There was so much noise in my head that I heard and saw all I saw.

Putting aside these noises, the character's original state should also be beautiful. The character of Yuan Changwen is the same essence as trees, hills, and clouds, and they are all false. But since you can enjoy the scenery for a short time, you can enjoy yourself for a short time.

Not through those achievements, not through the attributes of the characters, but simply because of their own existence is beautiful.

There are so many distortions in my mind that I can't tolerate this kind of appreciation, as if I have to move to not waste time, as if I have to do something to live up to life.

What nonsense, how do I know that "working hard" is living up to life? Who put this assumption in my head? Perhaps, believing that the distortion in my mind is the failure of life.

The whole world of duality is false, but it manifests itself and is perceived by that awareness. Although I don't know how this is done, it has happened so much that proves that it can only happen this way.

Look at those miraculous works, is the character of Yuan Changwen excluded? Doesn't the character belong to the magic of the Creator? Just simply appreciate his own existence, appreciate his state at the moment, and it is difficult to do such a seemingly simple thing.

All the time, my mind is not thinking about the future. Even if I have nothing now, even if I am about to die, the twist in my mind will not let me go. Really, these things are just propaganda and propaganda of the Empire, and they can control me until now.

The unreal does not exist, and the whole dualistic world, including oneself and this thinking, does not exist. So, why are you worried, why are you afraid, why do you follow other people's ideas to go about your life?

Perhaps, I don't have any life at all, just a template to live in society. Compare with each other with those very subtle differences. In fact, there is no difference between everyone, getting married and having children, working and traveling, singing and reading, fearing the future, and anxious about the future......

Well, maybe everyone lives a perfect life, is very satisfied with their lives, is very satisfied with their struggles, loves all kinds of entertainment very much, and loves their work and life very much. I'm the only one, so uncomfortable, anxious, sad, scared, so I have no reason to give up and go back to the past.

Don't care about others, not only don't care about other people's opinions or opinions, but also delete all the virtual data about others in your mind. Perhaps, this phrase should be expressed as "there is no one else at all", or, "don't be controlled by the so-called others in your head".

So, no matter whether others are happy or not, successful or not, I am very uncomfortable anyway. Then I'm going to move on, not criticize the masses here. Because how do I know how other people live? How do I know that what I think is someone else's life is really someone else's life?

I only care about myself, and in fact, I can only care about myself.

Yuan Changwen found that he couldn't concentrate because the pain in his body would distract people. Who can continue to think about these so-called realities when they are physically exhausted or facing death?

So, in the extremely tiring sport of mountaineering, no one can enjoy the view. However, when I rested, my body gradually recovered, and then I found that the beauty of the mountains was beyond my imagination. Then, the twist in the mind will crawl back into control again, and it won't be long before the scenery becomes boring.

What am I worried about? What am I worried about? Things are happening this way because they can only happen this way, and besides, how do I know that things are really as real as my memory? It's just a memory of the moment, maybe it's a memory that someone else controls me?

First of all, the information I know is incomplete, so it's not just a matter of uncontrollable, but my worries themselves are a distortion.

I can't be omniscient, so my worries are based on the only information in my head. But how do I know the limited information I have in my head to determine that this fear is indeed happening?

Regardless of whether there are ways and means to solve the worries, the mere worry itself is a distortion, an interaction that arises from the distortion of the mind. If you don't know, you should have an attitude of not knowing, rather than assuming these distortions as true.

Secondly, the whole dualistic world is false, what is there to worry about? What is there to worry about? It is never possible to harm that awareness, and the so-called character of Yuan Changwen can completely repeat the same life 10,000 times.

What's the use?

Or do you need to move on to slash instead of sitting here and playing with words.

However, when you see it, you will have a sense of absurdity, and you will feel that you have been deceived by your own brain. Perhaps, this is the motivation for the killing.

If I see this and think it's a good deception, then I'll probably stop killing it. Of course, I haven't had that yet, and it's hard to imagine how I could like this deception.

Moreover, the same is true for fantasy scenes. It seems that by making the character win through fantasy scenes, the character can show some qualities. But in fact, how do I know that things will happen according to the plot of the fantasy scene, and even if the fantasy scene does happen, will I be able to express some of my qualities according to the content of the fantasy?

The whole fantasy scene is constantly showing my ignorance, but I won't admit it. Because the basis of my fantasy scene is the limited cognition in my head. Even, many fantasy scenes develop that would be particularly ignorant and naïve if others watched them.

What do I know?

For example, to show that I fought monsters in the wilderness and saved a woman. So, with this cumbersome woman, a series of things happened along the way, and finally the woman gradually fell in love with me and the like.

In the whole fantasy scene, the woman's reaction is completely a guess, and it is to achieve the final love, forcibly fantasizing about the other party's words, deeds and thoughts. Because, the distortion in my mind can only be fantasized like this, the amount of information is too little, and I can only fantasize about this kind of words, deeds and scenes, so that the woman can fall in love with me.

Isn't that a tragedy?

The next time you fantasize about a scene, put the word sad in the middle of the picture. Whatever I fantasize, I'm proving my limitations.

What do those fantasies that drive human civilization, those imaginations that liberate the mind, have to do with me?

At this moment, I am in the fantasy scene to recognize the real existence of the characters, and what is the human imagination that is the foundation of civilization?

I'm always playing games with the virtual data in my head, and I've never abandoned these things to appreciate the way things are.

Lamentable.