Chapter 191: It's Good to Face (II)-378
378 The New Purgatory City's "Sadness Is Not Easy"
-Hideka's subconscious-
04:22 AM
"Fiction and reality, reality and fiction", Xiuxiang said with a smile, "It doesn't matter if he is himself or not." ”
At the time when her thoughts were soaring, Xiuxiang found that she was going off topic again, always thinking about inconsequential things, it seems that when a person really wants to be sad, it is not necessarily so sad.
It's not that you should be sad for the sake of being sad, then you will definitely not be sad.
"Wu Minshuo is really amazing. Xiuxiang sighed, "How good that crying scene is." ”
"I'm 108,000 miles away, I knew to ask him what the secret was, but now I have the right to do it reluctantly, all in order to get out of here as soon as possible. ”
How could Xiuxiang have thought that one of the survival skills turned out to be - acting!
Xiuxiang was lying on the bed, thinking about it in a hurry, and she called it beautifully: analysis.
While her mind was doing its best to create the atmosphere, the other part of her mind remembered three things clearly:
1. There is another self lying on this bed;
2. This is not a "golden cage", and she is definitely not a canary. No one can trap herself, but, in a way, she is being imprisoned here;
3. What I want to do most right now is: get out. Going out is the most important thing.
She had thought that being chased by an inexplicable cloud of smoke was even worse.
Now, it seems that not necessarily.
On the surface, these two places are dead ends: the purple smoke threatens to kill Xiuxiang, and Xiuxiang naturally wants to escape from her control. Because if you don't escape, you may be hurt.
"And now it seems that this is clearly a cage, trapping yourself", for this, Xiuxiang finally relied on her ingenuity to analyze it, "But even if you know that this is a cage, what can you do." ”
"Maybe I'm still protected here. Xiuxiang thought, "That boy doesn't know where he went." ”
"Childe, childe......" Hideka called out to the person who had been comforting her in her ear in her heart.
Xiuxiang was a little embarrassed because she only remembered it now.
"That's right, he said 'something' left, forget it, I'm afraid it's useless to call it again," Hideka said, "Because this is a 'my world', it's not certain whether others can enter or not." ”
Hideka opened her eyes.
She wanted to open her eyes when she thought about things just now, but she held back the thought.
On the one hand, Xiuxiang thought "hold on a little longer" and "just hold on a little longer", and on the other hand, she always thought "I need to find another way - it's too difficult to cry by faking it." ”
"What's the matter with that smoke?" Hideka thinks smoke is the key.
"Why can the smoke enter his own world, obviously in his own world, he is the only one who says anything, and even Min Suk, who was together just now, has disappeared without a trace. ”
"What's the way to smoke?"
"Who can figure it out?"
"If you can't figure out the Fa, aren't you still trapped?"
"It's better to be trapped than to be killed. ”
"Stay in the green mountains, don't worry about no firewood. ”
......
Thinking of this, Xiuxiang felt that entering this "cage" was not the biggest mistake, and in the face of "death", isn't it instinct to escape?
Thinking back to the process of entering this cage, there is only one point, and now I am very afraid to think about it, why did I enter here so easily, there was no lock, and as soon as I pushed the door, I entered here, and it seemed that this place was prepared for myself, why is this?
On the conveyor belt, I also felt that although this "blue cage" like a blue castle was also a strange place, after all, no one wanted to kill me, and it was safe, wasn't it? When Xiuxiang pushed the door in, she had thought so, in the wheat field, in the grass, and in the basement, she had been chatting so well-intentioned.
Now, it seems, maybe not.
"What will happen when I get out?" Hideka thought, closing her eyes again, "Could it be that the purple smoke is still waiting for me outside?"
"Anyway, you have to get out, right?" said Hideka.
She said to herself, "The saddest thing, the saddest thing...... You have to think about it quickly, stop thinking about it, the whole earth is about to be circled by you......"
Her thoughts are indeed wandering around the world, as long as it is sad, she thinks about it for a while, but as a result, I don't know what's wrong today, all the sad things, but now for her, it is not so sad.
She even felt that she could comfort herself.
All that pain is trivial.
Later, she learned to be smarter, since her own sad things don't work, what about using other people's? Xiuxiang thought about what she saw in novels, TV dramas, heard, made up, etc., and the more she wanted to be sad, the less sad she was, and when she was about to give up, a word jumped into her mind.
"Daddy!" all of Hideka's thoughts stopped because of the word.