Chapter 7: Let go

Mother Lin came home after playing mahjong, and when she saw the slippers at the entrance, she knew that Lin Qian was back, and shouted "Lin Qian" but did not respond. Mother Lin walked to Lin Qian's room, opened the door lightly, and saw Lin Qian sitting on the bay window and seemed to be in a daze, her eyes were red as if she had cried, and she knew that she was probably uncomfortable with her girl. Mother Lin thought about it, and it was better not to disturb her. So I gently closed the door again and went to the kitchen to make dinner.

Lin Qian recalled every day with Chen Qing and everything he did together. I just think that time can really change a lot of things, maybe things are wrong for a long time, but I still can't open up. In fact, from the perspective of a bystander, Chen Qing is young and immature and has no self-control. Just like a kite, if you accidentally let go of one, he will fly away.

This relationship is already like a dead muscle, and it should be removed as soon as possible. Although I knew that I would be in pain, this was the only chance to live. No matter how good it used to be, it was the past. Lin Qian finally didn't want to lie to herself, Chen Qing didn't love her anymore. If you love, how can you bear to do things that you know will hurt his heart? The two of them are just deceiving themselves, and the broken mirror really can't be reunited, and some hurdles really can't be crossed. Lin Qian, who realized this, couldn't hold back again, and tears rained down.

"Chen Qing, this is really the last time I will cry for this relationship. In the future, it will definitely get better, it will all get better......" Lin Qian cried and muttered to himself. After crying, be sure to pick yourself up again. Start a new life, for yourself and for those who love you.

Lin's mother is constantly busy in the kitchen, and the dishes she cooks are Lin Qian's favorite food. Thinking of Lin Qian's uncomfortable appearance just now, the mother's heart was also very uncomfortable. When the child is older, he hides everything in his heart and refuses to say it, and he is uncomfortable alone. Parents sometimes feel powerless and don't know how to enlighten, so they have to make more food that their children love to eat and accompany her. I hope she can know that her family will always be by her side, and she can tell her parents anything, and her parents will always be the strongest and warmest backing for their children.

After surviving all the time, dinner was almost ready, and Mother Lin washed her hands and went to call Lin Qian to eat. Mother Lin knocked on the door and said, "Qianqian, come out to eat, Mom has made a lot of your favorite dishes, come and eat it, otherwise it won't taste good if it gets cold for a while." ”

Lin Qian heard her mother call her to eat, only to realize that a long time had passed. He quickly wiped his face and shouted, "I know, come right away." ”

After receiving the reply, Lin's mother was a little relieved, turned around and went back to the kitchen to serve rice. Lin Qian looked in the mirror, and her face was full of tears and her eyes were red and swollen. No one believes this picture. Quickly washed his face with cold water again, compressed his eyes, and looked a little better before going to eat.

When Lin Qian arrived at the dining room, her mother had already helped her serve the meal, poured a drink and was waiting for her. The dishes on the table are all Lin Qian's favorite food, braised pork, fish-flavored eggplant, salt-and-pepper shrimp, and crucian carp soup. Mom's love is self-evident, warm and firm. I couldn't help but have a sour nose and almost cried. Lin Qian thought that he couldn't cry, he definitely couldn't cry in front of his mother, otherwise his mother would be uncomfortable again. So I held back and suppressed the urge to cry.

Mother Lin looked at Lin Qiansilly standing there, her eyes red. So he said loudly: "Shallow, why are you standing stupidly? Hurry up and sit down to eat, Dad is on duty at the company today, so he won't come back to eat with us." ”

"Well, hard work mom. Lin Qian sat down as he spoke. The braised pork made by my mother is still the taste of childhood, and it is as delicious as ever. When I looked up, I found that my mother had been looking at me, and her eyes were full of love and worry that could not be hidden. Lin Qian suddenly felt that he was looking for death and life for love, and he was very sorry for his parents. Since I was a child, my parents have never let myself suffer, in my mother's words, I am afraid of falling off in my hand, and I am afraid of melting in my mouth, and I have always been careful to take care of it. He never asked anything else for her, he just wanted her to be healthy and happy. And he hurt himself so much for a person who is no longer worthy, and broke his parents and Ding Xin's heart, it's really stupid......

Mother Lin saw Lin Qian staring at her in a daze, sighed and said, "Qianqian, Mom doesn't know what you have experienced." However, mother and son are connected, and mother can feel your pain. There are many things you don't want to say, and your mother won't force you. If you want to say, mom is willing to listen to it at any time. You are the heart and soul of your parents, you were when you were a child, and you always will be. Mom and Dad will always love you, so many times don't carry everything on your own. You are so strong, sometimes Mom and Dad are really sad, and sometimes they even feel like a failure. So, don't cry, baby, don't be afraid. Many times, choosing means losing, and life is all about making multiple choices. There's nothing to regret, there's nothing to give up, how do you know it's not going to be better in the future?"

Lin Qian shouted with a crying voice: "Mom......"

This voice of mother contains a strong sense of grievance and discomfort, how could Mother Lin not hear it. Hurriedly walked to Lin Qian's side, touched Lin Qian's head, and said softly like when he coaxed Lin Qian: "Baby, mom is here." Cry if you want to, mom is with you. ”

Lin Qian was held by her mother, feeling her mother's hand gently patting her back, and she felt extremely relieved.

Enough crying, the dishes are cold. Mother Lin was hot again, and after eating, Mother Lin asked Lin Qian to take a hot bath and go to bed early, don't think about unhappy things.

Lin Qian obediently responded, took a shower, lay down in the quilt and took a deep breath. It's so nice, the smell of home. Xu was tired of crying, and fell asleep after a while. When Lin's mother was warm and took the milk into the room, Lin Qian was already asleep. helped her tuck the quilt, looked at the sleeping Lin Qian, and said softly: "My baby, what a dream." Then he gently left the room......

Lin Qian slept very peacefully, and it was the best day he had slept in the past few days. What if you lose love, it will always pass. I don't want to worry my parents anymore.