Chapter 10: What is Love (1)

There were buses so early on, running back and forth in the big cities, and its destiny was to carry one passing passenger after another.

Today is Monday, and there is an endless stream of people who go to work, making phone calls, listening to headphones, carrying backpacks, and smiling on their faces, and they are still indomitable in the face of the pressure of life.

It's time for me to go to work today, I look at the crowd of people coming and going, and I laugh secretly, can I still live a 9-to-5 life in peace? What is the meaning of going to work for me now? How tired I used to be at work, and always complaining about life, but now I can't even go back to the kind of days I used to complain about, I understand what is the most precious.

I'm twenty-four years old, and I've wasted twenty-four years, and I'm afraid I won't have any more time to waste in the future.

yes, yes, go to work, and give Brother Zhang an explanation, besides, I can't die now.

I thought so in my heart, but the direction I went was still He Yulu's house, and my actions were always not controlled by my brain.

I'm a person who likes to be lonely, I only have so many close friends, but I don't have much time to meet, and I don't have any other social interactions, since I lost my job, I found that I seem to be derailed from the world and society.

The bustling chatter on the bus also showed that I was still one of the ordinary people.

But I am different from them, and I am going to leave them.

The shouting, quarrelling, complaining, and laughing on the bus were endless......

The car gradually became crowded, a person was stepped on his foot and yelled, the one who stepped on the person was originally a little apologetic, but when he heard the other party scolding, he scolded politely, the more noisy it became, the more intense it became, if it weren't for the people around him, it was estimated that they would have already fought.

There are those who complain about going to work early, those who complain about low wages, those who say bad things about others behind their backs, and those who bow their heads and talk about customers on the phone, but they have hateful faces on their faces......

If a person does not know even the most precious things, and even if he sees them, he is indifferent, then he can do nothing but complain.

If life is like a bus, from the beginning to the end, and I am the one who has already paid the fare, but was thrown off the bus halfway.

I looked at the bus in the distance, the bus can catch it, but once I miss it, I won't do it again.

After a certain year, will you also miss the time you once hated, the people you once hated?

Life is full of helplessness, but I was stopped outside by the security guards of Hongyuan Community.

I really wanted to use violence to suppress Lai, but I looked at my body and thought about it.

My stomach rumbled before I realized I was dying of hunger.

I remembered that I hadn't eaten since yesterday, and He Yulu hadn't eaten yesterday.

I found that I had been completely defeated, and if He Yulu didn't even want to eat in order to escape me, then I had lost the courage to fight.

I sat on the side of the road, eating breakfast, looking at the entrance of the community opposite, and one by one dressed in elegant and luxurious clothes.

But I didn't see that they were very happy, and everyone always had a very indifferent expression on their faces.

They don't know that the present they don't care about is something that others dream of.

When the first rays of sunlight shine on the earth, I am quietly watching it, slowly rising, the morning glow is so beautiful.

Everyone was hurrying with their heads down, no one cared about this beautiful scenery, and no one accompanied me to watch the morning glow and sunrise.

I stretched out comfortably, letting the sun take away all my worries.

A car roared past me gorgeously in front of me and drove into this Hongyuan community.

I saw the person sitting in the driver's seat clearly, and I could see his face clearly, it was Lin Zhenhai.

The speed of the car was extremely fast, and I only reacted when I drove into the community.

I immediately jumped up and ran.

However, the security guards from afar ran over and stopped me, and the idlers were forbidden to enter.

Seeing that Lin Zhenhai was probably going to look for He Yulu again, I was anxious for a while, and when I saw the security guard stopping me, I was annoyed: "How does your uncle know that I am not from this community?"

"I've never seen you. The security guard looked at me with sneering eyes and looked me up and down: "Look at your poor and sour appearance, you don't look like this community, hurry up, don't bother your uncle and me." ”

"Grass, that kid isn't from this community either!" I pointed to Lin Zhenhai, who was driving.

"Really?" the security guard ignored me, smoking a cigarette.

I muttered silently in my heart, grass, dogs look down on people, wait for me to be developed, and I will smash you to death with a ticket.

I looked up at the community, but I felt bitter in my heart, whether I would develop one day.

The gate of the community was one of those old iron gates, and I lay on my stomach outside the door, staring at the car and slowly walking away.

The car finally stopped under a building, but Lin Zhenhai still got out of the car in that suit and walked into the building.

I grabbed the iron fence, but I was in a hurry, but I had no choice but to watch Lin Zhenhai walk towards He Yulu's house.

People in the community hurriedly walked by, always looking at me with strange eyes, I didn't care, just looked at the building, the car, and the empty entrance depressedly.

Anxiously waiting, there is no concept.

A few figures finally appeared in the corridor, Lin Zhenhai and his aunt staggered out with He Yulu's father in their arms, and He Yulu followed.

I was surprised, where are they going?

I lay outside the gate and watched, Lin Zhenhai and my aunt helped He Yulu's father into the car.

At this time, He Yulu stood there but was stunned, my eyelids jumped, stared at He Yulu, and found that He Yulu was staring at me.

Did she see me? I was overjoyed and waved my hand.

The distance was too far for me to see what He Yulu's expression was, but she didn't move.

They seemed to say something, He Yulu looked at me stunned for a moment, then got into the car and sat in the passenger seat.

The car started and drove towards the gate on my side.

I faced the gate and stood on the left side of the gate and watched the car slowly pull out, I watched the car pass in front of me.

The glass of the car was closed, and I couldn't really see what was going on inside.

As the car flew past me, I could see what was inside the car for a split second.

He Yulu kept her head down, didn't look at me, I was like air, watching her gradually move away with the car.

All that was left was a bleak wind, and the car disappeared into the vast traffic.

I don't understand why Lin Zhenhai, who has always loved money, suddenly gave up so much money, and he was so close to He Yulu.

I scratched my head, is it true that He Yulu and I are not even strangers?

I really want to rush up to see what happened to He Yulu and Lin Zhenhai, but I don't know how to go and where to go?

It's not too early, and maybe all I can do is get to work.

I don't want to sit and wait to die, even if it's a tormenting time at the end, I have to paralyze myself through it.

When I came to that company, everyone was here, but there was no Ning Meixuan.

I looked at the time and it was late, it didn't matter if I was late, it didn't make much sense to work or not, I just wanted to make myself less lonely.

But Ning Meixuan didn't come to work, but I was surprised for a while.

Could it be that Ning Meixuan hasn't recovered from drinking so much wine yesterday? It shouldn't be an accident, right? Zhang Zhi should be accompanying her, thinking like this, I'm much more down-to-earth.

Brother Zhang didn't pay much attention to my lateness, saying that it was not a big deal, and then went through the entry procedures for me.

I was distraught to fill out the form, but when I picked up the pen and was about to fill it out, I was stunned.

I had a voice in my heart telling me I couldn't do that.

I know that my illness won't last long, and I went to work here without a physical examination, in case I really have an accident in the future, I don't know if it will have an impact on Brother Zhang, Brother Zhang is also dragging his family, if I really drag Brother Zhang down and miss his future, I'm afraid I might as well die now.

I don't have much work experience, and I don't know what the consequences will be if that happens, so I'm worried.

Holding the pen, but never moving.

Brother Zhang seemed to notice that something was wrong with me, so he came over and pulled me out to talk about it.

"Is there something on your mind? I don't think your face is very good. Brother Zhang handed me a cigarette.

"It's nothing, it's just not a good rest. "I took the cigarette and was about to smoke it, only to remember that I had decided to quit smoking yesterday, so I returned the cigarette to Brother Zhang.

"Brother Zhang is a person who has come over, and he has read countless people, if there is anything I can talk to Brother Zhang, I can still help a little. Brother Zhang held out a smoke ring and handed me the cigarette again.

"It's really fine, thank you Brother Zhang for bothering. I waved my hand, but I still didn't take the cigarette.

"Who has never encountered a setback in this life, some things will be suffocated when pressed in the heart, but it is not a matter to say it. Brother Zhang looked at me and said.

I thought about it for a while, even if I can't work here, at least I have to make it clear to Brother Zhang, Brother Zhang is so good to me, I can't live up to others' hearts.

But I can't just talk about my illness, and besides, it's just my own business.

I thought about it and made an excuse.

"Brother Zhang... That one... I looked for a separate job, and I thought...... "I'm a little embarrassed, and when I say that, I feel like I'm too cheap." Originally, I wanted to say that I was going home or leaving, but I guess with Brother Zhang's temperament, he would say, waiting for you!

I had to make up such an excuse, and when I said this, I knew that I probably broke Brother Zhang's heart.

I looked at Brother Zhang, but found that Brother Zhang was not angry.

"Is that the one going to poach you? I knew that with your ability, you would definitely achieve extraordinary things. "Brother Zhang was very happy, he thought I was disgusted with the small size of this company.

"No, no," I quickly explained, but I didn't know what to say. I can't find a suitable excuse, and then explain that I'm afraid that Brother Long will misunderstand something, and I don't know if Brother Long will be angry if I talk about this topic again.

"Don't have psychological pressure, it's all mixed food, of course, where it suits you, you will go to develop, is it normal for people! When you are developed, don't forget your brothers." Brother Zhang seemed to see my guilt, and patted me on the shoulder with a smile and said.

"That's for sure. I hurriedly echoed: "Thank you Brother Zhang for your understanding." ”

"Brother Zhang's phone!" Suddenly a person ran out of the house, calling Brother Zhang.

"I often come and sit and chat when I have time. I'm going to get busy first. After Brother Zhang finished speaking, he walked back to the company.

Brother Zhang didn't say anything to let me meet the company again, maybe Brother Zhang was really angry, maybe Brother Zhang thought that there was no need to return to this small company when I went to a big company, and I stood outside, but I was lonely for a while.

Perhaps, I will never have the opportunity to make these friends again.

There are always so many opportunities to meet a lot of bosom friends in life, but for various reasons, they have to miss out, miss a lot of fate, and eventually become each other's passers-by.

At this moment, my phone rang, and as soon as I saw that it was Zhang Zhi calling, I quickly answered it.

Zhang Zhi said let me go to Ning Meixuan's house, I asked him what was wrong, and he said that he would talk about it.

I, Zhang Zhi, told me about Ning Meixuan's home in the outer ring, why did Ning Meixuan and Zhang Zhi go, I didn't understand it for a long time.

I glanced at the company, and Brother Zhang's busy figure left silently.

Some feelings don't need to be heartbroken to understand, if you have the opportunity, you can be brothers in the next life.

I turned around and walked towards the bus stop, and followed the bus away, weaving through the city, drifting away.