He Yonghui said: "Of course it's true, Lin Yue'er is a soft-hearted girl who misses the old days, naturally she can't stand your bitter pleading, and I can see that day that she loves you deeply, how can she bear to hurt you?"

"That's good, I hope it can be as you say!" Although Li Shaohui's heart was full of infinite hope, but at the same time, he was also sour and uncomfortable, he didn't expect to get along with Lin Yue'er for so long, and no one else had an ex-boyfriend who had broken up for several years to understand her better.

"Can you tell me about Yue'er's affairs in the United States, or about your relationship?" After hesitating for a long time, Li Shaohui still asked.

"It's all about Chen Sesame and rotten grain, it's useless to say it, the most important thing we should do now is to look forward, you have to find Lin Yue'er, I want to find Xue'er, and then spend my whole life to love them, so that they don't suffer any more grievances. ”

"I naturally understand what you said, but for so long, there has been no news of Yue'er, I just want to know more and deeper about her from the deeds of your relationship, so that I can better protect her in the future, love her, and not hurt her. ”

He Yonghui stared at Li Shaohui for a long time, and sighed: "You really want to listen." Forget it, I'll tell you everything, if you don't break it, you can't stand it, only if you know all of Lin Yue'er's past, can you really let go of the burden in your heart and be with her. ”

In the third year after he and Xia Xue separated, He Yonghui went to a university in California for work to study, where he met Lin Yue'er.

College is a romantic place, and college career is the best years for a person to fall in love, at this time college students have just faded from their young ignorance, and have not yet been polluted by the flies and dogs of society.

What's more, at this time, I met a pair of talented women, a jade tree in the wind, gentle and elegant, young and promising, a peerless, dignified and elegant, and successful in school.

This is a pair of handsome men and beautiful women, if God is a little kinder, they should be a good couple, and become a winged bird in the eyes of people.

And the meeting between the two of them can be said to be a combination of time (talented and beautiful), geographical advantage (the same university) and people (meeting fellow countrymen in a foreign country, and having a common language), so from the moment they met, their hearts aroused infinite ripples of love.

During that time, he spent the moon in front of the moon, chanting the wind and the moon, talking freely about the past and the present, and during that time, he grinded his ears and temples, muttered softly, and looked down at each other.

But in that open country, two fashionable young people, but with traditional ideas, both refused to take half a step beyond the thunder pool, and they simply enjoyed the platonic spiritual love.

Later, when the return journey was approaching, He Yonghui chose to remain silent and returned to Shanghai without saying goodbye.

He Yonghui asked himself, no matter what, he only has his beloved Xia Xue in his heart, and his wife can only be Xia Xue forever, so after a short period of entanglement, he quietly left Lin Yue'er. He knew that although this practice was unkind, although this shameless behavior hurt the heart of an innocent infatuated girl, this was also the best way to deal with it at that time, long pain is better than short pain, so that at least it will not make people who have loved each other turn against each other, and it will not let Lin Yue'er fall too deep.

At that time, He Yonghui was still justifying himself, how long is this life, in this long and lonely career, there will always be a few people who have moved his heart, but who can really ignore the glory and disgrace and bitterness, and join hands to grow old?

So in this life, there are destined to be so many unusual passers-by, in their pale life journey, leaving that colorful stroke, but this is only a stroke, but also just a passer-by left, when people wake up from the confusion, or with responsibility and reason to sail forward, as for those unforgettable moments to stay in the heart, should not hurt the people who love themselves and the people they love you.

However, He Yonghui underestimated Lin Yue'er's infatuation, he thought that as time went by, the distance of space would blur those confused days and cool down the girl's fiery heart.

After half a year, Lin Yueer waited until the end of her studies and returned to Shanghai to find her favorite.

After a lot of hardships, Lin Yue'er finally saw He Yonghui again.

It's just that that reunion was not as sweet as the first encounter in a foreign country, this reunion brought grief and despair to Lin Yue'er, and also brought fright and despair to He Yonghui, because He Yonghui knew in his heart what he needed, and he also understood who was the person he cherished in his heart.

That night, Lin Yue'er, a beautiful girl who was overwhelmed by alcohol, was drunk, unconscious, crying pear blossoms with rain, heartbroken, and had Li Shaohui's first encounter with her.

That night, Xia Xue unexpectedly discovered He Yonghui's mental derailment, and was furious at Li Shaohui on the second day.

That was the incident of that night, which left *** for the future of the four of them, resulting in a situation where the four of them were broken up in pairs.

At that time, Lin Yue'er was more sad than dead, after she was hurt by He Yonghui twice in a row, she finally recognized the reality, and finally decided to endure the pain, cut off the love thread, and bury the past. If Li Shaohui hadn't set up a game again, Lin Yue'er estimated that she would never see He Yonghui again in this life, and uncover the scars of this purpose.

But the world is unpredictable, there will be a cause and an effect, not to mention that it is still an unsatisfactory thing, and we can't wait to be reincarnated again in the body of good men and women.

"He Yonghui, you bastard, are you still a person?" Li Shaohui was so angry that he couldn't help but clench his fists and slammed it on the table.

Although the fist was hammered down, although he vented his anger, Li Shaohui's heart hurt with convulsions, if He Yonghui was a scumbag, it would break the hearts of Lin Yue'er and Xia Xue.

What about myself? I'm afraid that I'm not as good as a scumbag, for my own selfishness, let Xia Xue, who treats herself like a sister, break the bottom line, accompany customers without principle, and take revenge for the inexplicable jealousy and inferiority in my heart, and even set up a situation to hurt a woman who is single-minded with the most cruel means and the most despicable behavior.

Perhaps, he is a brute in human skin.

Li Shaohui lowered his head dejectedly, thinking about his past with Lin Yue'er, since the day he confessed to Lin Yue'er, he measured the length of the love between the two with doubt, and tested the width of the love between the two with inferiority。

On this night, two men who made mistakes, in a lonely and cold night, raised their glasses, reminisced about the past, and regretted it, but they could only borrow wine in vain to kill their sorrows.

I heard that wine can warm the stomach and body when it comes to sorrow, but Li Shaohui feels that his heart is getting colder and colder, as if he has fallen into the coldest place in the North Pole. Since the liquor can't warm your cold heart, let it burn in the stomach as much as you want, preferably to burn the heart and burn the brain.

If you think about it, so far, it seems that I have never done anything but hurt a woman. That year, he hurt Tang Fengling, who was in her prime, three years later, in one day, he hurt Xiao Bei, who was infatuated with love, and the promise of kindness and infatuation, and a few years later, he hurt Xia Xue and Lin Yue'er overnight.

Li Shaohui was blaming himself, and He Yonghui next to him was also repenting of the past, chattering while drinking wine.

The one who is loved has no fear, but the one who loves is exhausted, and when Xia Xue finally took the bright and bloody divorce certificate with an iron heart, he decided to leave without looking back, and He Yonghui finally repented.

During that time, he couldn't sleep at night without knowing the taste of food, and in the lonely night, he looked at the vast and heavy night alone, thinking about the bits and pieces of the two of them, and repeatedly tasting the taste of longing and regret.

On the way to work, he was in a trance because he saw a woman who looked like Xia Xue on the side of the road, and collided with an oncoming truck.

Looking at He Yonghui, who was dying on the hospital bed but kept calling Xia Xue's name, He Yonghui's mother was also heartbroken, and then began to reflect on herself.

So after He Yonghui, who was immortal, recovered, the mother and son had an all-night heart-to-heart exchange.

After that, He Yonghui hired a professional manager to take care of the company's affairs one by one, and once again began a penniless wandering career.

This time the wandering is completely different from the last time, the last time he was in the mother-son relationship, a careless and slightly vengeful self-exile, this time it was with his mother's encouragement and blessing, to find the abandoned love, the lost lover.

He Yonghui had already been to many places before he met Li Shaohui, and he had been to Lijiang, where the two met for the first time. There, he wandered the streets where the two used to walk, he visited the thatched hut where the two had lived, and he sang "Blue Lotus" again on that familiar street...

But the scenery is still the same, and the Si people are not there.

He also went to the former residence of Liangshan where the two of them escaped the disaster, where he visited Xia Xue's parents and asked his parents and fellow villagers...

However, the cool breeze blew and the people of Iraq went away.

After drinking today, no one knows where he will go tomorrow, he only knows that he must keep his head down until the moment when the willows are bright.