(Recommended reading: I thought my mother would tell me a panacea to save Shen Linfeng's heart, but no, she told me, "Actually, you and I both know that between you and Shen Linfeng, he will never marry you and give you a chance to meet someone!"

"But it doesn't matter, you just let him leave an aftertaste for you, every time he does all kinds of things, he will be the first to think that you are the best, he can't do without you, especially in that aspect, men, isn't it all for that thing to find other women? As for the rest, it doesn't matter, you see Mom, hasn't this been the way for so many years?"

While driving me back, she told me her method, and her method was to make Shen Linfeng's best toy.

But I'm different from her, it's really different, between me and Shen Linfeng, there is really a feeling, at least for me, I think he loves me.

"I'm afraid that you won't figure it out, so I'll take you to take a look, listen to your mother, there's nothing wrong. ”

She drove the car to the door, put her hand on the back of my hand, shook it a few times, and smiled reluctantly, "This is our life!"

She was just teaching me how to fight for a better life with her ideas, and she wasn't wrong.

I unconsciously nodded my chin, got out of her car, looked back at her, she waved to me and said goodbye, I didn't know how to face her at the moment, I now experienced a feeling of despair mixed with helplessness, the same discouragement about life.

After she left, I sat in the empty room in a daze, who can guarantee that it will always be today?

But if I want to put up with another girl to share Shen Linfeng's love, I feel like I can't do it, who is not selfish and wants a one-of-a-kind?

This is what everyone wants, the only one for the other party, unless I really despair, unless I really give up, I can't turn my heart around.

I got more and more into this pain, and I couldn't laugh.

I curled up my legs, hugged myself, and sat on the sofa waiting for Shen Linfeng to come back.

Indefinite companionship is infinite waiting.

Sitting like this, motionless.

The clock on the wall was turning round and round, and the day suddenly turned into night, and when I woke up, it was when Shen Linfeng drove back.

He was a little drunk, and I told him not to drink while driving, but he never listened.

When he came back, he became very tired, dragging the exhaustion from the outside, and walked over to me step by step, "I'm really tired!"

Suddenly, he threw himself on the sofa and wanted to rest, and after lying on the sofa, he reached out and tried to carry me over, but he was a little surprised, and I had already stood up.

The tears had long since dried up, and the disguised expression was still a little stiff, pretending to be very concerned, "What are you doing?"

Shen Linfeng was stunned again, for so long, I didn't intend to ask this question, he could see it, but he disguised himself very well, lying on the sofa sideways, with an innocent smile on his face, "I didn't do anything, I just went out with friends, chatted, drank and bragged, I was annoyed!"

It seems like I've used it once, oh yes! I remember, it was the first day he secretly dated, and it was this excuse.

"I'm so tired! I'm so tired, I don't have any strength, I don't want to do anything!" Shen Linfeng turned around in the sofa childishly, avoiding my face.

He didn't see it, I was a little angry, I didn't want to do anything?

Is it because he spends his energy on other girls, so he doesn't want to do it?

Look at myself, what are I waiting for him to do, so tired? It's that beautiful girl, he's too tired, she's his companion wife, everyone knows what that means, a form of secret life, an identity that will sleep in the same bed sooner or later.

Handsome men and beautiful women, go out on a trip together, so when you come back, you will be tired, so when you leave, you have to keep your energy.

We, each other's familiar bodies, gradually let him not find the freshness?

Shen Linfeng snorted, pulled a long tone, and shrugged his shoulders to show me, a little coquettish, and there was a kind of disgust in my heart, that kind of voice was mostly a bit of a commanding tone in my heart, and I had to disobey.

I lifted my chin and walked up to him hatefully, kneeling on the carpet in front of the couch, my hands massaging his shoulders.

He squeezed his back to me like a flattering man, rubbing against my breasts, and the normal intimacy between men and women made me wonder if he was enjoying my tenderness while reminiscing about the aftertaste of another girl.

The kneading was very comfortable, so that his body relaxed, and suddenly, he put a hand on my little hand, accustomed to his incomparable gentleness, "Are you tired like this? Come and sit next to me!"

I smiled at him, I felt that my smile was full of jealousy, I leaned on Shen Linfeng's collar and said, "It's so fragrant!"

Suddenly, Shen Linfeng sat up like a nerve reflex, he was relatively simple, so that he could easily show his horse's feet, or he just felt that he had absolute dominance over me, and didn't take my thoughts as anything, grabbed his collar and sniffed it, "Is there one?"

"Wine!"

My words made Shen Linfeng a little embarrassed, and he immediately jumped off the sofa, "Ha, is it? I'll take a shower and help me get a pair of pajamas!"

Things overlap coincidentally, but when you look at it again, it becomes clear.

He walked briskly up the stairs and locked the bathroom door.

I hate Shen Linfeng's hypocrisy, and I also understand that my essence is just a beloved toy attached to Shen Linfeng's trouser legs.

Playing with it is allowed.

Including feelings.

I walked slowly upstairs, and sorrow welled up from the bottom of my heart, and I grieved for myself.

I found a random pajama and sent him in.

Shen Linfeng also rinsed it casually, he walked out of the bathroom coolly, and saw that I was still sitting on the sofa downstairs, not waiting for him on the bed, which made him feel surprised.

He had to come down from upstairs, lean over and hug me, and pinned me down on the couch, "What's wrong?

My sorrow easily exposed his lies, and I was only disgusted by him, and I was not stupid to that extent.

Let him lie on top of me, asking for some cheap pleasure, Aunt Mei is right, what is easy to get, is not worth cherishing, and even boring.

His kisses were casual, as if he deserved it.

I hugged him, then held his face and made him look at me, "Lin Feng, you said you love me!"

"I love you and always have loved you. Easy promises are the best to say, he smiled and bent his eyes, the pear vortex swirling out of the corner of my mouth, so that he was satisfied, he said to me, "I love you so much, I have worked so hard, you have to love me, if you don't love me, I will be angry!"

Did time make him a little uncertain too? His father's approach really worked.

Shen Linfeng saw that I didn't answer, but he just took it as a default, he didn't think much about it, he didn't know that my tears saw their sweet movements in the café.

As he did every day, he picked me up with his strong arms and walked briskly into the room upstairs.

The fading tenderness made him a little impatient, and the force of throwing me into bed was slightly greater, and I was even bounced off the mattress by the half of the sheer tulle body that he tore off the sofa.

The soft body tried to get up a little, but he was already pressing his knees against the soft bed and crawled naked towards me.

"Ahh

He looked at me and held something up, "Huh?"

He still acted as usual.

I felt a little unwilling in my heart, but I still closed my eyes and crawled over.

Ahh

Like a waterfall, the black hair fell down, and floated up and down again.

There was a little bitterness in his mouth, and his cheeks were bulging to make me sad, and the corners of his eyes were moist, all of which were covered by the long hair, and fell in the middle of his body, covering everything up very well.

The wet tears made him unable to tell what it was, he could only see that I was trying, up and down, and the soft body in the light, giving him beauty.

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