As soon as I walked into the ward, I saw Uncle He still lying on the bed unconscious, and at this time, He Yulu shouted dizziness, covered his head, and leaned on me.

My heart suddenly ached, and I helped He Yulu in a panic and asked, "What's wrong! What's wrong with you?"

The aunt also came over to help He Yulu, stared at He Yulu up and down, and asked, "Yulu, what's wrong with you? Don't scare your mother." ”

"Mom, I'm fine. He Yulu covered her head and said.

"How can you be okay like this? Hurry up and I'll take you to the doctor, go. Auntie said anxiously.

"Hey, Mom, no, just let Yun Zhe accompany me, you are watching Dad here, Dad has no one to take care of him. He Yulu said and looked at me.

"Auntie, it's okay, I'll just accompany He Yulu. I said to my aunt.

"Thank you. Auntie looked at me, then at He Yulu, and said, "Hurry up and take a look, my mother is not at ease." ”

"Well, then I'll go. After He Yulu finished speaking, I helped He Yulu out of the ward.

If you want to see a doctor in this big hospital, you need to make a bill first, and then you can check it, and the bill is on the first floor.

I helped He Yulu to the first floor.

My heart has always been unable to calm down for a long time, looking at He Yulu's figure, I am very afraid that something will happen to her, and this delicate body always worries me.

When he arrived on the first floor, standing outside the service window, He Yulu suddenly stopped and didn't leave.

I asked her, "What's wrong?"

He Yulu looked at me and said, "I'm so scared. ”

I smiled at He Yulu: "It's okay, don't be afraid, with me, you'll be fine." ”

"But I'm so scared, I don't want to go. He Yulu bit her lip and looked at me.

"Don't be afraid, I'll always be with you. "I grabbed He Yulu's shoulders and looked at He Yulu, I hope to give He Yulu confidence.

"Really?" He Yulu stared at me with Shui Lingling's eyes.

"Really, I've never lied. I patted my chest and said.

"Then I also want you to accompany me for an examination!" He Yulu suddenly grinned.

"No, I'm not there, what's my business. I shook my head and looked at He Yulu with my mouth open, feeling that she was teasing me?

"You said you wanted to accompany me, and you said that you wouldn't lie to anyone!" He Yulu lowered her head, pouted and said, "Then I won't do it." ”

"Good, good... I'll be with you, okay. "I thought about it, struggled for a while, and was still worried about He Yulu's body, wouldn't it be a waste of money, as long as He Yulu was fine, I would be at ease.

Looking at He Yulu's happy expression, I don't know why I don't care so much about money for He Yulu now.

He Yulu pulled me to do two checklists, and then went to do the checkup.

Since it was a full body examination, we waited for a long time and finally finished the examination, and then we waited for the results on the first floor.

On the first floor, after a long wait, the nurse finally called He Yulu's name.

He Yulu hurriedly ran over, and I walked slowly behind.

He Yulu was holding a checklist in his hand, and there was another checklist next to him, and I looked at the name, it was He Yulu's.

"This is yours?" I handed the list to He Yulu, but she didn't answer it, and hid the list in her hand.

He Yulu smiled and left.

I looked at the checklist I was holding in my hand, and the strange numbers and line characters on it were also incomprehensible.

The nurse said let's go to the doctor for a consultation.

I put the checklist in my pocket and followed He Yulu.

I looked at He Yulu and thought, let you take mine, I will take yours too, scare you.

After a while, I went upstairs, the ward of He Yulu's father on the fifth floor.

He Yulu's father was still in a coma, and her mother was sitting on the side, looking at He Yulu's father.

He Yulu looked at me, and then said to us, "I'll go to the toilet, you guys wait for me here." ”

I nodded, and He Yulu ran out quickly.

I remembered the checklist again, and I thought that while He Yulu was not there, I would go to the doctor and ask what the checklist meant.

I asked my aunt, and my aunt said that the attending physician was on this floor, and then I went out to have a look, and I didn't see He Yulu, so I tiptoed towards the doctor's office.

As soon as I stood outside the door of the doctor's office, I heard voices talking inside.

I could hear it, it was He Yulu's voice: "Doctor, what does this mean, I don't understand the technical terms?"

I didn't knock on the door, just stood quietly outside the door and listened, but luckily there was no one in the hallway.

"In layman's terms, the patient on the list has hepatitis. "It's the doctor's voice.

"Hepatitis?how can this be, impossible, doctor, is it serious?doctor?" He Yulu's voice was a little anxious.

"There are many types of hepatitis, and the patient has acute autoimmune hepatitis. The doctor said.

"Is acute autoimmune hepatitis serious?" Doctor!" He Yulu asked.

I was listening outside, and I vaguely guessed, if this person is He Yulu, then He Yulu took my list just now, then isn't the patient me?

I was suddenly stunned, I couldn't believe it, what if it was true, my mind was in a mess at the moment, I thought it must be a hallucination, and quickly slapped myself. And the conversation in the room continued.

"Although it is acute, fortunately, it is detected relatively early, and it is best to let the patient be hospitalized as soon as possible, the possibility of cure will be much greater, and if it drags on, the consequences are unimaginable. The doctor said.

"What will be the consequences?" He Yulu's anxious voice sounded.

I lay outside the door, listening anxiously.

"In the later stage, the patient's symptoms will often be dizzy, memory loss, chest and stomach pain, and in severe cases, he will often vomit blood, and the chance of treatment is very slim. The doctor said.

"It's so serious, how can it be?" I heard He Yulu's voice choked up a little.

I covered my mouth outside, but my heart was in a mess, could it really be me? Am I going to be finished?

"Doctor, if you treat it now, can it be cured? How much will it cost?" He Yulu asked.

"The cost of treatment in the early stage alone is about 300,000 yuan, and the cost in the later stage is almost 1.5 million. ”

"One and a half million, one and a half million?"

I was paralyzed outside the door, it seemed that I was really finished, I was still young, but I was not reconciled.

"Doctor, please save him, I beg you. "I heard He Yulu crying in the house, I can't take care of it, so much money, it's no fun, I'm going to be a dead man, what else can I ask for?

"The patient is your boyfriend, persuade him to come to the hospital as soon as possible, our hospital will try to help you in terms of cost, but with so much money, you have to get it together first...."

At this time, a doctor came next to me and asked me what was wrong.

"Fuck you, fuck Nyima," I murmured, and no one paid any attention.

I hid aside, I looked at the checklist of He Yulu in my hand, it was already soaked, I touched my face, there was a lot of water, did I cry? Why didn't I feel it?

I don't know how long it took, the door to the doctor's office was opened, and He Yulu walked out.

He Yulu's figure is so depressed, at this moment she is leaning against the wall, covering her face, and she keeps sobbing.

In the hallway, there was silence, only the sound of her crying.

I looked at He Yulu and quickly hid, I stood aside, but I smiled, did she care about me so much?

It turned out that there were still people who cared about me, I opened my mouth and smiled, I should be happy that someone cared about me, but why were there tears?

The ground was already wet.

How I miss the past, maybe if everything can be done again, will I be a playboy, find someone even if I don't love, live a good life, and not die as lonely as I am now.

However, it was too late.

I clutched my chest and looked at He Yulu quietly, I didn't want to make any sound, my head was a little dizzy, my breathing was tight, I felt the feeling of death, it was so close to me, I couldn't get rid of it.

I slowly leaned against the wall and knelt down, I wanted to go up and hug He Yulu, but I couldn't. Maybe that's my life.

I don't know how long she cried, I don't have a sense of time.

He Yulu suddenly stood up, wiped her tears, stuffed the white checklist into her pocket, and left.

I was suddenly afraid of losing He Yulu in my heart, but at this last moment, I thought of He Yulu. I stared at her back, not wanting to let go for a second.

Hu Jing, who I once liked, Chen Ya, who abandoned me, and Ning Meixuan, who I wanted to protect, did not appear in my mind, only He Yulu, who once scolded me for driving me.

I'm not reconciled, I think it must be a joke.

I wiped my tears and thought of asking the doctor if it was me and if someone was joking with me.

I thought, let me catch that guy, how am I going to beat him. I don't want to accept this reality.

I rushed into the doctor's office.

This doctor was He Yulu's father's attending physician, looked at me, and then nodded to me.

I hurriedly ran over and sat down, stammering, "Doctor... I... That one... The woman just now... What's the name of the guy asking?"

"The patient's family asks our hospital to keep it confidential, this is the patient's information, and our hospital will not leak the secret casually. The doctor said with a straight face.

"Doctor, please, just tell me, life is at stake!" I looked at the doctor pleadingly.

"Are you Yun Zhe?" said the doctor, holding his glasses.

"Well, yes. I nodded vigorously.

"Well, I can see it too, sooner or later you will know, and that patient is you. The doctor said, staring at me.

I stared at the doctor, I couldn't speak, my teeth only trembled.

"I'm going to scare you to death, uncle!" I shouted, my voice hoarse.

The doctor didn't speak, just looked at me quietly, maybe the doctor didn't bother to talk to dead people.

Thinking about all this is equivalent to sentencing me!

"You must be mistaken, impossible. I smiled wryly and shook my head vigorously.

"Look at the point, this can be treated, trust our hospital. The doctor still looked at me with an expression on his face.

"I know, but I don't have any money, so I have to wait to die?" I looked at the doctor and questioned him, and the doctor shook his head.

"And how long can I live if I don't get treatment?" I asked the doctor.

"It's hard to say, because you have autoimmune hepatitis, so it depends on your immunity, it may be ten years, it may be a year, it may be a month, it is not good. So you have to hurry up and treat. The doctor was still expressionless.

"Grass!" I gritted my teeth: "You don't talk nonsense, don't you mean, I'm waiting to die at any time!"

"If you don't treat, so to speak. The doctor nodded.

I stood up and giggled, I don't know why I'm laughing, I just think it's funny.

When you are really sentenced to death, maybe you can see everything.

I suddenly felt that I didn't have any burden, I owed so much to others, I wouldn't ask me when I died, and I didn't have to work hard.

However, how much I want to work hard and endure hardships, can I still go back?

So many people who care about me, my mom and dad, my friends, my relatives, the people I once knew, the people I liked, the people who liked me, do you really want to separate?

I walked towards the door, the world was so cruel.

"Wait," the doctor called out to me.

"What's wrong? I don't have to die. I shook my head, but I didn't even turn my head.

"No, young man, look away. What I'm saying is, is this list yours?" said the doctor.

"Hmm. I turned around, looked at the doctor, and held a wet list in my hand, probably He Yulu's list just now, I walked back and said blankly: "You can show it..."