I tried to explain something, but I didn't know how to say it.

I cried and mourned, and saw He Yu's expressionless face.

At this time, Ning Meixuan had already run over, grabbed my arm, and stood beside me.

Ning Meixuan completely ignored our feelings, at this moment Ning Meixuan's eyes grew up, and said with a smile: "Yun Zhe, what are you talking about?"

"Nothing. I was afraid that He Yulu would misunderstand, so I hurriedly pushed away Ning Meixuan's hand holding my arm and took two steps towards He Yulu.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I took a step, He Yulu bit her lip and took two steps back.

He Yulu didn't speak, just waited for the watery eyes to look at me, and just watched quietly.

The sun had completely set, the street lights were lit in the distance, He Yulu's face was hidden in the darkness, and I saw that her face was so sad and sad.

It's all going in a direction I don't want to see.

My heart suddenly ached, and I saw He Yulu covering her mouth, shaking her head, looking at me as if in disbelief, her eyes full of doubt.

I understood, I wanted to explain something, but before I could speak, He Yulu turned around and ran into the community.

Her figure stumbled a little and faltered.

I stretched out my palm to look at the direction of He Yulu's departure, my mouth opened wide, but I didn't say anything, I just watched He Yulu leave me step by step, and I was crazy.

I suddenly had a feeling that maybe this was fate, and He Yulu really misunderstood.

There always seems to be a kind of estrangement between us, and this invisible pressure weighs on me all over my body.

He Yulu's figure disappeared into the buildings one by one, I quickly took out my mobile phone and dialed He Yulu's phone with a trembling hand, but no one answered the phone.

When I dialed again, the call was hung up.

This unanswered phone call is like my heart, it makes my heart very uncomfortable, I can hardly breathe, the air seems to be stagnant, I patted my chest with my hand, my chest was turbulent, my head was swollen, my chest hurt, and then I said "wow", a mouthful of blood spit out, staining the ground red.

I wiped my mouth, and it was blood.

But I don't care, my mind is full of He Yulu's worried face, and that sad eyes, and I can't guess the attitude, I and He Yulu haven't started yet, I don't want us to end like this.

But I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

If she's really in love with me, do you want her to watch someone she likes die quietly?

I really can't do it!

The last memory of my life, I don't want it to be sad, I hope it can leave me with a little good memory.

The culprit of all this is Ning Meixuan, and this couple suit, but how can I blame Ning Meixuan?

and the big cloth bear doll that Ning Meixuan was holding in her arms, no amount of explanation was useless.

Ning Meixuan is also helping me. And Ning Meixuan will definitely be puzzled, when she was working for the company, the relationship between the two of them was very good, and now she didn't even say hello, there must be a problem.

If you want to blame, you can only blame this providence!

I suddenly wanted to laugh, laugh at my fate.

I know that when He Yulu thinks so, I'm afraid that even the current connection between us will be lost!

I can't catch the wall between us, I can't break it.

"What's wrong with you?ahhhhhhh

I waved my hand at Ning Meixuan and said I was fine.

"You're all like this, are you okay?" Ning Meixuan looked at me with a frown.

I didn't speak, I looked at the place between the buildings, where He Yulu had disappeared.

Suddenly I saw her, He Yulu was standing downstairs, the dim street lamp was shining on her face full of tears, she was holding the street lamp, covering her chest, as if she was also in pain. Is she worried about me?

Just before I could react, He Yulu disappeared.

I lay on the gate of this community, tears kept falling, I bit my lip, the mouth that was not bleeding was now wet my clothes.

"I'm sorry! I didn't know ...... you" Suddenly, Ning Meixuan hugged me from behind and said to me.

I shook my head and didn't speak.

Women's senses are generally very sensitive, but I don't care too much.

I pushed Ning Meixuan away, turned around, and walked away in a daze.

On the street, even if there are few people in the downtown area, occasionally the car flashes quickly, the dim lights in the distance flash out of the windows one by one, the sky is full of stars, and a crescent moon appears in the sky, she is so bent, bent like a knife, it looks so cold, piercing.

I walked slowly, tears blurred my eyes, I wanted to cry out, in the face of fate, all I could do was compromise. I opened my mouth wide, but I couldn't make any sound.

Ning Meixuan followed behind me, and I endured it.

I've always been a calm and composed person, and when I cry, I hide in the corner.

If it weren't for Ning Meixuan's unintentionality, I would have wanted to beat him up now.

But I didn't, I'm just a coward, I can only cry, I can't do anything.

These hundreds of meters seem to have gone a long way, and I can't wait to get into the corner and keep my grief to myself.

These few hundred meters seemed to be very short, and I didn't even know how to get home, I just felt like I was in a mess.

Outside the gate of Xianglin Community, the door is tightly closed, I have been shouting here for a long time, and no one has opened the door.

The key to this gate, Ning Meixuan didn't have it either.

Ning Meixuan came over and pulled me and asked me to see a doctor.

I yelled at me to leave me alone. I know about my illness, and it's useless to see it.

I remembered the ugly face and arrogant posture of the bald security guard last time, I gritted my teeth coldly, and now I just want this kid to appear in front of me quickly and let me beat me up!

I slammed on the door, kicked with my foot, crackled, bumpered, and a loud noise pierced the long silent night.

Finally, an old man in the distance ran towards him, very slowly, not fast, and it took a while to run over.

The old man, who was also wearing a security uniform, found the key and opened the door.

I walked through the door, and instead of going inside, I went straight into the security room.

I searched for the shadow of the bald security guard, but I searched the whole house and found nothing.

The old man's security guard and Ning Meixuan followed me into the security room.

"What are you looking for?" Ning Meixuan said with a puzzled frown.

"It's the bald security guard last time who didn't open the door for me and let me catch him, I have to beat him up!" I gasped.

"He probably shouldn't be on duty. Why are you so impulsive?" Ning Meixuan said.

Hearing Ning Meixuan's words, I suddenly realized, yes, it is possible that this old man should be on duty today.

So why am I so excited all of a sudden?

It may be that the more temper I get, the worse my illness becomes, and if this continues, maybe I will really be terminally ill. I want to control my emotions, and maybe, it will help my illness.

"What bald security guard?" asked the old security guard.

"It's that there's a young man on duty here during the day, he's a bald head, and he's also a security guard here, but you should be on duty today, and next time I'll catch him and see how I clean him up. "Although I know that this old man is on duty today, my smoke about the bald security guard is still intensifying.

"During the day, there are only two security guards here, one is me and the other is Lao Wang, but Lao Wang went back to his hometown to see a doctor, and Lao Wang is about the same age as me, not a young man, I guess you saw the wrong person." The old man said.

"It's a guy about the same height as me, a little fatter than me, he's bald, and he has a scar on his face. Don't you remember? Could it be misremembered?" I gestured to the old security guard and asked the old security guard.

"I don't know, I haven't seen it, we don't have this person. How could I be mistaken? I'm old, but my mind is not confused. The old man said.

"What's going on?" I clutched my head, confused, but I just couldn't figure it out.

"Let's go. Ning Meixuan whispered in my ear, then pulled me outside and said, "Sorry, uncle, I disturbed your rest." ”

"It's fine. The old man returned with a smile.

Then I was pulled out of the security room by Ning Meixuan. I kept wondering what was going on with that security guard.

When I stood outside the door of that house, the shadow of He Yulu appeared in my mind again.

I thought that I could be relieved by the security guards, but I didn't expect it to get more and more stressful.

Hu Jing sat in the living room and asked me with a smile if I was back.

I didn't even look at her, I walked straight into the house and slammed the door shut.

I lay on the bed, tears streaming down my face.

I'm wondering how we can get back from it, and do we really want to break this deadlock? That's the last thing I want to see.

Just then, my eyes jumped and I heard the phone ring.

I think it must be He Yulu, she forgave me, I took out my phone in a panic and answered it without looking.

"He Yulu, I'm sorry I ......" As soon as the phone called, I hurriedly apologized, but when the words came to my mouth, I didn't know what to say.

"What's wrong with you? You really misunderstood us, we have nothing to do with each other. There was no sound on the other end of the phone, and I said hurriedly.

"Yun Zhe, I'm Chen Ya......" After a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, a faint voice floated out.

"Chen Ya?" I asked in surprise, then looked at the phone screen, and sure enough, it was Chen Ya, blaming myself for being too excited.

My heart ached suddenly, I don't know why, this is a feeling I shouldn't be in right now, but it hurts.

Chen Ya is getting married, and I don't need to be nostalgic, even if I say the wrong thing, it has nothing to do with Chen Ya, what am I worried about? I can't figure it out myself.

"Oh, what's the matter?" I said in as calm a tone as I could.

"You and that... I... I want to talk to you. Chen Ya said a little overwhelmed.

"Is there anything else to talk about between us?" I seemed to be a little angry, could it be that Chen Ya was trying to demonstrate to me?

"Maybe this is the last time we talk to each other, won't you give me this chance?" Chen Ya said.

"Did you give me a chance?" I yelled. I don't know what I'm angry about, why I'm venting.

"Don't you have any feelings for me anymore? I'm sorry...... There are some things I want to say to you face to face. The voice on the other end of the phone came intermittently.

"Okay, let's talk, maybe it's the last time. I hesitated for a moment, and I asked myself, has my feelings for Chen Ya really been annihilated?

"Thanks, I'll call you tomorrow at noon. Chen Ya said.

Hearing Chen Ya say thank you, I was stunned for a moment.

"I wish you happiness. "If you thank you like that, the closest people won't say that to you.

With that, I hung up.

I looked at my phone and couldn't help but flip through the text messages again.

Seeing those few text messages sent to He Yulu, I smiled, He Yulu still cared about me, those few text messages were evidence, and suddenly, I was full of hope again.

Below I saw the text messages that Hao Zhou sent me, I have replied to several in the past few days, but Hao Zhou has not given me a text message back.

So, I called Hao Zhou, but no one answered.

I wanted to go and see, but he texted and said that there was something going on, so it was okay to go and see, and it just so happened that I was a little hungry.

I think of Zhang Zhi again, time is short, in a limited day, we can get together one more day, let's get together one more time.

I called Zhang Zhi and said that Ning Meixuan would go too. Zhang Zhi laughed.

Before I went, I did a thing, which was to change my clothes so as not to cause any more misunderstandings.

Then I called Ning Meixuan and Hu Jing.

Hu Jing said that she had eaten and did not go.

So, Ning Meixuan and I went downstairs and headed towards Hao Zhou. I told Zhang Zhi the address, he was closer to there, and he should have arrived before me.