CHAPTER XLII
I soon came to Ning Meixuan's house.
Helped Ning Hao open the door, and chatted with Ning Hao casually.
"What has your sister been busy with these past two days?" I asked Ning Hao.
"I don't know, who cares about her. Ning Hao replied nonchalantly.
"Oh. By the way, what is the relationship between that Lin Zhenhai and your sister?" I frowned.
"It doesn't matter. My sister won't let me say it. ”
"It doesn't matter, it must have to do with that. ”
"Actually, it's nothing, we're just ordinary relatives. Ning Hao said absentmindedly.
"Are you relatives? ordinary relatives, so why does your sister have to make their relationship so mysterious?" I wondered.
"Actually, I won't tell you that my sister used to like Lin Zhenhai, but that's all in the past, my sister won't let me mention it, don't tell her." ”
Ning Hao suddenly laughed twice, but he was still staring at the phone screen.
I don't know if he's laughing at his sister, or if he's laughing at the fake words he was talking about.
It's as if it has nothing to do with me.
Yes, that's not me, but it's just a story? How can you not feel distressed?
"Where's Xiao Cui, didn't you come back?" I asked Ning Hao.
"I guess I'm going to play with my classmates. Ning Hao kept staring at the phone screen.
I suddenly felt that Ning Meixuan was very lonely, even more lonely than me.
I was reminded of the words of the East German Zhou: "One person is too lonely, two people are too crowded." ”
When you are alone, you always hope to have a confidant to relieve your loneliness, but when there are two people, it is not as good as being indifferent and embarrassing.
If she didn't want to escape her loneliness, then why did Ning Meixuan always want to escape every time she met Lin Zhenhai, or act like a great enemy?
It's just that she doesn't know that it can't hide her loneliness.
Since her mother passed away in front of her, her world seemed to have never been dark, and I had never seen her truly happy.
The two relatives she loves the most, how much effort and love she has paid, but she has never received a little love from them, even as an outsider, she is treated coldly.
Yes, maybe Ning Meixuan knows that even if it is the relationship between other people's parents and children, it is nothing more than that, this kind of family affection between sisters and sisters is already worth comforting, so what else does she want?
But I never noticed this, I always thought that Ning Meixuan was just such an immutable character, she couldn't laugh, she couldn't grieve, and she couldn't even speak loudly, no matter when, when you turned to look at her, she always lowered her head and was silent.
I realized that she had carried too much, a weight that no one else could understand.
She gives people a very harmonious feeling, deliberately covering her movements in front of people, even if she doesn't pay attention to it, she may ignore her existence.
If it weren't for Ning Hao and me talking about this relationship.
I think, in my mind, I can't tell what is so strange about Ning Meixuan, or what is the difference between her and strangers?
But is it just because she used to like Lim Jin-hae, and they were once relatives?
When I was a child, I was young and ignorant, and everyone was stupid for that kind of mistake.
It's just that I don't know if she can let it go, I'm faintly worried, and the atmosphere is still very tense until now, which inevitably makes people feel that she can't let go of anything in her heart.
Out of Ning Meixuan's house, my heart was very blocked.
I shook the key in my hand, the key that I was going to return was still in my hand, and when I was really ready to return it, I suddenly hesitated.
At that time, my heart was very confused, and it was after hearing what Ning Hao said, I suddenly decided.
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Although Yanzi kept telling me that she was doing well in the past two days, I asked me not to worry about her at all.
But I think I should still take a look at her current situation, after all, Yanzi came here because of contradictions, maybe those contradictions have not been resolved, now is the time of vulnerability, need the care of others, at this time, as an elder brother, if I don't stand up, then who else? Moreover, after Yanzi left here, I haven't seen Yanzi, and I still don't know anything about her current situation.
The only person who is related to me in H City, maybe I heard Ning Hao's words and felt it, otherwise I can't understand why suddenly as soon as I left Ning Meixuan's house, I thought of Yanzi.
Yanzi pushed and procrastinated, still unwilling to tell me the truth, but prevaricated and said that she was fine.
In the end, under my coercion and temptation, Yanzi still felt that I was not very reliable, and did not plan to lure the wolf into the room, but made an appointment to meet in a restaurant.
Say give me a chance to treat her to dinner.
The beautiful female voice "Cherry Blossom Grass" sounded in the restaurant, the air was filled with a faint fragrant smell, the air was fresh and the furnace emitted wisps of white mist, there were few people in the restaurant, it was very quiet, Yanzi came early, the dishes had been served on a large table, this is to prepare the rhythm of a big meal.
Beside Yanzi, there was no Liangzi, I vaguely felt that something was wrong, Yanzi arrived early.
The restaurant is surprisingly quiet at the moment, but in a corner it looks very special, I look at it, it is the figure of Yanzi, as lively as ever, here, Yanzi is also in the spotlight, and in the quiet and calm crowd, it seems a little different.
When I walked over, Yanzi noticed me from a distance, ran over with a smile on her face, grabbed my hand, and pulled me over.
The people around me stared at me in unison, which always made me a little embarrassed, my face was a little red, my brain began to turn in circles, and after sitting down, I blurted out: "Where's Liangzi? Why didn't you come?"
“...... Leave him alone, hurry up and eat the vegetables. ”
A familiar ringtone rang, I took out my mobile phone, and a call came in, it was Zhang Zhi.
"What's the matter?" I usually say straight to the point, and I don't like to beat around the bush.
"I can't look for you if it's okay?"
"I don't believe you're going to be okay?"
"Actually, it's nothing, I just want to have a meal, and by the way, let's talk. ”
"Ah, not today, another day. Do you have something to tell me?" I looked at Yanzi.
"Hey, forget it, you're too picky, and I'm fine, so be it, hang up first." ”
"Well, I'll call you tomorrow when I'm free. Bye. ”
"Hey...... Wait, I'm afraid you won't be able to open it...... Forget it, hang up. ”
"Are you starting to babble?"
"Toot Toot ......."
Hung up the phone, I didn't think much about it, the table was full of dishes, Yanzi had already started eating, even if it was estimated that four people would not be able to finish it, it seemed that it was really going to hack me for a good meal.
And what I just said, I have completely forgotten.
"Hey, Brother Zhezi, what's the song of your mobile phone ringtone? "Yanzi waited for her eyes to look at me.
"Oh, it's like 'Oblivion'. "I took out my phone and thought about it, it should be this name.
After listening to me, Yanzi took out her phone and started pressing it.
"This song suits me! Wow...... It turned out to be a song written by Yanzi???" Yanzi exclaimed excitedly, as if it was a very unusual thing for someone to have the same name.
"Oh yes?" I pouted.
A familiar sound of music sounded from Yanzi's phone, the difference was that it was a full version of "Oblivion", but it was just a melody.
I didn't care, but fortunately, the sound was not very loud, and only Yanzi and I could hear it.
When I was bowing my head to eat, the song just happened to be put in the ** part, and suddenly I heard a burst of singing, I didn't hold back all of a sudden, and the rice spurted out.
The phone is still ringing with the pure melody, the lead singer of Yanzi.
Yanzi's singing is really good, and her skills are no less than the original singer, but ...... It's too loud.
"I don't want to see you again, I can't forget your face, your smile, and the memories keep circling
Sometimes my heart is broken, my sorrow is pressed into my heart, and I don't want to look back on it.
Back to the past, the hands that embraced, the familiar tenderness, banished in the lost streets,
Every time I indulge, I can't bear to feel my heart ache, and I forget all about it. ”