When the memories became more and more, she finally remembered that this was when she was seven years old, and that there was an accident at home that year, and her home, which was still barely surviving, was suddenly blocked by a creditor one day, and her father jumped out of the window and ran away and never came back.

She remembered that she was held in her mother's arms, and she could only watch as those people took away all the things that were worth a little money in the house, and she remembered that her mother could only tremble and hug her tightly.

I had a high fever that night.,This should be the time.,But why is that.,I'm dreaming.。

Yes, it must have been a dream, I jumped from the sixteenth floor, even if I didn't die, it was impossible to be painless at all, this must be a drug-induced hallucination.

She closed her eyes reassuringly, as long as she passed this stage, she would not see them again when the effects of the medicine wore off.

But the soft sobbing did not disappear at all, but became clearer and clearer.

She wanted to fall asleep, but the sound kept her awake until a noisy sound came from outside the door, and she opened one eye to see the woman who might be her mother quickly wipe the tears from her face and stood up, and when she came in, she couldn't see anything except that her eyes were a little red and swollen.

Luo Yu is too familiar with such a scene, and she will be even more familiar with these than the thin woman in front of her.

The hospital bed next to it was quickly placed on someone, and the bed was accompanied by a large family, running before and after, which was very lively.

Luo Yu was a little envious, her family had never been so lively, so she had always dreamed of having more children, but she had never been able to conceive since she got married, she had taken a lot of medicine, and all the examinations had been done.

But how could the final result be like this, she still doesn't understand why she jumped down.

The sick next to him was a child, Luo Yu seemed to be four or five years old, and he was crying.

She wanted to laugh a little, she remembered that the ward she was in was not too seriously ill, and she was discharged in two or three days at most.

She remembered that she had been discharged from the hospital soon, but she couldn't help it when she heard the hoarse cries of children.

She had never thought it was so fun for someone to get sick, not even in her memory.

When a rough hand was placed on her forehead, she wanted to cry a little again, this is her mother, it's really her mother.

She was so sad, even if she could meet her mother in her dreams.

Slowly trying to open her eyes, she opened her mouth only to find that her voice was hoarse, and the woman with red and swollen eyes was pleasantly surprised that she didn't know how to speak, until she saw a nurse dressed in white enter through the door.

She rushed out happily and dragged the nurse in, muttering something in her mouth, Luo Yu looked at her mother with red cheeks with excitement and wanted to cry.

She actually hated her mother all the time, and when she was at her grandmother's house, her grandmother sometimes cursed her viciously when she was unhappy, so she hated her mother too.

She always thought that her mother had abandoned her, but now when she looks at it with more than 20 years of experience, she vaguely feels that her mother at that time should have been forced to a desperate situation.

At this time, she can only think of these, after all, she has not experienced much in the past 20 years, that year when she went home to see her grandmother, the family said that the old man in his forties who had died of his wife, she disagreed, and was locked up by her grandmother, and after escaping from home on the first day of the new year, she never contacted her family again, went to the factory, but found that the second uncle came from her hometown to catch her back, and she never saw her family again after running away.

The man she married was the first man she met after she ran out, and she was very moved by the man's willingness to take her in, so she never cared about the man's cold treatment of her later, but what she never expected was that the man would abuse her even more.

She couldn't figure out what was going on, why she and her mother had such a thing, and why the men she met were always like this.

If she could, she wanted to stay with her mother all the time, but she left so suddenly, and when she woke up, she was already at her grandmother's house, but fortunately, she could hear some news later, but in the end, there was no news at all, and her life began to be difficult.

These memories all came to mind when I saw the face that was highly similar to my future self.

But what's the use of knowing this, if it's really a dream, she remembers that her serious illness will cost her mother a little money that she has managed to hide, and it will make their mother and daughter's lives even more stretched.

Maybe it's just a dream, when she wakes up, everything will be different, she constantly comforts herself in her heart, although her life has always been dissatisfied, but she has never expected too much, as long as there is a man who loves herself, it would be good to have a home, but in the end, these are all there, how do you feel that you are an outsider in that home, and the man you love is just calling herself as a nanny, oh, no, she can still help her give birth to a son.

The crying next door gradually subsided, and the family dispersed, leaving only an unusually haggard woman holding the little girl's hand to soothe her.

She looked at this woman with envy, although she was haggard, but at least she still had family care, once upon a time her dream was like this.

Her eyes finally caught Meng Yao's attention, and she stepped forward and took Luo Yu's hand and asked her softly if there was anything uncomfortable.

Luo Yu looked at the face in front of her that was almost exactly the same as herself, and couldn't help but shake her head, of course she had already remembered that she had made a big fuss in this hospital back then, but she was too small, and her body was still weak, except for breaking her head, and since then she can only cover it with thick bangs, there is nothing else.

is even more because of the defects in her appearance, she has always had low self-esteem, and she has no money for plastic surgery, so she can only keep the bangs that are about to reach her eyes.

She still remembers that because she broke her head, she lived in the hospital for a while, and the debt collectors came, but she was driven away by the hospital people, although she didn't know what her mother did, but now that she thinks about it, she must have spent a lot of money at that time.

It's just that I was so young at that time that I didn't know why my world suddenly changed, in fact, even after many years, I always hated my mother, but when I stepped into the air, many things were self-explanatory.

At this time, looking at the little girl beside her, she suddenly understood why she was only seven years old at the time.