I used to think, why do people change?

I used to believe that I would go to the end with Asahi and Asahi in the end.

I didn't understand until it happened to me. Man, really, is the most complex species.

But I really didn't expect that I would say something like that to her and do something excessive.

I regret it.

For the first time in my life, I regretted it. However, there is no regret medicine in this world.

My father and mother were both police officers. All I know is that they are very busy at work, and I have the impression that they are always on business trips and nothing else.

They only know that I am studying, and that I am still alive and healthy. I don't know anything else. I don't even know what floor my class is on.

My life was boring.

Every day, I talk about everything with pickles at school.

Talk about which girl he fell in love with this time, and talk about whose house he went to play games after school. Every time Pickle talked about which girl he liked, I listened quietly. After a long time, I think it's strange. Why is his liking so fickle. Or rather, why can he like someone so easily. I don't understand.

Of course, it's not like I don't know how to fall in love.

Although the school strictly prohibits early love, there are still many "underground romances" on campus. The whole class knows it, but the teacher doesn't know it.

Even though I had plenty of pocket money and freedom, I still felt lonely.

In the first semester of my first year of junior high school, the school held a cultural and art festival.

In my opinion, the festival is boring. It's nothing more than singing and dancing, nothing new. Deafening music, seemingly enthusiastic stage. The whole grade had to sit and watch like a schoolboy.

I turned my head to chat with pickles to pass the time, and it turned out that this guy was looking at it seriously. I can't help but wonder why this guy usually thinks these things are boring like me, why is this a change of sex today?

I patted him, but he shook his hand and motioned for me not to disturb him. So, I had to look up and see what was so appealing to him on stage.

It's okay not to look at it, but I laughed out loud when I saw it.

What is performing on the stage now is a "grade flower" that pickles can't chase. Wearing a red dress and dancing in Latin, it's no wonder that the pickles can't take their eyes off it.

Hey, it's not interesting.

I had no choice but to lower my head and secretly play with my phone. I don't know how long it took, but the venue suddenly became quiet. So, I gently asked the pickles, "Is it over?"

Pickles finally came back to her senses from the goddess's heroic posture and whispered to me, "No, but this is the last show." It's a drama, and it's coming to an end. ”

After listening, I breathed a sigh of relief. Finally, finally, the last one. Soon, it's time to go out and breathe the free air.

The ears have made the music torture out of shape, and the headache is painful. I lowered my head and continued to play with my phone.

Suddenly, music started in the venue.

I was ready to be devastated, and the result was ...... Hmm, how is this music so quiet and soothing?

"Hoh Xili~Hoh Xili~" The ethereal and beautiful voice surrounds my ears, without a trace of impurities.

I looked up at the stage with curiosity.

The girl was wearing a long white dress, her long straight hair was as black as a waterfall falling down naturally, her hands were gently clasped in front of her, and she was singing quietly. I can't see her face clearly, but I don't know why I just think she's beautiful.

I looked at her gentle appearance on the stage and listened to the melodious singing. Before I knew it, I was in God.

Would love to get to know her. The thought took root in my mind and grew deeper and deeper.

After the song was over, the host ended his speech as usual. Everyone lined up and left the venue in an orderly manner. Before I got back to the classroom, I couldn't wait to ask Pickles: "Pickles, do you know who the girl who sang that song just now is?"

How do you know that the pickles are coming: "What singing? Which one are you talking about?"

I hurriedly said, "Even if I asked you if it was over, you said it was a drama, and it will end soon." Isn't there a girl singing at the end? Do you know who she is?"

Pickles looked at me expectantly, but said something that disappointed me greatly.

"I don't know, I didn't look closely. But have you seen my goddess, isn't it super beautiful? ”

I sighed helplessly. Come on, you shouldn't have asked this guy. He's not interested in any of these things like me, and the reason why he's so invested in watching them is because it's his goddess show. I think that except for his goddess, the rest of the shows probably didn't watch him well.

I looked at the crowd in disappointment, hoping to see the girl who made me feel special. Unfortunately, she didn't show up.

Later, I went to the school post bar and asked the girls in the class who often gossiped about it. Finally knew who she was.

It turned out that she was my senior sister and the lead singer of the school choir - Lin Qian.

"Shallow," I whispered, I remembered her name, but I didn't get to know her.

In the years that followed, I occasionally saw her in the cafeteria and on the way to the bus stop after school. Several times, I wanted to go up and talk, but there was always a girl next to her who was talking and laughing with her. It made me a little embarrassed and shy.

Ever since Pickle knew that I was asking her everywhere, she was inevitably teased by him. That day, too, Pickles and I were on our way out of school. Suddenly, a familiar voice rang in my ears, and I turned my head to see her and her friend walking past me. It was the first time I had seen her so closely.

Her long hair was tied in a ponytail, her white face was a little baby fat, and her eyes were bright and bright...... The whole person looks refreshing and good-looking. I just looked at her until it disappeared from my view.

Of course, Pickles had already noticed my strange appearance, and couldn't help laughing and said, "Brother, show your courage when you play games." Why are you embarrassed to even say a word to others, don't tell others that you are my brother in the future, it's too embarrassing, haha. ”

I was pulled back by the magical laughter of the pickles, and I laughed back. Two people, you say one sentence, I say one sentence, and no one will spare anyone.

Suddenly I felt that such a campus life. Actually, it's good.

When did I realize that I fell in love with shallowness? When the homeroom teacher announced the winter vacation, I didn't feel happy. I was depressed, because that would mean I wouldn't see her for another month. I want to watch her every day, watch her walk past me, watch her talk and laugh with her friends, even if she doesn't know me.

This kind of realization makes me feel a little sad. There is even a trace of "distress for love".

During the Chinese New Year, my father and mother finally had a few days to spare. Took me to my grandparents' house in the countryside. Fireworks are brilliant outside, and laughter is heard inside. I watched the fireworks through the window and thought to myself: it would be nice if she was here, such a beautiful view, I want to share it with her. Even I thought about sharing all the good things with her in the future.

When I came back to my senses, I was amazed at what I had just thought in my head. But in an instant I calmed down.

I like her.

In this cold but lively winter, I tell myself for sure and for sure. I like Lin Qian, and Chen Qing likes Lin Qian, even if they haven't said a word yet.

But I decided that I would definitely go to her when school started and find a chance to tell her that I liked her.

I like to have her with me for the next four seasons.