There have been so many things that have happened in the past few days, and Lin Qian's mood has been like a roller coaster in just two days. The moment I saw the message, all kinds of emotions came to my heart. It's ridiculous, angry, disappointed, it's all there, but it's more exhaustion, physical and mental exhaustion. Lin Qian opened Chen Qing's dialog box and said, "Chen Qing, I'm tired, rest first, bye." After saying that, he turned off the computer, sat on the bay window with a pillow, and looked out the window. Every time I am in a bad mood, I like to look at the scenery outside the window, and it seems that the hearts of people who come and go can always calm down.

His chest was tight, as if he couldn't breathe. Lin Qian didn't understand, why did he and Chen Qing come to this point?

Lin Qian still remembers that when they first got together, they talked about everything every day, and they were extremely compatible in all aspects, and sometimes they even felt that the other party was another self. At that time, Chen Qing's English grades were too poor, and in order to be admitted to the same university, the two would go to the coffee shop near the school every weekend to study on their own. The manager of that coffee shop often joked about the two of them, Lin Qian would blushly blushly every time, and Chen Qing would always say that she was so shy that she was so good-looking. Thinking of this, Lin Qian couldn't help but wonder.

At that time, although Chen Qing and Lin Qian didn't know much about love, they felt that their hearts were filled with happiness the moment they saw each other. Later, after a long time, they would quarrel over some trivial things. Chen Qing likes to play games, and most of the boys at that time liked to play various games such as flying cars, dazzling dance, QQ Tang, and CF. Every time Chen Qing played a game, he always couldn't reply to Lin Qian's news in time, and Lin Qian was always angry because he couldn't find Chen Qing. Once, twice, and three times, Chen Qing bowed his head to coax Lin Qian, promising that he would reply to the news in time in the future, but he couldn't find it in the southeast and northwest when he turned his head and continued to be high.

The time when the two of them quarreled the most because of the game was because Chen Qing played too late on Saturday night and slept the next day. Lin Qian waited and waited at the coffee shop where they studied on the weekend, and after drinking both cups of coffee, Chen Qing did not come, and did not reply to the message. Lin Qian was not at ease and made a call to Chen Qing. As a result, Chen Qing's appearance of not waking up made Lin Qian's anger and grievances that had been pent up for so long explode directly. Lin Qian blamed Chen Qing for always going back on his word, why he couldn't do what he promised himself. Chen Qing blamed Lin Qian for not being considerate and understanding of his interests and hobbies, and neither of them gave in. Even if Lin Qian cried later, Chen Qing didn't come to coax him again. This was the first cold war between the two of them, and no one was looking for anyone after hanging up the phone. Lin Qian cried all night and thought about it all night. Is it that he is really too willful, not understanding and considerate of him enough. I'm annoyed that I said something heavy, but I can't pull my face and go to him now. After a night of conflicts, I didn't sleep well, and as a result, I had to go to school with dark circles under my eyes the next day. When she was about to walk to the school gate, she saw Chen Qing still waiting for her at the gate as usual. Lin Qian suddenly didn't know how to open his mouth to break the cold war this time, so he had to lower his head and walk over silently. Just as he was about to walk past Chen Qing, he stretched out his hand to stop her, Lin Qian raised his head to look at Chen Qing, and found that Chen Qing also looked haggard with two dark circles under his eyes. Chen Qing also looked at Lin Qian, and then the two of them suddenly laughed out loud, and ended the cold war. After that time, Lin Qian also learned to integrate into Chen Qing's life circle and began to play games. It's nice to study together and relax together.

The days are so plain but happy. However, the world is impermanent.

At the end of Lin Qian's sophomore year of high school, Chen Qing told Lin Qian that he was going to transfer schools. Chen Qing's parents had to move to another place because of work. That means that seeing each other in the future is far less convenient than it is now. The two of them can no longer go to the cafeteria together at noon, walk the playground of the campus together, and review together every weekend...... There are so many things that can't be done together......

On the day Chen Qing was leaving, the two went to a nearby park. Chen Qing held Lin Qian's hand tightly and told Lin Qian that he would be obedient over there and not let her worry. I will definitely study hard, and I won't go back to Lin Qian's news because of playing games. will be clean and self-conscious, and will not give any girl a chance. Every weekend, he would call Lin Qian and tell Lin Qian what interesting things had happened around him. Lin Qian listened to Chen Qing's promises, but he couldn't help crying. I always feel that it will be difficult to see each other again in the future, and the two of them will be farther and farther apart. However, many times the reality is so cruel that you are powerless and there is nothing you can do to change anything.

It's my third year of high school, and the pressure of studying is getting bigger and bigger. Endless test papers every day, endless classes. Lin Qian can only talk to Chen Qing on the phone on weekends, and he no longer has time to play games with Chen Qing like before. Chen Qing is a sophomore in high school. I haven't felt the oppression of the upcoming college entrance examination, and I'm very free every day. In fact, the second year of high school was not easy, but why was Chen Qing so free every day? Because Chen Qing's parents were busy with work, they were only worried about whether Chen Qing's money was enough to spend, and they didn't have time to care about whether Chen Qing studied well. Coupled with Lin Qian's lack of supervision, he was even more indulgent. Skip class to play games, sleep in class, and hang out with friends when you have a break.

Lin Qian felt very helpless and weak. Since the two of them have been in a long-distance relationship, Lin Qian feels that if he can't quarrel, he shouldn't quarrel, because there is no way to give each other a hug like before. I'm afraid that distance does not produce beauty, but gaps. Therefore, Lin Qian learned to restrain his thoughts and grievances, and to understand and tolerate everything about Chen Qing. However, even such an empathetic Lin Qian couldn't stop things from going to the worst in the end.

There are fewer and fewer common topics between the two people, less and less talking, and more and more busy......

In the end, it became like this.