I walked back again, I didn't care about anything now, anyway, I was like this, there was no hope, let alone any disappointment, I looked at the doctor blankly.

The doctor crackles in front of the computer to check something, and the glare screen of the computer, those ghostly things, it can condemn us.

The doctor was wearing old-fashioned glasses like circles, he helped the glasses he was staying in, held the list in his hand, and suddenly shouted: "I grass, it's impossible, I'm not mistaken!"

"I'm going to fuck you, uncle, what's the matter!" I was in a very bad mood, and all the depression and pressure that had been squeezing in my heart were released.

"It's incredible, it's weird! Whose list is this?" the doctor shook his head with his glasses and looked at me.

"Oh, what's going on? what's so weird? what's wrong with this list?" the doctor said inexplicably, could it be that there is something wrong with the list?

"I'll tell you the truth, hey, can you handle it?" the doctor didn't say anything.

"There's nothing I can't bear, don't ink, just say it. "I looked at the doctor and patted my chest, my heart was full of He Yulu's shadow at the moment, I didn't even think about my own affairs, I was left behind, and there was no time to be sad.

"This patient has leukemia. "The doctor looked at me.

"What? What kind of doctor are you? Are you mistaken? The computer is broken? Grass, are you teasing me?" I stared at the doctor maliciously.

"Don't get excited, I mean, she's good compared to you. The doctor said.

"If you wear glasses, will you be dizzy and mistaken? "I snatched the list and looked at it randomly, but I couldn't understand it.

"I don't dare to say nonsense, our hospital adheres to the principle of due diligence, I believe in our hospital, and this disease can really be treated. The doctor was not angry and said.

"Can it be cured? You say it can be cured, can I still believe you? Say, how can it be cured?" I asked.

"Leukemia is a malignant tumor of the hematopoietic system...... the doctor said.

"Don't talk nonsense, get to the point!" I interrupted the doctor impatiently, I was worried about He Yulu's illness, what was going on.

"The onset of leukemia is fatigue, nosebleeds, dizziness, joint pain.... And so on, it can generally be cured through chemotherapy, and the cost is not much, almost 150,000 yuan can be cured. If the most serious thing is just a bone marrow transplant, it will be almost 500,000 to be cured, so you don't have to worry at all, our hospital equipment and professional level are among the best in the country, so you should treat it as soon as possible and recover as soon as possible. ”

"I'm grass, you said that we both got sick! How do I think you're a liar, isn't it just that you say that you have an incurable disease? Besides, with your virtue, you can do anything. I looked at the bespectacled doctor and asked with a blank face.

"Both of you suffer from a relatively common disease, which affects no less than half a million people every year. And it's all curable, so don't worry. In H City, the level of professionalism in our hospital is the highest, so it is good to treat with confidence. If you don't believe me, you can go to another hospital to check, I don't have to lie to you. The doctor said, then pointed to the list in my hand.

"Is there any cure for leukemia?" I suddenly worried about the cure-free chance of being cured by the treatment of this disease.

"Rest assured, as long as the patient actively cooperates, coupled with the advanced equipment of our hospital and the strong support of doctors, this disease can be 100% cured. However, if you don't get treatment in time, the mortality rate is also very high, reaching more than 90%. So, time is of the essence, think about it. The doctor smiled and said.

"Is it too late to cure her first, and then to cure mine?" I asked the doctor.

Hearing that He Yulu was fine, my beating heart was a little quieter at the moment.

"It takes a year for hepatitis to heal at the earliest, while leukemia takes two years, and both diseases require lengthy treatment to be cured. Do you say you can wait?" the doctor said, "So, when you go back, you must hurry up and raise money, you two must be treated at the same time, otherwise when your condition worsens, there will be no more way out." ”

", isn't that really over? Then if we don't treat it, how long can He Yulu last?" I heard the doctor say this, my heart was cold, and my tears couldn't stop flowing.

"That woman, if you don't treat it, there are still six months, and even the gods can't cure it. The doctor shook his head and looked at me.

The doctor's office was also filled with a strong smell of nitric acid, the white walls were so dazzling, covering the dark night outside, the harsh light was just above my head, and the clock was ticking, as if recording the last moments of my life.

The world suddenly fell silent, everything in front of me seemed to turn gray, I sat on the stool, my thoughts were flying, I couldn't feel my existence anymore, it was like a movie that I couldn't watch, and I had no soul.

Previously, my world had been covered in black, and I had been sent to hell, and now I couldn't sit still when I heard the tragic news that she I always cared about had suffered this bad news.

My legs were shaking, and if I hadn't been kneeling in a chair, maybe I would have knelt down.

I only realized at this moment that I care so much about He Yulu in my heart and care about her every bit, but do we still have a future?

I looked at the doctor, but the doctor who saved the life had no answer.

"If you really can't scrape up so much money for a while, I can help you prescribe some medicine first, so as to stabilize your condition, and once you get the money, you must be treated immediately! I will also help you apply for as much exemption as possible from medical fees, but this is not up to me." The doctor interrupted my thoughts and said.

"Thank you, doctor. But what's the use, where can I get the money?" "The doctor's eyes gave me hope, and this hope was like a life-saving straw, and I wanted to grasp it fiercely.

However, I have no hope for myself, I only hope that He Yulu can get better, as if He Yulu is my life, this idea is very strange.

"This medicine is only enough for a week, so you have to come back every other week. And remember not to stay up late, no alcohol, and avoid spicy food. The doctor was prescribing a medicine order.

"Thank you, thank you!" Floating on the boundless sea, the lamp that suddenly lit up in the lonely night gave me hope. It's a sure thing that I don't have the money to treat, but hopefully I can increase the time, which is the best gift for me.

"By the way, doctor, doesn't He Yulu's illness need medication to maintain?" I thought of He Yulu's shadow.

"She, no, the medicine doesn't help her, but you usually pay more attention to her diet, supplement more protein, and pay more attention to rest. The most important thing is to treat it in time! She probably doesn't know it yet, so you have to tell her as soon as possible. Hey, poor pair of miserable mandarin ducks. The doctor handed me the slip and wiped his tears.

"What happens if the treatment is not timely?" I asked, frowning.

"As mentioned earlier, there are frequent headaches, joint pain, dizziness, nosebleeds, fatigue, often pale complexion, and memory loss. ”

There was a note under the list with a phone number on it.

The doctor said that it was his phone number and that he could call him anytime if there was any situation.

I held this piece of paper, but my eyes were blurry, but I remembered He Yulu in my mind, I don't know why my eyes are so blurry, is it caused by tears?

Yes, He Yulu doesn't know now, so how should I tell her?

Only by hurrying up the treatment can it be cured, I must convince He Yulu in the shortest possible time, according to He Yulu's temper, what I say, can she stand the blow?

Then she still has my list in her hand, so she knows my situation, so what will she do?

He Yulu doesn't know that I already know the truth, so should I continue to hide it from her?

Thinking of He Yulu's care for me, I feel that everything I have done before is worth it, but now I may only be sad for He Yulu.

I slowly walked out of the doctor's office, grabbing the slip and leaning against the wall in the hallway.

The hallway was dimly lit, and the dark night at the end of the hallway swept the whole world, and the windows that were not closed were creaked by the wind, and the hallway was silent.

I sat on the ground, my mind was full of He Yulu's figure, she was sick, what should I do?

I'm sick too, so what should I do?

I don't want to just lose everything, the things I didn't have time to get, the places I went, the good food, the fun things, the family, the friendships, and the love that I had been waiting for in my heart.

Is it hard to be deprived like this?

Why did God do this to me!

I was abandoned by my beloved, fired from the company, beaten, framed, destitute, boarded with someone else, and now .....

Is this my life?

I don't believe it, I really don't believe it, fate is unknown, can't I change it?

My clothes were wet, the ground was stained with water, I couldn't hold back any longer, and in the silent corridor, a man's cry sounded.