He believed that Xia Xue would definitely be in a corner, in the warm afternoon sun, looking left and right, smiling and smiling.

Li Shaohui looked at He Yonghui, with mixed feelings in his heart, he didn't persuade He Yonghui, but just refilled him with spirits one after another.

"Xue'er is a girl who is extremely serious about her feelings, she pursues perfection, and she will mind any flaws in her relationship for life, so she will not forgive me and herself in this life. He Yonghui was already a little drunk, and he burped with a wine in his eyes.

Li Shaohui drank so much wine, and his wine was also rising, his face was flushed, he shook his head, and repeatedly pondered He Yonghui's words in his heart, not only sighed, "Yes, Xia Xue is a woman who is extremely harsh on feelings, so why shouldn't Lin Yue'er?" She left herself without nostalgia that day, and she should have understood that the relationship with Lin Yue'er may have come to an end, and she broke her to the core, and it is estimated that she will never forgive herself again in her life. Thinking of this, Li Shaohui's heart throbbed, and he suddenly laughed, "That's fine, it's okay, so that Lin Yue'er can slowly forget herself, like forgetting He Yonghui, forget this imperfect love, and after a few years of time has passed in a hurry, she will become an insignificant passerby in her life, even if she recalls it occasionally, she only smiles faintly, no joy or sadness, and she may fall in love with a man who is better than herself and more worthy of her life." ”

Thinking of this, Li Shaohui's heart was painful and sour, did he really want Lin Yue'er to fall in love with other men?

Hehe, what can you do if you don't want to? Not to mention that in the vast sea of people, looking for her, looking for her, is a matter of looking for a needle in a haystack, even if you find it, what can you do, the crack is already there, shocking, can she really forget the past and start over with him?

At this point, perhaps forgetting the rivers and lakes is the best choice.

Some people may say that even if they can't be the person who loves each other the most, they should cherish each other, and they should be friends when they see each other, so why bother to break off their righteousness? After all, they have loved each other deeply, and there is no need to hurt each other.

But what can you do if you don't break off your righteousness? You really want to watch your beloved lying in someone else's arms and smile gently at others. Li Shaohui thinks that he is not so noble, not so great, and will never do this, he firmly believes that En Xuanyi is in love and breaks up, and the so-called peaceful goodbye is just to find a high-sounding reason for his own unlove.

At this time, He Yonghui, who was already drunk, patted Li Shaohui, who was contemplative, and said: "I still want to thank you very much, thank you for being able to accompany Xue'er sincerely over the years, you are Xue'er's best friend, that is, my He Yonghui's best friend, we will remember you as a brother for the rest of our lives." After speaking, He Yonghui tilted his head and fell asleep on the table.

Li Shaohui smiled bitterly, staggered to his feet, rubbed his flushed face with both hands, and helped He Yonghui to walk home step by step.

Lying on the comfortable bed, Li Shaohui was groggy and disturbed by infinite sleepiness, but at this time, the brain cells were stimulated by alcohol and past events, and the women with different personalities in his life were also constantly wandering in his mind, one after another, laughter, anger, and resentment...

He thought of the scene when Xiao Bei left, the bright red blood rushed out of her body like a turbulent sea, with infinite vitality, infinite sorrow, and infinite love.

He also thought of the night before Tang Fengling left, when she was blushing that day, she took off her coat and shirt, her eyes were full of tears, trembling and trembling...

I don't know how long it took, Li Shaohui finally fell asleep, when the belly of the fish in the east was white, and when the sun set and the oblique moon hung alone in the sky, he woke up in a daze.

At this time, it is the junction of light and darkness, and it is also the most poignant moment of the day, the golden sunlight spilled down through the window, and the shadows were spilled, sprinkled on Li Shaohui's body as if plated with a layer of golden light, which made people feel indescribably comfortable, and at the same time made people feel sad.

Li Shaohui stretched his waist and turned his head to look to the side, but found that He Yonghui was no longer there, and then looked around his home, his vermilion guitar was no longer there, did he also choose not to say goodbye?

Li Shaohui felt lonely in his heart, got up and looked out the window, there were sparse pedestrians on the street, how could there be any Yonghui's figure?

In the vast sea of people, He Yonghui is alone, a person, a piano, floating in the sky and the earth, just looking for the Yiren in his dreams.

Li Shaohui was full of emotion and prayed silently: "Sister Xue, Sister Xue, do you know that there is a person who is struggling to pursue you in this great world? Do you know that there is a person who will exhaust his life's strength and make you change your mind? If you have a feeling, don't punish him anymore, and don't torture yourself anymore." ”

Li Shaohui, who was bored, sat in front of the computer, pondering in a daze, and suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and had an idea, now that the network information is so developed, why not post a missing person notice on the Internet, polish the emotional story of He Yonghui and Xia Xue, and write a well-known splendid article, gathering the strength of the majority of netizens, are you afraid that you can't find Xia Xue?

However, after Li Shaohui wrote a few sentences, he suddenly understood that He Yonghui, as the boss of the company, is best at public relations and sales, how could he not think of this method with his wisdom?

So the only explanation is that he doesn't want to do that.

Because if you do this, even if you find Xia Xue, what's the use? If there is less sincerity, less repentance, how many people are willing to forgive? Fate is originally a matter of two people, and if you add someone else, it will not be pure and imperfect. Fate is about the flow of water, sincerity to the golden stone for the open, so that the two can see each other's minds, can let go of all the past, and be together without barriers.

"May one of you be happy and one of you will be bright. Li Shaohui sighed and typed a line of words on the keyboard.

I don't know how long it took, Li Shaohui in contemplation was woken up by the ringtone of his mobile phone, it was a customer calling, after chatting, Li Shaohui suddenly felt a little hungry, he just thought that he hadn't eaten for a day, so he planned to find some snacks to satisfy his hunger.

When Li Shaohui picked up a piece of bread on the coffee table, he was shocked to find a postcard pressed under the ashtray of the coffee table, with neat handwriting, obviously from a girl.

Li Shaohui was secretly surprised, where did this come from? It must not be his own, then only He Yonghui, so did he fall unintentionally, or did he deliberately leave it for himself?

Li Shaohui didn't have time to think about it, so he looked straight down.

"Today is the last day that Hui Wazi and I came to Chengdu to talk about the project, because the project was successfully completed, we played for a day and had some feelings, so I used this way to record my mood and chat for comfort.

In this tender, in addition to the usual companies, there is also a new company. This company has just been established and is a subsidiary of Xingmang, but its boss turned out to be Yu Qiangzhai, the technical director of our headquarters, I heard that he and Hui Wazi are still very good classmates, and I originally wanted to find out the specific situation over there through Hui Wazi. But this little kid didn't say anything, and said that he wanted to compete fairly, he was really a child who hadn't grown up, and what saddened me the most was that he didn't help him, and he wanted to force me to help him win the project, didn't he know how much damage it would cause to me if he forced me like this?

However, although I was reluctant in my heart, after thinking about it for a while, I decided to help him, and by the way, to help myself.

The reason why I want to help him is because of the expression that Hui Wazi showed when she begged me, with childish seriousness and stubbornness, like a child who is coquettish with you, and can't bear to refuse him. (Every woman has the illusion in her mind that she can save any man who falls overboard.) )

In my memory, once my husband wanted me to use pregnancy to please my mother-in-law, and he also had such a cute and distressing expression, but I didn't expect that after so many years, I could still see a man who could treat me like this, so no matter what, I couldn't refuse him.

However, I don't know if Hui Wazi has ever thought about what kind of price he will make me pay when he forces me like this, if he knows that I will pay the price of taking others by myself, will he insist on letting me jump into the abyss?

However, fortunately, the ending was not satisfactory and did not go that far.

It's just that tonight's riverside conversation, the story Hui Wazi told me still touched me deeply.

I didn't expect such a small kid as Hui Wazi to have such a distressing thing happen to him, no wonder he was like a demon during that time, either in a daze or without knowing whether to live or die.

And I can't figure out how a escort girl who has been in the night club for many years, a criminal who has even committed a crime and squatted in prison, where did she have the courage to sacrifice herself at the last moment, and what did she think at the moment of death?

If time could be reversed and asked to start all over again, what would she choose?

I think she will still have no hesitation, because in her heart, if Hui Wazi is gone, what is the meaning of her life?

Perhaps, this disgraceful woman in the gray area is the greatest person in the world, and she is also worthy of our greatest admiration.

Wouldn't it be nice if I had had the opportunity to sacrifice for Yonghui in the past few years of my fugitive career? In the most beautiful moment, in the most beautiful time and space, blink... This kind of life can be considered perfect, and there are no regrets.