Chapter 02: The Sadness of the Heart

Hu Fei was silent for a moment, he knew that what Bao Qingyu needed at this time was not persuasion, but listening◢.com

"I think it's because of my adoption that she's suffered such a reputational discredit, and she may be criticized in the future. Bao whispered, his face was a little painful.

"Do you need me to find someone to help you clarify?" asked Hu Fei.

What she needs is not clarification, but forgetfulness. Bao Qingyu shook his head firmly, "Because, even if you find an official person to come out and endorse it, the people who should hack you will still be black, and they won't think about how much harm their words will bring to a little girl who is just four or five years old." ”

"What they care about is how much attention this thing will bring them, how much traffic it will bring, and how much benefit it will bring. ”

"Because you find someone, they will say, you have the money to find a relationship to clarify, in fact, she is still my biological son, for example, my adoption procedures are not right, because the law of my country does not allow a single woman like me to adopt a child, etc., in short, people who want to attack, can find many points of attack. Bao whispered softly.

"I don't want to come out and hype it up anymore, let this matter pass as soon as possible, but I'm wondering if my choice at that time was really a mistake. ”

"What would have happened to her without you? an orphanage, or adopted by their relatives, or adopted by someone else, but with you, she got the best conditions. Hu Fei said softly.

At the very least, she doesn't have to worry about her livelihood, you must know that in this world, there are many children of her age who are worried about their livelihood. Hu Fei stretched out his hand and patted Bao Qingyu's back and comforted.

Bao Qingyu looked back at Hu Fei, then lowered his head directly, and naturally leaned on Hu Fei's shoulder.

Forehead...... Hu Fei was stunned for a moment, but he didn't dodge.

Bao Qingyu, who leaned on Hu Fei's shoulder, continued: "I know what you said is right, but sometimes, I just can't get over that hurdle, and now she's okay, but I'm afraid that after many years, if someone finds out about this matter, what will she think at that time, I don't want her to know that her real life experience is too cruel for a child." ”

"To her, I am her whole world. Bao whispered softly.

Hu Fei didn't speak, because Hu Fei suddenly thought of himself, when his grandparents died, why wasn't he like this? When he was in junior high school, Hu Fei realized that people are going to be born, old, sick and die, and at that time his grandparents were already very old.

Since junior high school, Hu Fei seems to live in a frightened world every day, he is afraid that one day, when he comes back from school, his grandparents will be gone.

But birth, old age, sickness and death are not controllable by man, until later, his grandmother left him first, and then his grandfather.

At that time, Hu Fei felt as if he had also lost a world, and that kind of heart-rending pain, Hu Fei seemed to feel that his soul was aching at the moment.

On the contrary, his parents, Hu Fei did not have any special feelings, because when he was one or two years old, his parents died, and his impression of his parents belonged to him at all, but his grandparents were all he had.

"Are you crying? I can feel it, you're sad. Bao Qingyu next to him suddenly whispered.

"Huh?" Hu Fei came back to his senses, he subconsciously reached out and touched it, I don't know when, Hu Fei found that there were already tears on his cheeks.

"I just thought that when I was a child, I was also an orphan. A smile broke out of Hu Fei's face.

"Orphan?" Bao Qingyu was really a little shocked, a person like Hu Fei is an orphan?

"Yes, I was brought up by my grandparents, in fact, we are ordinary people, and the property I inherited is not my grandparents', but my grandparents'. Hu Fei said softly.

"When my grandparents died, I felt like the whole world was gray. Hu Fei said with a smile on his face, because at this moment, he seemed to be able to see his grandparents' rough palms again, smiling faces full of wrinkles and age spots.

Bao Qingyu sat up straight, but stretched out his hand to wrap his hand around Hu Fei's shoulder, Hu Fei did not resist, and instead leaned on Bao Qingyu's shoulder, feeling the tremor on his soul, he said softly: "In the two years of high school, I don't know how I came over, if it wasn't for my grandfather's last dying wish that he didn't see me admitted to college, maybe I wouldn't have been able to persevere." ”

"I didn't have much fun in my childhood, but I can never forget that they followed me with a smile and a smile on their slow steps. ”

Hu Fei seemed to have returned to the withered yellow picture, which was a memory that he had never dared to think of before, but at this moment Hu Fei recalled it again, until the withered yellow picture became vivid, and then turned gray again.

"At least Guoguo is better than me, and when you get old, she will already be an adult and can bear all this independently, and at that time, she can already understand and appreciate all this. ”

After speaking, Hu Fei sat up straight, collected his emotions, and the bag next to him was infected by the sadness in Hu Fei's powerful soul power, and he was already crying.

Hu Fei, on the other hand, looked at the wet marks on Bao Qingyu's shoulders with some embarrassment, which were the tears he had just left. He hadn't cried for a long time, Hu Fei thought he had forgotten his sadness, but he didn't know that he just hid his sadness in the depths of his soul.

"Both...... It's all your fault..."Bao Qingyu was a little embarrassed by Hu Fei, sobbed a few times, and simply rushed over and buried his face on the clothes on Hu Fei's chest, grabbed his clothes and wiped away his tears.

"I'm just afraid she's too attached to me. Bao whispered and wiped her tears and sat up straight again, silent for a moment, and then spoke softly.

"At the scene of the crash, when I saw the young soldiers clumsily holding her, because the ambulance had already gone and the new ones had not yet arrived, I rushed over to help pick her up, maybe because I was a woman, and she was only a year old at that time before she finally quieted down in my arms. ”

But when she went to the hospital for a check-up, she always held my hand and didn't let go, and I can't forget the frightened look in my life, and then the doctor said that she might have subconsciously regarded me as a dependent because of the experience that night. In the end, it was the doctor at the time who assured the police that I could adopt her, because I really didn't meet the conditions for adoption, but the child was inseparable from me, and it was a special adoption clause. Bao whispered softly.

"How can life be smooth sailing, there must always be those who have experienced twists and turns, and she will not grow up without twists and turns. Hu Fei picked up the beer next to him, and the two of them touched it again, and Hu Fei said softly.