Three days after death, the name of the lover is remembered

Only half of it was remembered after five days

Ten days not remembering it was him or her

Twenty days don't remember being human

Then the power of the next life began to expand

If you are reborn as a bird

What was once a thirst for a mate was replaced by a thirst for bugs

That's when the chapter on your so-called love is over

You are reincarnated as a pigeon

Won't notice him while eating breadcrumbs at his feet

He won't notice you either

That's how we play the game of reincarnation

- Dzongsar Rinpoche

This is the first sentence of Wang Xialuo's work notes, she believes in Buddhism, but she can't be relieved of the suffering in front of her every day, maybe there will be salvation in this world, but it is not a promotional item in the store, it only belongs to a small handful of people, not most people, maybe this is fate.

It was already three o'clock in the morning, she still didn't sleep, maybe because of the pain around her, she stretched a lazy waist, although there will be a hard fight tomorrow, but she still can't sleep, every night before major surgery, she can't sleep, maybe it's the reason why she really holds the line of life and death.

Habitually walked around the corridor, but saw a very abrupt scene, at the door of the monitoring room, there was a man in a green tracksuit, she wondered why this guy didn't leave, it seemed that the ruffian had gone back, Zhou Xiaohu, who had not closed his eyes for a few days, breathed a sigh of relief and had fallen asleep on the simple bed at the door.

But only this man stood motionless outside the monitoring room, watching something through the small window.

She walked over to the man, but saw his clenched fists, and the tears that had been lingering in his eyes, this man who was always smiling, his expression was so tight, she looked through the window, the child who was frowning and enduring because of the pain.

"Why do people get this disease?" he said, word by word, and he lost his smile, because his smile was too incompatible with this extremely depressing hematology.

"The human hematopoietic environment is like a production line. The qualified products produced are normal hematopoiesis, and some unqualified products can be sorted out to be immune normal, which is the normal hematopoietic environment. If too many substandard products are produced, beyond the ability of inspection and sorting, and the unqualified products flow out, the accumulation will cause lesions, which may cause leukemia. She replied in simple, easy-to-understand words.

He was almost speechless, pointed to the window and said, "What's the solution?"

Wang Xialuo's expression darkened and he shook his head.

"It's tiring to face this every day, right?" Abin slowly moved his gaze away from the window and looked at this woman who was not tall and somewhat thin.

Wang Xialuo showed a self-conscious optimistic expression and said: "I'm tired, but every time I pull a dying person back from the moment of death, I can feel that I'm still alive." But no matter how strong she is, there is still a bit of softness in her eyes, because she is a woman after all, a woman who needs shoulders.

Abin seemed to be aware of all this, but he didn't say it after all, everyone had a heavy story and wore a mask stronger than anyone else, he couldn't bear to expose all this, he was also such a person, he said: "Very handsome." There was tenderness in his eyes, and there was a bit of awe.

Wang Xialuo smiled far-fetchedly, I don't know why in the face of this big boy, her heartbeat accelerated a little, maybe it had been too long and too long for no one to show this tenderness to her, she thought this was the last thing she needed, but after too long and too long, it turned into a desire, no matter how unwilling she was to admit it.

"My master often said that death is like a lamp going out, and this life will not come again. His old man seemed to be extremely relieved of this, but when he really realized this, it was so sad, there was no more painful torture in the world, even better than death. Dr. Wang, it's all up to you tomorrow. Abin patted Wang Xialuo's shoulder and made a cheering motion.

Wang Xialuo nodded, this kind of heavy responsibility may be unbearable for ordinary people, but it is her biggest and biggest motivation, she has been living with this heavy burden, so she lives harder than anyone else, because for her, in the face of these souls who want to survive again despite facing despair, how can she live up.

The lights of the Wanderer's Bar weave this night of gathering people in groups, Li Banruo has a gloomy face, looking at the people who have fallen into madness downstairs from the third floor, they or they, extremely hard to squander their lives, for Li Banruo, who has just come out of the depression and fallen into this carnival, this seems to be the biggest irony.

Of course, the fourth and fifth saw the haze on Li Banruo's face, so they stayed aside honestly, for fear of touching Li Banruo's moldy head.

After watching it for a long time, perhaps because he felt bored, Li Panruo suddenly got up, startled Lao Wu, and quietly took off his iconic sunglasses.

"I'll leave it to you in the next few days, and call me as soon as anything happens. Li Panruo said coldly, thinking about the white ward, and what the woman said, he didn't want to stay here for a moment.

"Master Pan, is there anything we can help with?" Lao Wu asked quietly, maybe he knew this man's character too well, so he asked like this, because if Li Ban was not driven to death, he would not say a word to others, he was a paranoid who hit the south wall and would not look back even if his head was broken and bleeding.

Li Panruo shook his head, picked up the car keys and left.

"Fourth, I think there is something that the master is hiding from us. Lao Wu looked at Li Panruo, who was leaving in a hurry, and said with a worried face.

The fourth shook his head and gestured with his hand, which was not a standard sign language, but the fifth nodded knowingly, which may be a language that only the two brothers could understand.

"If the master is bullied outside, we will definitely have to get it back with interest. Lao Wu put on sunglasses, and his face showed a bit of ruthlessness, or murder.

This time, the fourth nodded without the slightest hesitation.

At this point, the street has long been no longer busy, Li Banruo raised the speed to 100, opened the window, and blew a cool breeze, hoping that he could calm down a little, but although the wind blew out his tears, it still couldn't calm his mood a little, and it seemed difficult to accept all this.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed that number, this point, there was no big deal, he didn't dare to call that person, but Li Panruo felt that he was really a little crazy.

"Ninth Master. The phone was connected, and Li Banruo shouted.

"What happened to the wanderer?" came the voice of the ninth master from the opposite side, although it was three o'clock in the morning, but the ninth master's voice was still so powerful, as if it was not a person who had just gotten up from the bed.

"No, Ninth Master, there is one thing I think I must report to you, otherwise I won't be able to sleep well. Li Panruo said.

Say. The Ninth Master only spit out one word, his voice was so calm, he didn't seem to mind Li Banruo at all making such a call to him at this point, which didn't seem too urgent.

Li Panruo told Jiu Ye everything he had experienced during the day, without any reservations, he had absolute trust in Jiu Ye, or depended on him.

"So, you didn't take back the money and give him back 200,000?" said the Ninth Master, with a hint of playfulness in his voice.

Li Panruo snorted, as if this was something that he thought was a little ridiculous at the moment.

"What did Abin say?" asked the Ninth Master rarely, although his voice was a little heavier, he didn't mean to blame Li Banruo.

He chose to stay, guarding the girl. Li Banruo said truthfully.

There was silence on the other side of the phone, only for about a minute, but it felt like a long, long time had passed for Li Panruo.

The Ninth Master finally spoke, and said unhurriedly: "The society is dark, the road is slippery in the dark, and the young careerist may not succeed, but he must retain some kindness in the end." Prajna, I've always been worried that you have come to that point, that is, there is only a knife in your hand, there is only a knife in your eyes, and what is left in your heart is still a knife, although it is invulnerable, but it is not a person, it is just a knife, what is the fate of the knife? That is, it will be discarded after being blunt, and no one will polish it in this society, and there will be no second ending, but now it seems that my worry seems to be superfluous. ”

On the phone, Li Banruo had a particularly serious expression on his face, which was his most thorough respect for the Ninth Master, and after listening, he spoke: "Ninth Master, I suddenly feel very weak, obviously the world has not given me any salvation, why can't I turn a blind eye, this is not the rivers and lakes I imagined." ”

The laughter of the Ninth Master came from the opposite side, a particularly hearty laughter, and after laughing, the Ninth Master said: "Pranya, if you just see the surface of this river and lake, then it means that you have lost." Maybe for you now, you don't have to mention this, but always remember that you don't have to be Li Panruo for the sake of this Jianghu, so in the end, there will only be one Li Panruo left in the rivers and lakes, do you want to be Li Panruo in the rivers and lakes, but want a Li Panruo's Jianghu?"

"Li Banruo's rivers and lakes..... Ninth Master, I think these are too far away. For Li Banruo, just letting him live like this, he has already done his best, let alone leave a story.

"It's not far away at all, you've already taken the first step, aren't you?What this river and lake won't give you, you give this river and lake, isn't it Li Panruo's rivers and lakes?"

He was still wondering, and perhaps he would never know, what he thought was against his principles, had touched something else, what was it?

Soul.