night have finally passed, and all the people born in this river and lake are destined to leave behind all the torture and understanding of this day and night, continue to live, and continue to live regardless of everything.
That's right, that's right.
This is what life is meant to be cruel and unforgiving.
With a rooster crow, Xu Wolong got up in Wutang, he knew that there was no point in waiting any longer, Abin's side was still dead and silent, he was afraid that he would finally wait for an ending that even he couldn't see.
But at this moment, the lone wolf who had sat beside Guo Yegun and had not moved all night finally got up, and he carried his bag, which carried the wine left by the man.
When Liu Aoyang saw Abin get up, he also got up and asked, "Who are you?"
"I'm going to go back to Xiaoxinganling, and then go to Xicheng. Abin said slowly, his voice was calm, so calm that it made people feel a little uncomfortable.
Liu Aoyang moved his lips but didn't speak, in the end he just nodded silently, he felt that it was not a bad thing to let Abin leave now.
Abin walked in front of Liu Aoyang and kowtowed four times in a row, Liu Aoyang didn't support him, but just looked at Abin who was still kneeling on the ground, and his expression was very complicated.
"My master said before his death that he didn't want to be buried in that cold place in Xiaoxinganling, he was fed up with that coldness, so I hope you can bury him in a warm place, Old Man Liu, the half pot of tea has been returned, and now I owe you a pot, and this pot will definitely be returned when I come to the capital next time." He knelt on the ground and spoke, speaking deeply, as the ground slowly wet.
This time, Liu Aoyang was not polite, nor did he refuse, but said with trembling eyes: "I'll wait for this pot of tea, before my old thing closes his eyes, it's best to bring this pot of tea to me, understand?"
"Understood. He spit out these two words deeply, then got up and walked outside the martial hall, Xu Wolong, who was standing at the door and watching this scene, also had a heavy expression, he knew very well how painful it was for Abin to carry his bags again and move forward silently, but the strong have always been like this, like the kind of crying death and complaining about the world is just the behavior of the weak.
Keep going, you have to move forward.
Walking out of the martial arts, Abin looked at Xu Wolong, who was also looking at him, bent down and said, "I'm sorry, I'm a little disappointed, but I will definitely find the three-character sword, not for the Xu family, just to give my master an explanation." ”
It's Chen Tianshi, and it's also Guo Yegun.
Xu Wolong nodded slightly, it seemed that according to the current view, what he bet on was not a complete loss, he patted Abin on the shoulder, and then said earnestly: "In the capital, if you have any trouble, you can open your mouth to me, looking for the three-character sword is not just your business, if there is a need, just contact me." ”
As he spoke, he stuffed a business card on Abin's chest, and he didn't ask anything, perhaps Xu Wolong believed in a sense that this lone wolf would never fall casually.
Next, he just watched this lone wolf leave far away, embarking on a road of no return that didn't look like there was an end no matter how it looked, he didn't know whether this was conniving at such a lone wolf or conniving at himself, but this story has developed to the present, and no one will ever turn back.
Whether it's wrong or right, you have to go on.
"Maybe for him, that's the cruelest thing. Liu Aoyang also walked out of the martial arts hall at this time, looked at Abin's distant back and muttered.
"I'm just a little curious, whether Chen Tianshi expected such a step, and if he really expected such a step, how could he bear to let this lone wolf embark on such a road in the first place. Xu Wolong said, he found that he actually felt sympathy for this lone wolf, although he knew very well that this feeling could be fatal, but he still poured into his heart, making him unable to adapt.
"How could he have expected that if he was really like the rumored ghost god, he would not have fallen to that point in the end Chen Tianshi was just taking one step at a time, but this last chess piece, he didn't look at the wrong person, even if it was far from being as radiant as Luo Qingcang, but in his body, I saw some things that I had expected over the years, and perhaps it was precisely because Guo Yegun had this same idea that he made such a choice. Liu Aoyang said, watching the lone wolf disappear from his sight, but this lone wolf will never disappear in this river and lake.
After hearing this, Xu Wolong's expression was also a little bitter, and finally he just took a deep breath and said: "I will watch this lone wolf go down, the Xu family, I owe Chen Tianshi something, since I can't pay Chen Tianshi back, then I will return this wolf cub." ”
"The Xu family, I feel guilty about Chen Tianshi's reputation, although I am just an outsider, but some words, I feel that even if I say them, it will not hurt, Chen Tianshi's feelings for the Xu family, you can't imagine, the three-character sword is more important than his life, that day, at least three Tianzi masters have made moves with him, otherwise he will definitely not lose the three-character sword. Liu Aoyang said, hugging his old friend or the person he was in awe.
Xu Wolong didn't say anything, because no matter what he said, it was like discrediting the Xu family behind him, even though it violated the little thing in his heart.
Of course, Liu Aoyang could see Xu Wolong's thoughts, but he didn't care about anything, compared to other family members, Xu Wolong was already a not too faceless and hateful existence, he continued: " Lost the three-character sword, lost the most important face in the rivers and lakes, but instead chose to leave the capital silently, this is undoubtedly to force himself to a dead end, but you should know very well that he is atoning for his sins, whether it is cultivating Luo Qingcang, or leaving this lone wolf, it is undoubtedly for the three-character sword, he knows that his time is running out, so he pins everything on this lone wolf, how is this not sad?"
After listening to this, Xu Wolong's expression was also a little lonely, and then he tried to make a calm expression and said: "Ten years, ten years ahead of my expectations, let Luo Qingcang take two moves first, in fact, I don't have the confidence to catch up with him, but since it has reached this point, I would rather think about making progress than thinking about stopping." ”
"Luo Qingcang's foundation in the capital is far inferior to you, and he doesn't dare to eat you in one bite, but in the future, it's hard to say, I don't think this remnant's ambition is just a three-character sword, no one knows what chess he is playing, maybe this three-character sword is just a cover for him, about this, I don't think I need to remind you. Liu Aoyang said, this Jianghu, seventy years before and after, he still hasn't seen a thoroughness.
Xu Wolong nodded silently, then moved away and said, "Old man Liu, then I will take the first step." ”
After speaking, he turned his head deeply and looked at the man lying in the martial hall with a bitter expression.