The room was quiet, there was nothing else except the occasional chirping sound of the child, and there used to be the ticking of an alarm clock, but the mother-in-law was afraid that the child would throw it away.

Luo Yu looked at the delicate face of the child in front of her, mixed tastes, this child was born in October when she was conceived, I thought that her situation would change after giving birth, she has been in a bad mood recently, and she quarreled with her husband in the morning, and now her mother-in-law took her eldest son to go shopping, so she could sleep quietly.

But as soon as he lay down, he heard crying, and just calmed him down, his mother-in-law called, and she took the eldest and didn't come back at noon, so let her solve it by herself.

I put down the phone and wanted to go to the bathroom, but the child cried again.

I don't know how long it has been since I slept peacefully, but after I fell asleep, all kinds of nightmares followed, and it has been like this for a long time.

She never thought of having a second child, after all, she was very clear about the conditions at home, and there was really no extra condition to raise another child, but her mother-in-law didn't do it, she scolded Sang at home every day, and her husband didn't care, he would do whatever his mother said.

In desperation, she was pregnant with a child, she originally wanted to have a caesarean section, because the doctor told her that the child's condition was not too good, and it was recommended to have a caesarean section, but her mother-in-law came, and she did not agree to caesarean section, and she heard that the caesarean section was not good.

When the quarrel was at its most intense, her husband hid in the study and played games with headphones on, and when she couldn't bear to drag her husband out, she found that she had begun to see popularity.

After a lot of chaos, fortunately, the mother and son came back to life safely, when everyone went to see the child, Luo Yu could only close her eyes and cry, and the blood stains on her body were all handled by the nurse who couldn't see it.

With a bang, the wind blew down the vase in the room, and the water in the vase flowed all over the floor, and she walked over gently to close the window.

When she jumped out of the window, she felt that she was finally free, and that the burden that life had put on her could finally be completely lifted.

She no longer has to feel the pain in her body, no longer has to argue with the people closest to her because of all kinds of trivial things, and she no longer has to look at the child's flawless eyes and wonder where his future is, all of this has nothing to do with her.

"Doctor, doctor, come and see my child. ”

Whose voice sounded in his ears, Luo Yu struggled to open his eyes to see, but his heavy eyelids couldn't be opened at all, and his whole body was also very uncomfortable, what was wrong with him, could it be that he fell downstairs and didn't die, and was sent to the hospital.

She was desperate, she didn't know what was missing in her body, but she knew that jumping from the seventh floor was intact, in her cognition, there should only be cats, how to spend the long years ahead.

She remembered how her mother-in-law had treated the half-paralyzed old man in the family when she had just gotten married.

She shuddered when she thought about it, she couldn't imagine these things, if this was really the case, she might have died sooner.

She remembered that her father left when she was very young, and that she had been with her mother until she was ten years old, and that after a serious illness, her mother had left her at her grandmother's house to go out to work and never came back, and she had long forgotten how she had lived her life.

I only know that I have been living very badly at my grandmother's house since then.

A few years ago, my mother would send some money back, and every year during the New Year, I would wait in the village, but I never had a time to wait, and even then there was no news, my grandmother never liked girls, but unfortunately her mother only gave birth to her, and almost all the relatives in the family had boys, so they didn't care about anything else except for their own bowls of rice, and they barely read until the second year of junior high school, and some people in the village went out to work and came back to earn a lot of money.

I have been on the assembly line for several years, and all the money I earned was sent back to my hometown except for a very small amount for my own pocket use, and I don't know what my grandmother used it for.

Anyway, when I finally got married, I had a falling out with my family, let alone giving money, and I didn't even attend the wedding.

This is also what my mother-in-law always says every time I quarrel.

Reluctantly opened her eyes and looked at them, she closed them again, she felt that she should be dreaming, the four white walls she saw just now had mottled traces, she hadn't seen them for many years, even the house she rented didn't have such a deep sense of age.

Just as she was about to open her eyes again and take a sure look, she heard a voice outside the door, and she hurriedly closed it tightly.

"Doctor, why hasn't my daughter's fever gone down yet, I touched my forehead just now, and it's still very hot. There was a strange female voice in a hurry.

She heard the door being pushed and soon felt someone approaching her, someone lifting the quilt and putting something under her arm, possibly a thermometer, and someone touching her forehead.

Luo Yu was very nervous, she could only hold her hand tightly, what kind of place was this, why were these people so strange, where did she come, and she was so nervous just now, she didn't notice that there was not much pain on her body at all, of course, except for muscle soreness, she had never really felt the pain of being cut.

She used to have such a feeling, when she was a child, she broke her leg while climbing a tree, and the heart-rending pain made her palpitate for months, but even now she doesn't feel like that, shouldn't this injury be worse than before, or because the doctor gave medicine and couldn't feel the pain for the time being.

After a while, someone took out the thermometer from under his arm, and someone heard someone say, "The body temperature has dropped a lot, don't worry, take the medicine first, and it will be fine soon." ”

"Thank you, doctor, thank you. ”

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Luo Yu quickly opened his eyes and looked around, and quickly closed his eyes when he heard the sound of the door opening.

For a short time, Luo Yu lay on the hospital bed but couldn't open her eyes again, but her brain quickly collected the information around her and compared it with what was buried deep in her memory.

She opened one eye very carefully, and saw a huddled figure in the corner of the bed covering her face and crying, her voice was very small, and her shoulders shrugged, as if a huge lightning bolt crossed her head, and she instantly knew who was squatting on the ground.

That's Mom, she was sure, and though she hadn't really seen the woman's face yet, she was so sure.

Although the voice is very unfamiliar, the curled up little figure makes her very sure, in fact, she has almost forgotten a lot of things in the past over the years, and some of them are also deliberately forgotten by herself, but this curled up little figure will always jump out of her mind from time to time.

She remembers that every time her mother was beaten by her father, she hid in the corner and cried like this, this memory she can't forget anyway, even if she secretly went to read a lot of books for this, there is no way to forget it, and even went to see a psychiatrist at any cost, but she couldn't do it, of course, this incident also brought her terrible consequences.

The man knew that she used a lot of money, and after questioning for a long time, she hid it very hard, she didn't dare to tell the man that she spent money because she went to see a psychiatrist, and even because she used more money, the man took her mother-in-law over, and since then she has to ask her mother-in-law for even a penny.

Fortunately, she has been accustomed to hardship since she was a child, even so, she feels that she loves men deeply, but men always question themselves, and even punch and kick themselves when the work is not going well, the first time the man apologized after waking up, she doesn't remember why she forgave at the time, but since then it has been out of control, until she was kicked in the stomach by a man when she was five months pregnant, fortunately there was no major problem when she was sent to the hospital in time.

The mother was awake when she spoke to the doctor, so she knew very well what she was going to do, after all, how complicated a child's experience can be when she was only a few years old.