169. The bell ringing on the back

I didn't expect him to say such an excessive word, one sentence can cut off my hope, I was afraid that Shen Linfeng would treat me badly, and he would treat me a little bit badly now. ∷VIII8∷Reading∷Book,.2∞≠

If this little bit is not good, the fragile heart is about to collapse.

But Shen Linfeng couldn't forgive me for being with another girl, and he was very angry.

What is he in the atmosphere, so aggrieved.

He simply came over and grabbed my hand, dragged me over, hugged me by the waist, and kissed me with a strong mouth, his attitude made me unable to face him, and he kissed him unwillingly, but he saw it clearly.

"Are you really angry with me? I can only do this, do you think I want to? I'm so tired every day, and I have to hide it from you, what do you think I'm for? I'm here for you! Now I have nightmares every night, and at most I can only be a little happy with you!"

Shen Linfeng's anger was about to explode on his own, I was very strange, with a beautiful fiancée, what was there to embarrass him, was it because I didn't understand men, or was he different from other men?

Shen Lin stomped his feet on the ground a few times angrily, and his leather shoes made a popping sound on the floor, "I'm angry, I'm angry, why are you talking to me like this?"

After calming down for a while, Shen Linfeng said to me, "Let's not quarrel, okay?" Let's put it this way, if I don't agree to this matter, you and I don't want to be together, I promised, I just want to be with you all the time, my father said, as long as I do things decently, you are the compensation for my life, I can always have you, the rest, you forgive me for not being able to do it, I don't have that much ability!"

"This is the only way I can think of to protect you!"

No wonder, Shen Linfeng has always regarded me as a compensation, as a compensation, in fact, it is just a vassal, a leisure pleasure outside of their marriage.

It's just a game for rich people.

I finally understood, Shen Linfeng doesn't care how much he loves me, time will beat everything, because I am one of his fun.

He said it righteously, not obediently running to a date, and then told me that this was a sign of being good to me.

He made me cry, wiping my tears and telling Shen Linfeng, "Okay, then don't quarrel, I can't quarrel with you, I am a compensation for you, if you are unhappy one day, you don't need this compensation!"

I was a little angry, and more and more unwise, my feelings were erupting, Shen Linfeng couldn't help but regress a little, he was stunned, "You know what I said didn't mean that, why do you always misunderstand me? Don't you think I'm pitiful?"

After that, there was a long silence.

I don't think he's pitiful, I just think I'm going blind, and I see him pitiful.

The tension of my heart and my suspicion of myself made me look vexatious, and he was right, I couldn't tell the reality, but there was nothing wrong with what he did.

It's just that it's not about the delicacy of feelings.

None of them are wrong, and everyone looks wrong.

After a while, Shen Linfeng sat down on the sofa in frustration and said to me, "Come here and let me hug you." ”

He said that I had no choice but to do it.

After he hugged me, he pressed me hard against the couch, and I could only passively endure him pressing me there, he felt that this was a way to express his love for me.

My mom was right, men love with their hands and mouth.

Shen Linfeng is actually a very simple man, he is what he thinks, he has some ego, and now he and I have actually changed a lot after going through so much.

It was at this time that I felt the phone in his pocket vibrate.

He took out his phone, kissed me on the face, rubbed his hand on the bare part of my neck, and showed me the phone, "Don't you think I'm hiding it from you? I won't hide it from you, I'll pick it up in front of you and tell you, I want you to know that you are much more important to me than she is to me!"

What is his mind thinking? Is he unscrupulous after I tear up the lie?

Shen Linfeng stared at me, I bit my lip and looked at Shen Linfeng, he still felt that I was unreasonable and felt a headache.

The phone was quickly connected, and Shen Linfeng said softly, "Hey, Meimei, do you have anything to do?

He pretended to be very affectionate, but he was lying on my snow-white back, and his hands were still greedy, and he ripped off the fragile clothes.

"Ah, husband, I seem to know where you live? But when I get here, I can't find it, there is a fork in the road to your house, where should I go?" The answer on the phone made me and Shen Linfeng stunned at the same time, I didn't expect this girl to come here to see him!

"What are you doing here?" Shen Linfeng began to be unhappy, this person who was suddenly coming seemed to have touched his bottom line, but he was still suppressing his displeasure, "Don't come, go somewhere else!"

There was a pause, sounding obedient, "Okay, you come and pick me up! I'll be waiting for you here!"

After Shen Linfeng hung up the phone, he got up from me, and those angers were expressed, "You should know everything, right, then I'll go first, you be obedient, don't think about this matter anymore, you understand, you are much stronger than her, that's all, see you at night!"

It's so much stronger? In what way? Is it because I'm willing to do it with my mouth for him?

I have to doubt!

Shen Linfeng patted him lightly with a little comfort on the back that was almost stripped off his clothes, and ran out.

I collapsed on the couch and didn't move.

I don't know what's wrong with me, he's talking to other women on the phone, and I'm still under him to serve him, without any dignity.

But I didn't need dignity in the first place, and no one else would have seen this side of me.

After Shen Linfeng went out, I didn't clean myself up, I quietly eased my senses, I began to feel that it was getting worse and worse now, and today made Shen Linfeng angry, and also exposed what he wanted to hide from me, hiding it from me is also to make my heart feel better.

At this moment, I have committed his taboo, whether he will be disgusted with me, I am too worried, every nerve of mine is tense all the time, so that my nerves are a little weak.

I even hallucinated, it seemed that someone was knocking on the door, no, someone was really knocking on the door, Shen Linfeng came back so soon?

Did you forget something?

I had a moment when I needed to see him, and I regretted it a little after he left, but when I saw him, I would have trouble with him, which was really a very complicated heart, but in such a complicated matter now, I don't think it is so difficult to understand.

I didn't have time to tidy up the clothes he stripped of, so I ran to the yard barefoot and opened the small door, but it wasn't Shen Linfeng standing outside!

It was the best friend I saw in the café that day, Shen Linfeng accompanied Mrs. Reading.

She looked short, frustrated, and bloated, like a big bucket, with a cigarette in her hand, her teeth were a little yellow, and her huddled facial features glared at me, "Fucking cheap, I don't even wear good clothes, I just made waves!"

She didn't ask me at all, and she couldn't walk very far into the courtyard, not because she was reserved, but because her legs were short.

I realized that my clothes were almost draped over my arms, my white shoulders were exposed, and even half of my chest was exposed to the sun.

I immediately lifted the clothes on my shoulders, and my first impression was that Shen Linfeng had gone out with his accompanying wife, and as a best friend, she was here to find trouble for that woman.

Just like the last time Li Tingting was caught on the street, I was very hostile to her, squinted and pretended to be calm and asked her, "What are you doing here?"

She was a little surprised, "Listen to you, do you know me?"

It's natural to know that, I've seen her, and I'll make a note of her honor, compared to Shen Linfeng's accompanying wife, it's too ugly, and the strong contrast makes me write her down.

The bloated body turned around and looked at me head-on, I snorted coldly, "I advise you to get out of here quickly, I'm not easy to bully!"