CHAPTER XLIV

Sometimes, we don't understand the trajectory of a thing, but every thing and thing has its own reasons.

More or less, all of them are affecting us.

If I see through it, then I'm not me.

When, after a certain year, we suddenly realize that it is only because we have lost something in our lives.

After many years, after getting acquainted with it again, just at a glance, I understood the sadness that I had paid silently.

That night, I always thought to myself what would happen to her, and never cared about the one who showed her in front of you, was it her intention?

That night's journey, I didn't expect it to be so long.

When I think about it, in my life, it seems that I have always encountered this and that kind of thing, and it is not the same.

For example, no matter how naughty, bad, or disobedient we are, the parents we never tire of will follow me with a smile on their faces.

But they never thought that they also had times when they were old, and there were times when they couldn't pretend.

They also have times when they crave our love.

It's just that it's all too long.

It's been two days, and another day, Saturday, is an important day.

Yanzi and Ryoko have left alone, but they are still in a corner of H City, and I don't know when they will break into my world again, and I don't have the heart to care.

I knew that day, when they left, it was the night I was in a trance.

It was only later that Yanzi called me to tell me that she had found a job and was going to stay in H City.

I said yes, and I said no more.

I asked her what to do with Ryoko, and if she didn't say, what else could I say?

They are not going well, and they are getting worse and worse.

In the past two days, I have thought a lot, and I feel that it is time to face myself.

There are some things that need to be broken.

After that night, I moved out of Ning Meixuan's house.

When I returned the key to Ning Meixuan, Ning Meixuan did not take back the key.

Those don't matter anymore, I don't care about them anymore anyway.

Even the next day, Zhang Zhi called me and asked, "Where did Hu Jing go?" I didn't care at all.

The memory of that night began to slowly blur, and I thought in a trance whether I was dreaming that day, and if not, then why couldn't I remember anything?

Now I can't hold anything in my heart but her.

I just go to see He Yulu when I have free time every day.

She would go to Brother Long every day.

Even Brother Long couldn't persuade her, I don't know why she did it.

Now that she and Lin Zhenhai are very close, I have accepted it, but what if I don't accept it?

Perhaps, Lin Zhenhai's words, she will listen a little.

I just hope she's better, it doesn't matter who says it.

So I found Lin Zhenhai and explained to him what I meant.

"He Yulu is a good woman. ”

Lin Zhenhai looked at me with a frown and did not speak.

"If I find out that you have bad intentions towards her, I will never let you go. ”

Lin Zhenhai looked at me with a frown and did not speak.

"Well, I don't have a chance, but that doesn't mean you can do anything. ”

"These days, I want to understand many issues, if you can't give her happiness, you should let go and give happiness to others. ”

Lin Zhenhai looked at me with a frown, and didn't speak, which made me a little annoyed, is it so contemptuous.

I stood up and grabbed Lin Zhenhai by the collar.

Lin Zhenhai pushed me away, "If you have something to say, hurry up, don't dangle like a clown who jumps off the beam, I don't have time to hang around with you." ”

I looked at Lin Zhenhai, but he was still frowning.

I shook my hand and told him to get out.

"Happiness is not something you can wait for, but something you strive for. ”

He walked two steps away, suddenly turned his head thoughtfully, looked at me, and walked away without looking back.

I suddenly felt that Lin Zhenhai was so strange, I didn't know what he meant by saying that.

Is it just a victor mocking the loser without any scruples?

I had a lot of things I wanted to say to him, but Lin Zhenhai's sudden silence made me not know how to speak for a while.

It wasn't until the end of the day that I remembered that I still had a lot to say to him.

However, I regret saying those words now.

After Lin Zhenhai left, I patted my head, yes. I should have warned him, why did he mess up?

No wonder he looked at me with such strange eyes.

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Today is Friday.

I've been staying at a hotel for the past two days, and I'm the only one here.

I didn't tell anyone, and no one knew where I was.

I didn't mean anything else, I just wanted to be alone.

By the way, you can take a look at He Yulu.

It's very close to the hospital, and when you look up, you can see the busy shuttle in the hospital building opposite.

Of course, He Yulu doesn't know, I think, so that you can see He Yulu in the hospital during the day, and you can see He Yulu at Brother Long at night, this kind of life is very good.

Lin Zhenhai should have a lot of credit for this matter, He Yulu's father is in the hospital again, and he will run over to take a look every day, although He Yulu's father doesn't seem to be a big deal.

However, I don't think so, all of this is actually due to Bailin Zhenhai, he must have some kind of conspiracy.

It's just that I haven't seen through it yet, and it's not time to expose him.

It's just that sometimes He Yulu is not here during the day, and I will be very empty at that time.

At that time, I could see Lin Zhenhai running to the hospital, lying in He Yulu's father's ward and not knowing what he was doing.

and left punctually before dark.

This makes me wonder, is it a conspiracy?

That's it, that's it, what if it's a conspiracy, I can't do anything anyway, it's better not to know.

It's just that, in my observations, I feel as if her illness has started to get serious, so I need to hurry.

After all, I don't have much time, so I can do as much as I can for her.

On this day, He Yulu was not there.

Ning Meixuan called me and said that she was going to work overtime and asked me to go back and help Ning Hao open the door.

Trouble is not defined that way.