Shangguan Yuwen looked at the entanglement on Li Zexia's face, clutched her chest, and breathed rapidly. If that's the case, she's always known it, hasn't she?

"Li Zexia, let's talk!" Shangguan Yu's voice was a little choked, she didn't cry, the soreness of her throat made her uncomfortable, but her hands were clenched into fists, her eyes kept widening, and she used all her strength to withdraw the tears that were about to gush out of her eyes.

Even if she Shangguan Yuwen is about to fall out of love, she must have her own demeanor, she can't cry, she can't cry, she keeps telling herself that she never thought that the chic and uninhibited Shangguan Yuwen would actually have a time when she would break her liver and intestines for love.

"Huh. She smiled self-deprecatingly.

Shangguan Yu's smile made Li Zexia feel as if his heart was pinched and he couldn't breathe. He never wanted to hurt Shangguan Yu, he really wanted to be with Shangguan Yu, but in the end he changed, why can't he forget it?

Looking at the smile on Shangguan Yu's face, Li Zexia, a "master negotiator" who can speak well, suddenly ran out of words, and could only spit out a "good" word after being entangled for a while.

Shangguan Yuwen turned around and took Li Zexia to follow her, and they came to Ristorante again, the restaurant from Padua, Italy.

The two sat in their positions, Shangguan Yuwen looked at Li Zexia, Li Zexia looked at Shangguan Yuwen, and no one spoke.

For a long time, Shangguan Yuwen looked very calm, and her tone was not lively and beating, but became depressed and steady, "You know what, since I first saw you in the hospital, I actually started to like you. That's why I keep talking to you and making you angry. Speaking of this, she looked at Li Zexia's surprised expression, smiled mockingly, and continued to speak, "I never thought that Shangguan Yuwen, who was not afraid of heaven and earth, would do such a useless thing......

Li Zexia never knew that Shangguan Yuwen had actually liked him since that time. Hearing Shangguan Yu's wife say that he loved him, his heart was actually warm, but when he thought of the figure of another person, he was unsure again.

He didn't know when his love for Bai Shiyao began, but when he found out, this relationship had grown into a towering tree.

From the first time he met Bai Shiyao, the competition with Bai Shiyao began, when he watched Bai Shiyao play with him, he just thought that this woman was very interesting, so he stayed, and used the contacts he had accumulated over the years to help the "white owl" who was at a low point at that time to pull business everywhere.

After joining "Bai Xiao", he paid more attention to Bai Shiyao, and he also got as close to her as possible. knew that she wanted to make the "white owl" stronger, so he helped her negotiate everywhere and find orders everywhere. knew that she liked green plants, so she sent her green plants, but she didn't expect that what she liked was only the green plants sent by Qin Junye. The pots of green vegetation he sent were placed in the public office area.

He has been silently guarding her, waiting for an opportunity, hoping to find an opportunity to confess to Bai Shiyao.

In that beating incident, he would rather stay alone and face that group of people alone, but also ensure Bai Shiyao's safety.

When Bai Shiyao returned, the joy in his heart was indescribable. He thought that Bai Shiyao had him in his heart, and he thought that his opportunity had come.

But when he woke up in the hospital and went to visit Bai Shiyao. Seeing her and Qin Junye getting along through the window in the ward, he realized that everything was his own passion, and Bai Shiyao always liked Qin Junye!

Li Zexia, who has always been a prodigal son in love, although surrounded by many women around him, has never been tempted by anyone, and he didn't expect to encounter Waterloo for the first time. Since then, he has put it away.

In front of everyone, playing Bai Shiyao's good subordinate, he has no other ideas.

Shangguan Yuwen continued to speak, as if she was talking to Li Zexia again, and as if she was talking to herself.

She suddenly burst into a smile, "You know what, I actually always knew that you liked Sister Shiyao, maybe you thought you hid yourself well, but you can't hide your like, especially in front of someone who loves you." Speaking of this, Shangguan Yuwen looked at Li Zexia's slightly constricted pupils, and said with a smile: "You don't have to be nervous, I won't tell anyone." ”

Li Zexia never knew that Shangguan Yuwen actually knew everything, so why was she still willing to be with him? He also noticed Shangguan Yu's misunderstanding, and his nervousness was only because Shangguan Yu's wife chose to be with him even though she knew about it.

"I thought I could make you fall in love with me, but when I saw your look when I watched Sister Shiyao and Qin Shao interact with me at KTV that day, I knew that I was still overestimating myself. That's why I asked you that night, do you love me? Later, ......" Shangguan Yu's voice became more and more relaxed, as if she had slowly let go of some burden.

For a long time, she knew that the person Li Zexia liked was Bai Shiyao, but she still couldn't help but want to be with him. Because she knew that Bai Shiyao liked Qin Junye, not Li Zexia. She naively thought she still had a chance. So she tried her best to get his attention and try her best to attract him.

When Li Zexia agreed to be with her, she was happy in her heart.

That time when she went to Phuket, when Li Zexia was willing to appear in front of Bai Shiyao in a couple's outfit with her, she thought that Li Zexia had forgotten Bai Shiyao. At that time, they were sweet and joyful, diving together, walking hand in hand.

It's just that there is a deep uneasiness hidden under the sweetness and joy, so she deliberately drinks beer with Li Zexia to make herself drunk, and then she can have drunk sex with Li Zexia openly.

Shangguan Yuwen still remembered that night when she wanted to hand herself over to him, she asked Li Zexia if she would let her down, and Li Zexia obviously hesitated at that time. But knowing this, she still handed herself over.

It's just that she once heard the saying "women have sex for love, men love for sex", and she stubbornly wants to keep this man through sex.

In order to cut off the possibility of Li Zexia and Bai Shiyao being together, on the last day in Phuket, she woke up at nine o'clock in the morning that morning, knowing that everyone was going to the city to enjoy a "Thai massage" together, but she deliberately did not wake up Li Zexia.

Hearing Li Zexia's phone ringing, she guessed that it was Bai Shiyao, but she deliberately did not wake up Li Zexia.

Instead, she kept ringing wherever the phone was, because she knew that if Bai Shiyao found Li Zexia and her sister-in-law who didn't come during the roll call, she would definitely come over, so that she would find out the relationship between her and Li Zexia.

When she heard the sound of thin shells hitting wood, she was not nervous, she knew that Bai Shiyao was outside the door. But she did it on purpose, she wanted Bai Shiyao to know that Li Zexia was with her, so that Li Zexia would never be with Bai Shiyao.

She succeeded, but she was not as happy as she had imagined.

Now Shangguan Yuwen understands that the love obtained by calculation will never be long-term, and the fake cannot become true after all!

When Shangguan Yuwen thought of this, she suddenly felt that she was really stupid at that time, calculating the person she liked and her good friend for love.

In the eyes of outsiders, Shangguan Yuwen is rebellious, likes to apply smoky makeup, likes to go to nightclubs, and everything is labeled as "improper", but she is very simple and persistent in her feelings.

Rebellious and unruly are just her protective shell, like a hedgehog, always tightly surrounding herself with thorns.

"Having said so much, I don't want you to be burdened, I just want to tell you that Li Zexia I'm tired. So...... Let's break up!" Shangguan Yuwen, who said this, was serious and firm.

Li Zexia's heart said that it was false not to be shocked, he never knew that Shangguan Yuwen had fallen in love with him since that time, and he didn't know that this stupid girl had suffered so much silently.

He now has mixed feelings in his heart, and when he heard Shangguan Yuwen say that he broke up, he hurriedly spoke, "I..." But thinking that if he still can't forget Bai Shiyao, is he really qualified to keep Shangguan Yuyao!

So Li Zexia had no choice but to hold back the words in his heart, he looked at Shangguan Yuwen who was waiting for him to answer, and spit out a word with difficulty, "Okay!" Although when he said it, his heart was very painful, like a needle prick.

When Shangguan Yuwen heard Li Zexia's answer, she seemed to let go of something, she supported her chin with both hands, the smile on her face was sincere and bright, and her tone was relaxed and joking, "Little apprentice, the master didn't give you anything, let's separate here." Apprentice, you can already become a teacher!"

"Who said that I would accept the master as an apprentice, how can the apprentice become a master before he learns the master's skills?

Although Li Zexia agreed to separate Shangguan Yuwen, it was only temporary, and he needed time to figure out his heart. He was worried that Shangguan Yuwen would be embarrassed, and he wouldn't know how to get along with him in the company in the future, so let this joke's "master-apprentice relationship" become a bond.

Standing at the door of the restaurant, Shangguan Yuwen said to Li Zexia: "Director Li, I'll go first, see you tomorrow!"

"Director Shangguan, see you tomorrow!"

When the director of these two voices spoke, it means that they are no longer boyfriend and girlfriend, but a simple colleague relationship.

Shangguan Yuwen turned around and walked forward with her back to Li Zexia, her expression was always calm, like a windless lake, without a single ripple.

Walking to the corner of the street, she turned sideways to look at Li Zexia in the distance, waved goodbye, and walked into the alley.

Li Zexia watched Shangguan Yu's back disappear before turning around and leaving, and the two gradually drifted apart.

Shangguan Yuwen continued to walk forward, until she knew that Li Zexia would no longer hear her voice, and then let go of her tightly clenched hand, the scarlet nail marks in her palms under the moonlight were so obvious.

Crystal and hot tears slid down his face and fell to the bluestone ground, leaving shallow water marks.

Shangguan Yuwen didn't wipe it, let the tears keep staying, and kept saying to herself: "Shangguan Yuwen, why are you so unproductive, just because of a man, you cry like this." No ......"

In the café in the distance, there was a song that Shangguan Yu's wife liked very much, which was "complicated" by the punk leader Avril

hy'd you have to go and make things so complicated

I see the ay you're actin like you're somebody else

……

Dressed up like you're somethin else

here you are and here it's at you see

"Why are you making things so complicated, I can see that you're pretending to be another person, you're like a tragedy. ”

For the sake of love, we have calculated, gained, and lost, but we continue to grow until we learn to let go and learn to be relieved.

This song is like Shangguan Yu's confession, throwing away the disguise, every strong appearance is a soft heart.