Half a year has passed since then.

In the past six months, Lin Qian has been accompanied by her parents who love her and Ding Xin, who cares about her, and gradually got used to the days without Chen Qing. I learned to love myself well, and I also learned to be strong and face my wounds.

After the winter vacation, Lin Qian joined the school's drama club, which he was going to join when he first entered the school. But Chen Qing was reluctant at that time, so he had a cold war with Lin Qian for a day. Now that I think about it, I've really been giving in, sacrificing what I love to do, and waiting for him to reply to messages like a fool after class every day. Later, he was no longer the Lin Qian he knew and liked.

I didn't understand or experience loving someone before.

At that time, I thought that to love someone was to live for him, to accept his advantages and his shortcomings at the same time, there was nothing that could not be run-in.

Now it turns out that this does not seem to be the case.

A good relationship is to love someone and love yourself at the same time. Do what you like to do, don't just put up with it, everything is mutual.

Fortunately, it's not too late to understand.

Lin Qian was busy all afternoon and finally could go back to the dormitory to rest, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Ding Xin slumped on the bed motionless. Lin Qian gently closed the door, walked over to Ding Xin's side and whispered, "Xinxin?"

Ding Xin responded weakly: "Shallow...... Shallow ......"

Lin Qian was very distressed when he heard Ding Xin's voice: "They still let you pick up the ball today?"

Ding Xin turned over with difficulty, feeling that his whole body was extremely sore, and muttered weakly: "Yes, there is no way." I don't know how to play tennis, so I have to pick up the ball. ”

Lin Qian got up and poured water for Ding Xin, and said as he walked: "What about the newcomers? You joined the club after the winter vacation like me, and the summer vacation is about to end." Is there someone bullying you? No, let's quit and change to another club. ”

Ding Xin took the cup, drank it in one gulp, and then let Lin Qian pour a cup, and then said after drinking it in one gulp again: "Come on, this semester will end soon, and the next semester will definitely get better." Moreover, the senior sisters said that there will be club activities during the summer vacation, and I will be OK to practice then, don't worry~"

Lin Qian said helplessly: "How can I not worry about you? You said that you don't know how to play tennis, and you are not familiar with it, why did you enter the tennis club at that time?"

Ding Xin gently poked Lin Qian's head and said, "Qianqian, I know what you're worried about." Originally, I joined the tennis club because I thought that sports could strengthen my body, and the most important thing was that I couldn't be inferiority and afraid to get along with others forever. Ding Xin seemed to think of something, suddenly smiled and continued: "The first time we talked was on the bus after school. There were a lot of people and it was crowded, and I stepped on you and hit you with a sudden brake. To tell you the truth, I was really scared at that moment, so I bowed my head and apologized frantically. But you weren't as impatient or reprimanded me as I thought, and you remembered my name. ”

Lin Qian didn't expect Ding Xin to suddenly mention that encounter on the bus, let alone that Ding Xin would be so worried in his heart at that time, and then looked at the current Ding Xin and couldn't help laughing: "Of course I remember your name." I think it's easy to remember if it's too high-profile or too low-key. And the one on the bus, of course I know you didn't mean it. I noticed you when school started, and everyone was very curious and noisy when they arrived in a new environment. You're the only one, sitting silently in the last row looking east and west. But you're much better now, and you're not cowering as much as you used to. ”

"yes, to be honest. At that time, I never put myself on the same level as you. I regard you as my lifeline, and even I suffer from gains and losses, for fear that one day you will no longer be friends with me because I say a word. Even if we were in different classes in high school, you would still wait for me at noon to eat together and go home together after school. Even though our social circle has become smaller, we still don't have to be embarrassed, and that's when I fully understand what a good friend is. We have always made progress together, and I have always hoped that I can become as cheerful as you, and I can meet different people and see different scenery. ”

Lin Qian was just about to continue chatting with Ding Xin, when suddenly QQ rang.

clicked on it and found that it was Yao Jia, a junior high school classmate, who sent it to ask Lin Qian what day he was on vacation.

Lin Qian wondered, "Huh, Xinxin, do you remember Yao Jia?"

Ding Xin was about to close her eyes and recuperate, but after hearing Lin Qian's question, she immediately opened her eyes and said, "Of course I remember, she was the most embarrassed in the class at that time." Why did you talk about her all of a sudden?"

Lin Qian waved his mobile phone at Ding Xin and said: "Because she is looking for me, I am very surprised, it seems that I haven't been in touch since graduation, I just suddenly asked me what day I have a holiday, I am quite puzzled." ”

Ding Xin also wondered: "Eh? Then I don't know." Maybe something is going on? ”

"Well, I'll ask her, you can rest for a while, and I'll call you up later to go to dinner. After speaking, Lin Qian helped Ding Xin tuck the quilt and returned to his bed, took out his mobile phone and continued to reply to messages.

Lin Qian: "I'll release it this weekend, I haven't been in touch for a long time, is there something wrong?"

Yao Jia: "It's not like everyone hasn't seen each other for a long time, so ask when the holiday is going to be, and plan to get together." ”

Lin Qian: "That's it." I'm sure it's going to be released this week, Xinxin and I, what about you?"

Yao Jia: "I've asked everything, everyone is OK this weekend." ”

Lin Qian: "That's okay, I'll let Xinxin know." Have you confirmed the time and place?"

Yao Jia: "At present, it is tentatively scheduled for Saturday night, and the location is the hotel next to our junior high school. ”

Lin Qian: "It's the one we went to eat when we graduated? It's still there after so long." ”

Yao Jia: "That's right, the boss is still the couple when we were studying." By the way, it seems that the boys in our class over there Chen Qing have just been notified, so you can just come together when the time comes. ”

Lin Qian: "...... Well, we'll talk about that then. I still have something to do, so let's not talk about it for now. ”

Yao Jia: "Eh, wait, haven't you already said it, how can you still ......?"

Lin Qian didn't look at what Yao Jia posted behind, and turned it off directly, feeling a little irritable.

Half a year has passed since the breakup.

Although the number of times I think of Chen Qing in the past six months has become less and less, and the time of heartache when mentioning him has become shorter and shorter, I still can't help but feel uncomfortable when I hear others mention Chen Qing.

I just saw the message from Yao Jia saying that Chen Qing had been notified, and my first thought was that I didn't want to see it.

Lin Qian didn't want to see it because he hadn't completely let it go, and he was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions when he saw it, and the party would change its flavor when the time came.

It's hard to make a new start, and I don't want to fall short, so let's let the past pass.

Lin Qian looked at Ding Xin, who was sleeping soundly, and couldn't help but feel a little sleepy.

I don't want to think about the mess for now, and I'll talk to Shin Shin about the party later.

Lin Qian set the alarm clock and went to sleep.