I often wonder what is the meaning of life? I have not yet understood whether the meaning of life stops at the moment of death, and what is death?

What can a person do before he dies? What does a person do when he dies?

Does it hurt after death, and where is it going after death? No one knows, but everyone is afraid of death.

I'm also afraid, the unknown and the unguessable things make people afraid.

Life is like a puddle of water, you can feel it, but you can't hold it, it will always slip away in the palm of your hand.

The remaining water stains on your hands are the rest of your life.

I never thought about the day I died, but I didn't expect death to be so close to me.

But when death struck, I was suddenly at ease.

After years of scrubbing, maybe I know that it is so powerful that I can't change it at all.

All I can do is think about what I can do before I die.

I also have dreams, and before, my dream was to be a big boss and become a popular figure all over the world.

But now I can only think about it, and I don't have any dreams of anything else.

I hope that there is, the people I care about the most in my heart, my parents and He Yulu, and those friends I care about, I hope they live a happy life.

I also wish I could be with my parents when I am dying, but that is unrealistic, and I don't want them to be sad.

At this moment, eating, drinking, drinking, and controlling my sister and the second generation don't seem to attract me.

Now what worries me the most is He Yulu.

I'm worried about He Yulu's illness and whether she's doing well.

I only hope that He Yulu can spend this life healthy and happy, if I see He Yulu curing with peace of mind, then I can find a quiet corner to watch He Yulu, and then there is no such life.

I often hope that there will be a soul after death, so that after I die, I can still see the people I like, my parents, He Yulu, and my friends.

I suddenly couldn't wait to see He Yulu immediately, but at this moment, the speed seemed to be very slow, very slow.

I've never wished for time to fly by so fast at this moment.

H City Railway Station.

After only a few days away, I felt like I had been away for centuries.

It all seemed to be so strange again, and I had to slowly adapt and become familiar with it.

I rushed out with my bag first, and Ning Meixuan followed behind me. After such a long wait, I was finally liberated, and I couldn't wait to get out of here and come to He Yulu.

I waved my hand to Ning Meixuan from a distance, but she didn't see it.

I got into a taxi in a hurry and drove to the hospital where I was separated from He Yulu, where I was sure she would be waiting for me, and I couldn't wait to fly over.

I sent a text message to Ning Meixuan, "I have something to do, you go back first, don't wait for me." ”

I thought that Ning Meixuan would reply to me with a scolding word, she helped me so much, and ran away without saying thank you, she would definitely say that I had no conscience, or she would call me directly.

But no, Ning Meixuan only replied to me with one word "En", not even punctuation, which made me feel a little guilty about her.

But I was in a hurry and didn't think much about it.

Soon, I arrived at the hospital, I hurriedly ran upstairs, the fifth floor, the closest room to the staircase was He Yulu's father's ward, I ran over with excitement on my face.

I have been thinking in my heart, what should I say when I see He Yulu, what should I say? I don't know if He Yulu has been doing well these days, and I don't know if He Yulu also wants to see me and worry about me.

When I pushed open the door of the ward with a smile on my face and saw a room full of strangers, I was instantly stunned.

Could it be that I was in a hurry to go to the wrong room?

I hurriedly apologized to them, saying that I was sorry and went to the wrong room. I hurriedly retreated.

I looked at the location and room number of the room, and there was nothing wrong with it.

Could it be that something is wrong with my memory?

I was so anxious that I hurriedly ran to ask the nurse.

The nurse said the family had just been discharged from the hospital in the morning and had moved out.

I was stunned, I don't know what's going on, why they moved out suddenly, it stands to reason that it's only been a few days, He Yulu's father's illness will definitely not get better so quickly!

Then why didn't He Yulu call me?

I also realized that I didn't tell He Yulu when I came back, maybe I was too excited and nervous to forget it for a while.

I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and called He Yulu.

The phone rang, and it was He Yulu who answered the call.

As soon as the phone rang, I hurriedly shouted: "Where are you, I can't find you in the hospital when I come back, I'm dying!"

"Oh, you're back! I was about to call you! My dad had to be discharged, so we were discharged this morning. He Yulu said on the other end of the phone.

"Is Uncle better?" I asked.

"Much better, thank you. He Yulu said.

"Thank me for what?" I said, "Oh, by the way, where are you now? busy? I want to see you!"

"Well, come to me. He Yulu said.

I rode happily towards the place He Yulu said, my mind was full of He Yulu's shadow, and I thought about what to say when I saw He Yulu.

This is a park, the park is not big, there are not many people, at this time, few people will have the leisure and elegance to enjoy the scenery here.

I thought about whether I should give Ning Meixuan a hug when I saw her, or hold her hand and tell her about that love.

But looking at He Yulu in front of me, I didn't, I was very satisfied when I looked at her.

Looking at He Yulu's face, the face that I hadn't seen for a long time and was looking forward to, I just smirked.

We don't have any intimate relationships before and now, and it would be frivolous to do that.

"Are you okay?" I gasped and asked He Yulu with a silly smile.

"I'm fine. He Yulu also looked at me.

At that moment, her eyes looked at me, the air seemed to stop, my heart was beating non-stop, I didn't know what to say, my mind was blank, and I forgot all the lines I had thought of.

Now I think that's enough, just look at her, look at her.

"Walk with me. ”

"Hmm. I smirked and followed He Yulu.

The sky is nearly dusk, the sunset is sprinkled on He Yulu's body, her face is so beautiful, I look at her idiot, just look at her face, I can't do anything, I can only quietly follow her, my heart follows her.

I remembered that He Yulu once said that her biggest dream is to accompany the person she loves the most, walking among the flowers in the sunset.

I don't know what He Yulu thinks, He Yulu is my favorite person, she accompanies me for a walk in the sunset, I feel that I have become the happiest person, that has become my dream.

"I went to the hospital and heard from the nurse that your father was discharged..."I am also worried that He Yulu will be sad and sad about her father's illness, which is also my concern.

"My dad is much better, and the doctor said my dad is recuperating at home. He Yulu walked slowly in front, his hands clasped together.

He Yulu walked very slowly, always behind me, so I stopped and walked side by side with her.

We didn't talk much, and when I looked at her, she looked at me, and I looked at her and smiled, and she smiled.

We didn't speak, just walked quietly, watching the sunset, waiting for the sunset to pass, and how we wished we could go on like this.

The beauty and transience of the sunset are incomparable to the words of prosperity, which is why so many people are crazy about her beauty.

The wind was blowing, and it blew across her cheeks, but it couldn't move my eyes, and I wanted to look at her like that.

She stopped abruptly and looked at me, and we just looked at each other.

"It's not early, I'm going back. She looked at me.

I want her to understand my mind, and I want to say something but can't, I want to tell her how I feel, but even if this love is spoken, I can only pay silently behind my back.

I looked at her, her face was a little pale and a little haggard, and I couldn't bear it.

However, happiness is always short-lived, and people always have to separate.

"I'll give it to you. I said. As long as I have the opportunity to look at her more, I am willing to do it even for a second.

He Yulu didn't speak, but quietly turned around and left.

Neither of us spoke, I silently took a taxi and got into the car with He Yulu.

Sitting in the car, we always talk so little, I always want to say something, but my mind is always blank.

I tried to think of what I could say, I remembered the matter of He Yulu's house, but I didn't ask, this is an unhappy thing, asking will only increase sadness, and I and Ning Meixuan are not here for the past few days, so there should be no progress in the matter of the house.

The car stopped in front of a community not far from the Xianglin community where I lived, only a few hundred meters away.

After getting out of the car, I stood on the side of the road and quietly watched her back, as if I was about to lose something, my heart was disturbed, I called out to her, and ran over: "Do you have time tomorrow?"

I remembered that today was Saturday and I wouldn't be at work tomorrow.

"I've got something to do tomorrow, and I'll call you if I have time. He Yulu said.

"Oh. "I was suddenly a little lost, as if something I loved had been snatched away by someone else.

He Yulu's face was a little hesitant, as if she had something to say, but she was very contradictory.

At that moment, there was a sharp sound of brakes behind him.

A person got out of the taxi, it was Ning Meixuan. As soon as Ning Meixuan got out of the car, she ran towards me excitedly.

Life is sometimes so coincidental that if you want it to come, it won't come. You don't want it to come, but it swarms, whether you want it or not.

I turned around and saw Ning Meixuan wearing a red plaid dress, and I looked at myself again in a blue plaid dress.

I didn't wonder why Ning Meixuan would pass here now, and I happened to see me and He Yulu.

I just thought about how to explain to He Yulu and why Ning Meixuan and I were wearing couple clothes, and there was a problem when I saw us.

But I can't say it too bluntly, otherwise, He Yulu didn't misunderstand it and it became a misunderstanding.

Cold sweat broke out on my forehead, and I thought to myself, it's over, but I was angry that I was in a hurry to see He Yulu, and I forgot to change my clothes.

It's specified.,Whoever sees it will definitely misunderstand.,We've just developed a little.,Can't just be so bad in my hands.,I'm scratching my scalp.,What should I do?