Chapter 16: See Chen Qing Again?
On a hot summer day, even in the shadows under the bus stop, sweat doesn't stop flowing.
Lin Qian and Ding Xin dragged their suitcases and kept looking into the distance, looking forward to the bus arriving as soon as possible.
Lin Qian remembered what Ding Xin said yesterday about finding a part-time job, so he said, "Xinxin, why don't we go to find a part-time job together for an appointment." So that the words of the two of us will be taken care of. ”
Ding Xin was struggling with the delay in the arrival of the bus that was supposed to arrive at the station, and he was also thinking about part-time work while he was entangled, and he was distracted for a while.
Lin Qian saw that she didn't react, so he pulled the corner of her clothes. Ding Xin reacted to what Lin Qian had just said, but he was still entangled in his heart. Although I really hope that she can accompany me, I don't want to trouble her. After all, Lin Qian is not as special as her family, and she needs to help her mother share the burden of life.
Lin Qian vaguely felt that Ding Xin was thinking too much again, so he continued: "Xinxin, I have long wanted to find a part-time job. Last summer, my parents still hated me squatting at home every day, they thought that I was old and needed to experience life and understand the hard work of making money. So let's go together then, and if you have someone familiar in an unfamiliar environment, you will definitely be able to adapt faster, okay?"
Before Ding Xin could answer, the bus had already arrived. A large crowd rushed up, almost squeezing the door to the ground. Seeing this, Lin Qian hurriedly stepped forward with his suitcase, and shouted to Ding Xin before getting into the car: "Then it's decided, we'll contact us on our mobile phone later." I'll go first~"
"Okay, you slow down. Ding Xin waved at Lin Qian.
Watching the bus slowly disappear from his field of vision, Ding Xin couldn't help but feel sad about his actions and thoughts just now.
Always habitually evasive and entangled, how can you be independent and brave in this way?
The bus was crowded, and even with the air conditioner on, it was still stuffy.
Lin Qian pulled his suitcase and stood in the crowd with difficulty, and his heart became irritable because of the weather and the feeling of crowding.
Since yesterday, I've been feeling panicked. This feeling lingers in my heart and lingers.
Before you know it, the bus has also entered the station.
Lin Qian squeezed out of the crowd with difficulty with his suitcase and got out of the car.
As soon as he got out of the car, he felt the scorching summer baking, and Lin Qian couldn't help muttering: "It's so hot...... Sunburned. "But the footsteps kept walking in the direction of home.
Because of the heat, the 10-minute journey was like a century.
Finally, when I arrived at the gate of the community, I saw a person standing in the shade of the tree at the door. The man had his back to Lin Qian, and he couldn't see his face clearly.
On such a hot day, who would have nothing to do and suffer?
When Lin Qian passed by the man, the ghost envoy gave him a strange look. The man seemed to sense someone coming and looked up.
The two immediately looked at each other. One person looked surprised and angry, while the other was full of joy and had a complicated heart.
Surprised and angry, it was naturally Lin Qian.
Because, the person in front of him was none other than Chen Qing, who he had only met the day before yesterday......
Chen Qing waited for a long time, because he didn't know what time Lin Qian would arrive home. So, I came over in the morning and waited. This is his last chance, if he doesn't see Lin Qian today, he will definitely not see her again this summer.
Chen Qing opened his mouth and said: "Shallow, stand here, it's cool under the shade of the tree." After speaking, I saw Lin Qian standing still. Chen Qing stretched out his hand to pull her over, but Lin Qian took a step back directly, and Chen Qing's hand was empty. Looking at Lin Qian's puzzled eyes, Chen Qing's heart was full of bitterness and remorse.
This wasn't supposed to be the case......
The moment Lin Qian saw Chen Qing, he felt very strange.
Why did he know he must be back today?
Wait a minute...... Could it be ......? Yao Jia!
When I talked to her that day, I said that I would go home today. I didn't expect ......
Thinking of this, Lin Qian said angrily: "What are you doing here?"
Chen Qing only thought that Lin Qian was still angry that he had done something that hurt her, so he hurriedly said: "Qianqian, what you told me, I thought a lot about it later. I know you don't want to trust me anymore, no matter what I say. But what if I say I'm going to transfer back, what if I say I'm going to be with you every day? I'm willing to spend the rest of my life proving that I really know I'm wrong. I really regret that I shook my heart to love you because of impulse, but I really don't want to lose you, shallow......"
Lin Qian listened to Chen Qing's last almost pleading reciting his name, and saw the embarrassed appearance of waiting for her for a long time in the sweltering weather. The heart is not soft, it is fake.
After all, it's someone who has loved it deeply.
But when I thought of his resolute departure at that time, when I thought that he always did things with his own will and ideas, and when I thought that he was accompanying that Jin Yuxin when he was the most painful and uncomfortable!
Lin Qian looked at Chen Qing coldly and said, "Until you came to the school to find me that day, I hadn't completely let you go." I thought it would take me a long time, but I found out I was wrong. It turns out that everything in this world pays attention to an opportunity. Chen Qing, to put it bluntly. You're just eating from the bowl and looking at the pot. You think I'm good now, and you're comparing Jin Yuxin with me. But I know that there are thousands of people in this world who are better than me. I can't afford to bet. ”
Chen Qinggang wanted to say something for himself, but Lin Qian interrupted him and continued: "I know what you want to say, you want to say that you won't. You think this kind of thing only happens once. Hehe, but I don't think so. Once unfaithful, never used for life. Chen Qing, I've been giving in all the time, so good at talking that you forget that I'm also a temperamental person. I think I've made it clear enough that I can't forgive people who have hurt me. I won't give it a third chance, so please don't appear in front of me again. I'm never going to trust you again in my life, so it's better to have fun than to let us spend it in suspicion and doubt in the future. Otherwise, I'm tired, and so will you. Don't come to me, I'm really going to look down on you. It's hot, you should go back early. No more ......"
After speaking, Lin Qian pulled his suitcase and prepared to go back, the temperature outside was too high.
As a result, Chen Qing grabbed Lin Qian's wrist, took out a ring from his pocket, and said excitedly: "Shallow! Look, this is our first anniversary together, and we each bought a ring for each other." I've always had it with me, and I've never forgotten everything we loved. Shallow!"
Lin Qian himself was very irritable, because of the weather, because of Chen Qing, because of Yao Jia......
Chen Qing grabbed her again and didn't let her go, and he had a posture of not letting go if he didn't get a satisfactory result.
Lin Qian shouted angrily: "You let go of me!"
Unexpectedly, Chen Qing grabbed harder, and said vigorously: "I won't let go, I don't want to lose you." ”
Suddenly there was a "snap...... The images are still......
Chen Qing covered his face and looked at Lin Qian in disbelief, but Lin Qian's eyes were wet, and his palms were slightly numb.
"Shallow...... "...... Qian" Chen Qing looked at Lin Qian painfully and read her name softly.
Lin Qian once again broke free of Chen Qing's tightly held hand, took a deep breath and said, "I won't love you anymore, and I don't want to hate you." We are cleared, and we are passers-by from now on. ”
After saying that, he pulled the head of the suitcase and walked away without looking back. But the tears burst the embankment the moment they turned around......
Chen Qing looked at Lin Qian's resolute back, and the pain and bitterness in his heart overshadowed the pain caused by his red and swollen face. He was reminded that this was the reality.
Look up at the sun in the sky, bright and hot. is also like the day when Lin Qian promised him to confess.
yes, if they hadn't broken up. Today is their fourth anniversary.
Chen Qing turned around, but he couldn't see Lin Qian's figure anymore.
He smiled self-deprecatingly, turned around and slowly left......
"I really lost her......" was left with only these words, floating in the air...... Who can really hear it?