Chapter 5 Self-deception
Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it's Friday.
"Xinxin, have you cleaned up?" asked Lin Qian, sitting on the edge of the bed and playing with his phone.
"Okay, let's go. With that, Ding Xin picked up his bag and pulled Lin Qian out. Along the way, Lin Qian was silent. Ding Xin knew why she was so sullen. Just last night, Chen Qing called and said that he couldn't come back this weekend, saying that there were some activities in the school's club, and asked Lin Qian to wait for him for another week, and he would definitely come back next week. Although Lin Qian didn't say anything, he must have been sad and lost in his heart. After the two of them experienced such a thing, this meeting was especially important, but why was it so unfortunate? Ding Xin felt that Lin Qian could not be left alone this weekend, and it was easy for a person to be blind. So Ding Xin said loudly: "Qianqian, why don't you come to play with me this weekend? We haven't gone out shopping for a long time." ”
"Forget it, I'm a little tired. I want to have a good rest this week, next time. Lin Qian replied.
"Okay, then you can rest well at home. If you come up with it or have something, you can call me, don't be bored alone, you have me. Although Ding Xin was worried about Lin Qian, she couldn't force her, many things needed Lin Qian to digest by herself.
Lin Qian smiled after hearing this: "Xinxin, I'm not a child anymore, I know you're worried about me." Rest assured, I'm fine. I won't hide anything from you, we'll see you next Sunday~"
"Okay, don't worry, then I'll go, I'll see you the night after tomorrow~ bring you something delicious" Ding Xin said while waving his hand at Lin Qian.
Lin Qian also smiled and waved his hand until Ding Xin disappeared into the crowd, turned around and set foot on the way home.
The bus stopped and walked, and Lin Qian sat by the window with headphones. Looking at the pedestrians on the road, my mind became clear. When I think about it, I always feel that something is wrong. If you really like someone, how can you let it go easily, not to mention that this person is still by your side. So, how did Chen Qing deal with this relationship with that girl? I hadn't heard of club activities before, why did I have club activities this week? Wait, am I doubting Chen Qing now? Heh, after this incident, can't I trust him anymore? Even if Chen Qing repeatedly assured that his words were sincere, they still couldn't make up for the wound in Lin Qian's heart. Once the seeds of doubt are planted, they only grow violently and cannot be removed at all.
Half an hour later, Lin Qian finally arrived home.
"Mom, I'm back. Lin Qian shouted into the room. However, no one responded. Lin Qian searched all over the house, but there was no one. Dad hasn't gotten off work yet. Mom, I'm not at home at this time, and nine times out of ten I'm going to play mahjong. Lin Qian sighed helplessly, poured a glass of water and went back to the room, turned on the computer, and boarded QQ. Open Chen Qing's dialog box and tell him that he has arrived home safely, but Chen Qing does not reply. The sense of uneasiness in Lin Qian's heart became stronger and stronger, and he always felt that something was wrong. Lin Qian suddenly remembered something, and immediately clicked on Chen Qing's QQ space to see his visitor records. There are many people in the visitor record, but there is a girl's record, which Lin Qian feels very unpleasant. Intuition told her that it was the girl Chen Qing liked. Lin Qian clicked into the girl's space, and sure enough, Chen Qing liked every piece of talk. Lin Qian knew Chen Qing too well, and when he was chasing himself, he also studied the dynamics of his space thoroughly. After being together, I left a message to myself every day, and it didn't break up until the day before we broke up. Therefore, if you want to know whether Chen Qing has cut off contact with this girl, just look at the message board. But...... What if Chen Qing deceived her? Lin Qian didn't have the courage to continue watching for a while. But what are you doing now? Are you deceiving yourself? Are you more able to accept deception than losing? When did you become like this, with no bottom line, so humble? Hehe, Lin Qian smiled self-deprecatingly, and decisively clicked on the girl's message board......
The first message that catches your eye on the message board.
Yesterday afternoon at 13:14, the content of the message: Time represents my heart for you.
The person who left the message is someone Lin Qian is familiar with and can no longer be familiar, Chen Qing.
Hehe...... Lin Qian looked at the message and didn't know how to describe his feelings. Unexpectedly, disappointed and uncomfortable, his eyes gradually blurred with tears. How ironic, Chen Qing also left the same words in her space at 13:14 yesterday. It's exactly the same, even the punctuation. Chen Qing, Chen Qing, why do you say this? Am I or are you deluding yourself?