Recommended reading: Today's taste is bitter, and the throat is even more uncherished, I don't know what he's fantasizing, but he was clearly in high spirits, and touched and touched those long hairs with his hand before pressing my face down.

With the low hiss in his mouth, he bent one leg up, I was almost lying on the root of his leg, I wanted to get up, but Shen Linfeng was still a little nostalgic, his hand was a little reluctant, so I didn't take it away, I could only keep this position, stitching his will.

Shen Linfeng asked me, "How about traveling? Maldives?

"Huh?"

I could only nod my head, lying on his back, my mouth speechless, and the slight shaking made Shen Linfeng laugh out loud like a triumphant, "Baby you are awesome, do you know?, in fact, I have wanted to spend a romantic night outside with you for a long time, I don't want to be in this smoky place, I want to find a clean place!"

I felt him a little excited, his heart began to swell with passion, I knew what he wanted to do, but all I thought in my head was that he was entangled with another girl, just greedy for the taste of his mouth, just because he was reminiscing about some unspeakable thoughts.

It really keeps his stamina this way, because it's always been me trying.

My efforts are only exchanged for his happiness for a while!

I'm paranoid about it.

He touched my hair and tried to do something more, but I quickly pulled off his palm and sat up to look at him.

Shen Linfeng glared at me, a little incredulous at my non-cooperation, and I said, "Okay, when are you going?"

Shen Linfeng heard my words, with a smile on his face, and hugged me over, he hugged me very tightly, "Wait a while, I can go when I'm done, I promise." ”

The indistinguishable falsehoods, the vague wording, made me wonder if these words were reliable or not.

He leaned over and put his mouth on my lips, trying to get to know better.

Time was clearing the night little by little, and he seemed to be safe.

The next morning, I quietly felt his arm slowly pull away from my warm waist, and left here silently, when he left, maybe a little nostalgic, saw that I was pretending to be asleep, lowered my head, and kissed me lightly on the face.

That's the difference.

I opened my eyes and watched his back run down the wooden stairs outside the unclosed door, and I knew what he was going to do, even if he didn't tell me.

After he was gone, I lay down on the bed, letting my body sink into the soft bed, and there was nothing to cover my body, as if I had sunk into a sea of tears, boundless......

I don't know what I can do after Shen Linfeng is gone, I can only keep waiting.

The previous waiting, although empty and lonely, was still lucky with a little expectation, but now?

No, I lost everything I could think of.

I feel that there is only a large blank space left in my life, only to sit there in a daze, waiting for Shen Linfeng to come back, praying that he will be kind to me and cherish my body, and I will try my best to satisfy him, because this is my fate.

I always couldn't figure out why Shen Linfeng would have such an attitude towards me.

This is like a narrower and narrower horn, what you want, but you can't be unique, you can only watch it and stop it, and love begins to gradually become a little less.

Getting into it is a dead end.

Surely death.

But today is a bit special, Shen Linfeng came back around ten o'clock, I was very surprised, he had never come back so early in the day before, but it seemed that Shen Linfeng was quite happy, he got out of the car and ran in, "Honey, I'm back!"

He spoke in a loud voice, which couldn't help but surprise me a little, I immediately got up from the sofa, but I felt a little awkward when I saw him, and there was always a sense of something wrong that I couldn't think of.

My mother asked me to follow Shen Linfeng's wishes, but if I contained feelings, I felt that Shen Linfeng was unfaithful.

While trying to please him completely obediently, but secretly hating him for refusing to tell me anything, it is a kind of jealousy, messy unhappiness, and I can't change it to the way it was.

Shen Linfeng ran in and saw me standing on the ground, not throwing myself into his embrace like before, he was a little unnatural.

In fact, men like this kind of thing, they like to cater to gentleness, even if it is deception, he likes it, I either don't know, or I can't pretend to be.

"What's wrong?" Shen Linfeng's happiness faded a little, and was replaced by something inexplicable.

He didn't understand the sadness in my heart, but in my world, there were only more sad things left besides sadness, only countless fears.

Fear made me follow his expression a little stunned.

I didn't collect my expression so much that I looked a little tempted to move away from him.

But I just have a little bit of this expression, maybe just a little bit of my fingers, and it's all deadly.

"No, do I look like there's something?" hurriedly covered it up, but Shen Linfeng still walked over, took my hand and asked me, "Yes, I seem to have seen it, what is it? We should be honest with each other! Do you still want to hide it from me?"

When he spoke, there was a kind of tenderness that jokingly wanted me to laugh, but as soon as he said that, I became angry in my heart.

What girl doesn't want to be coaxed in the palm of her hand? But coaxing is not the same as cheating, especially the sentence that we should be honest with each other, it seems to be a kind of irony, he doesn't say it's better, as soon as he says it, he can't stop it anymore if he wants to question it for a long time.

I'm so straight, I can't do it at all.

"Shen Linfeng, I'm already by your side, haven't you already gotten me, why do you still laugh at other girls?"

Every girl who is in the whirlpool of emotions is unwise, I think we are here today because we love each other, and I have a big, big part of it, because I see him as my lover.

I can bear the status I am now, I have thought about it, only because I feel that if I can't walk in the sun with him, I should compensate me with something else, at least, his heart should be placed on me.

So, I can be raised here by him, but I can't allow it, he still has someone else in his heart, and suddenly he has a feeling that he knows he can't but can't bear it at all.

In the expansion.

Shen Linfeng was pierced by me, and his eyes suddenly widened, "What, how do you know." ”

He couldn't believe it at all!

I wouldn't be stupid enough to say that my mom took me to see it, so I told him, "I just know, you don't care how I know, anyway, you didn't tell me, I think it's pathetic, don't you love me?"

The corners of Shen Linfeng's mouth twitched, but it seemed that he was not as hesitant and guilty as I imagined, but a little casual, "Since you know, then I'll tell you, I promised my father to marry a woman he thinks is suitable as his wife, only in this way, I can exchange you from Hu Mei!"

"You know, I have no other choice, I can only agree, do you know, I have paid a lot, I feel disgusted to death, I am too uncomfortable to face her every day, but I can only do this!

Maybe Shen Linfeng explained his embarrassment to me with guilt, and I would be forced to accept this fact.

But I didn't expect that Shen Linfeng would say this answer so casually, even like he was lying to a three-year-old child.

"But I saw you smile at her!"

Shen Linfeng looked even more indifferent, "I don't just have to smile at her, I have to accompany her, you know how much she pesters me, it's like she wants to squeeze me dry, but so what? Anyway, I just feel disgusting! Baby, it's better for you, you don't have to mind her existence!"

Shen Linfeng immediately came over to hug me to prove his sincerity, but every word he said to describe them made my heart hurt as much as a needle prick.

I dodged a little, which made Shen Linfeng angry, "What's the matter? Are you angry with me? Since you know, why don't you understand me at all!"

"Don't you know how much I'm paying?"

Shen Linfeng looked at me, I said.

"What do you think of me? Should I be grateful to Dade for listening to your lies when you coax me? Will you come to me only when you are free to vent your energy? Do you really think of me as your toy?"

It seems that I don't understand him, so I let his efforts go to waste.

"And what more do you want? Aren't you right now?"

With an angry face facing me, he began to be dissatisfied with me.

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