Chapter 741: The First Step 141
Yuan Changwen has fallen into the lake, but the speed of thinking is completely beyond imagination, and he feels that he has thought about a lot of things, why is he still in a state of survival?
Perhaps, what you think you know, you don't understand at all.
Just see things, and then guess the law, and find that this guess can be predicted to a certain extent, so they declare that this guess is true, and claim to have found the law of the development of things.
Alas, I have no idea what I'm doing.
Also, what do you know? The so-called clear understanding of what you are doing is just a lie.
"I'm trying to earn money to buy a house", so how do I know that my actions can actually bring in more money, instead of just letting me die early? It's just that the cognition in my head has been analyzed and told me that this behavior can get more money.
But how do I know that what I know in my head is correct, how do I know that the future will be imagined like a distortion in my head? Because I can't be omniscient, it's just a guess about what will happen in the future, and what right do I have to take it as true?
It's as if once you go against what you know in your head, you will go to hell, you will die without a place to bury, and you will completely destroy your whole life. Isn't this Nima a joke?
Being clear about what you're doing, the full discourse should be, "I know exactly what the twist in my head is trying to achieve, and I think believing in the twist in my head can get there." ”
Of course, being fearless is a good state. Whether it is the fearlessness brought about by the firmness of a cultivator, or the fearlessness brought by the lack of fear brought by a cultivator, it is a very good emotion.
Only one point, not true.
Depend on!
Suddenly I feel super, "I exist" is the only reality, then everything else can be discarded. But the question is, how to ditch everything else?
It's not like I'm holding an apple in my hand and throwing it away. There is no role in reality, so who is abandoning, where, and how?
How can I get rid of something that doesn't exist on its own?
That's the paradox, and even if I see the killing as a suicide, it doesn't explain it either.
It's not true, but how can I kill thinking, how can there be a so-called non-thinking?
In other words, can't you abandon it at all? Can't you kill it at all?
After so many chapters of hard work, in exchange, is it just a wry smile?
The point is that I don't assume everything as unreal.
I'm using the character's thinking to speculate on the real existence, to know the unknowable existence. Truth can't be fake, so the character can never touch the truth. Then, the thinking of natural characters cannot be imagined to be real.
Like, it's hard for me to imagine a five-dimensional space that can calculate something just numerically. Or, by calculating what state a five-dimensional object is in when it is projected into three dimensions.
I'm standing in three dimensions, so I can easily understand three dimensions. But how do I explain a three-dimensional object to a two-dimensional creature? Although I can say that a three-dimensional cube is projected in two dimensions, how it shapes and how it changes.
But then, the two-dimensional creature can imagine the existence of a cube in three-dimensional space, and if so, then I should also be able to imagine and understand objects in five-dimensional space. But in fact, I couldn't.
I'm not done yet, so there's no point in guessing what it will be like when it's done.
Moving on, I don't need to know what happens when it's done, and I don't need to explain this contradiction because I can't do it. What is needed at the moment is to move on, and I'm still taking something as real, and that's the focus.
It's easy to say that everything except "I exist" is false. But it's another thing to do it. Since it is false, then it does not exist. Since it doesn't exist, then you can do whatever you want.
Who cares what they do in their dreams? Good guys, bad guys, heroes and demon kings, these words only make sense in dreams. Once the dreamer wakes up, it's just a fun talk.
I didn't think everything was unreal, such as money, I still didn't dare to use it as gold coins in the game, and I still carefully weighed all kinds of things. It's as if according to the twist in my head, I should save money, I should plan for the future, and so on.
For example, husband and wife responsibilities, obviously like another girl, obviously want to chat with that girl, but forced by the existence of his wife, he has to forcibly suppress the impulse in his heart. Because according to the distortion in the mind, this is a manifestation of a scumbag, which is not tolerated by society.
So, the key is to kill what I think is real, not to be stuck in the confines of your head all the time.
It's natural that finite can't understand infinity.
Even if I kill and find out that I find nothing, so what? Is that a reason not to move on?
Obviously, this kind of thinking is a fear, a fear that you are wasting your time, and a fear that your actions will not bring the results you deserve.
Since I don't know anything, it's just a guess about the contradictions after the killing. Since there is a problem, then after the killing is over, it will naturally be able to understand. Perhaps, nothing has changed since the end of the killing. Perhaps, after the killing, he will become a madman.
Maybe...... will touch the real.
Who would have thought that it would be so difficult to just stop believing in the distortions in your head, just to stop believing in what you have always believed. It feels like a shipwreck floating in the sea, clinging to the only driftwood in his hands, how can he let go?
Fantasy scenes, in fact, are essentially a kind of control.
On the one hand, I was afraid of life and didn't dare to let it unfold on its own. That's why I fantasize about the scene, so that the distortion in my mind can be released, and things can develop according to my imagination. Although this is an imagination in itself, the characters get some pleasure out of it.
On the other hand, I take some of the falsehoods as the real, which is why I fantasize about the scenes. Because money is real, I fantasize about how rich I am. Because the quality of elegance is real, they will fantasize about the scene to express their elegance, even in desperate situations.
The most fundamental thing, of course, is that I think the characters are real, so I fantasize about any scenes about plump characters.
If I really hate characters so much, so much hatred of falsehood, then I should always fantasize about infinity. Fantasy without the existence of a character, the distortion in the mind of fantasy disappears, the fantasy of this thinking no longer bothers oneself, the fantasy of a kind of "no character exists" scene.
That is, to commemorate the Grim Reaper.
Think about the feeling that you don't exist, think about the feeling that you no longer have the role of Yuan Changwen, think about the feeling of helplessness, like falling into the abyss.
Come on, boy, and move on.