Chapter 166: Freedom
Cen Jinghuai sat down, his face was wounded, he looked like he had just finished a vicious battle, and his eyebrows were full of tiredness.
There was a little bit of gentleness in his indifferent gaze, how different it was from before.
After going through so many things, at this moment, Jiang Wanzhu is very sure that the one in front of her is no longer Lu Zhengshen. He is another, Cen Jinghuai.
She pursed her lips, and slowly, a pair of eyes became red, the knife in her hand fell to the ground, and she sat down in the chair, tears falling silently.
Cen Jinghuai is sitting here, does it mean that Lu Zhengshen is gone?
Even if Lu Zheng is cautious, even if he is heinous, but he is still the child raised by her, as Wei Meijie said, she is useless, she can't protect the child, and even disregards morality and morality, and insists on entering the door of the Lu family.
If she had a bottom line and clearly knew that a married man could not be touched, maybe everything would not happen today, maybe now she would have a very happy home with a good man.
And now, what has she gotten for most of her life in this family?
She turned her head to look at Lu Baiting, she felt for the first time that this man was really bad and ugly, and there was still a trace of charm on his body.
He loved many people, but he loved himself the most.
Relying on the identity of the only son of the Lu family, he wandered among the flowers. Did he really love them? She suddenly began to wonder that maybe he had never really loved anyone.
Or maybe his love is too cheap.
And she spent her whole life to love such a man, is it bitter? In retrospect, it was really bitter, in her best years, she lived as a shrew, slowly became a resentful woman, and finally got old, only to get the position of his wife, she still felt happy.
She looked at Cen Jinghuai's face, picked up the cup on the table, and drank the wine in the cup.
This action was very abrupt, Cen Jinghuai stared at her, and when she was drinking, she closed her eyes tightly, and there was a feeling of seeing death as home.
Cen Jinghuai was not in a hurry, he had already asked someone to replace the bottle of wine with poison, so there was no problem with the wine in the cup now.
Jiang Wanzhu waited for a while, but her body didn't react at all, which made her feel very strange.
Cen Jinghuai also picked up the wine glass and took a sip, Jiang Wanzhu opened his eyes, and when he saw him drinking calmly, he understood that the wine must have been replaced.
She was stunned for a few seconds, then chuckled lowly, "I'm so stupid, he hasn't taken a sip from beginning to end, he must already know my purpose." ”
"You want everyone to die together, the idea is too extreme. ”
Cen Jinghuai calmly narrated, word by word, indifferent, making people feel that he was an emotionless person.
Jiang Wanzhu stared at him for a moment, then laughed, and the breath in his chest slowly dispersed, "Otherwise, what else can I do? Continue to let him do nonsense? Wait for him to kill me one day?"
"I don't have any other way, everything started in this family, and it ends in this family. Doesn't he hate? Then he should be very happy to let all the people who have directly or indirectly harmed him accompany him to die. I'm stupid, stupid, I didn't protect him, it's my fault, everything is my fault, then let me correct this mistake with my own hands. Let it all end and start all over again. ”
She looked at him and asked, "Don't you hate him?" He has ruined your life with his own hands, and has dragged you down the abyss with his own hands, and even destroyed your home, your wife, and your children. Don't you hate?"
Hate, of course hate.
But now, hating him and killing him will not help. Killing him doesn't make him innocent from now on, and it doesn't restore everything to the way it was.
In addition to hating him, he has other more important things to do.
He wants to save himself and save others.
This is the difference between him and Lu Zhengshen, if he only cares about hatred and then destroys with revenge, then there is no difference between him and Lu Zhengshen.
They are different after all.
Cen Jinghuai didn't answer her question, and he didn't even give him another look.
Lu Baiting's eyes were closed, and he seemed to be full of remorse.
The rain was still heavy outside, and there was no sign of going down.
At this moment, Cen Jinghuai's heart was relaxed, and he was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief.
The three of them sat quietly like this for a while, Jiang Wanzhu calmed down a little, and asked, "What about him? Is he still there?"
"In. He nodded, and then stood up with his glass, and said, "I'll leave it to you here to take care of the aftermath, and I'll go up for a while." ”
Jiang Wanzhu didn't make a sound, only nodded, and her expression was a little sad.
She didn't believe his answer, she thought that Lu Zhengshen must be gone.
Sadness inevitably arises in my heart.
Cen Jinghuai asked people to look at the two of them, so he went upstairs and went to Shi Wenyue's room first.
She was standing by the window, watching the rain outside.
He didn't knock on the door and went straight in, she didn't react, still calm.
"Our wedding was cancelled and you can leave here at any time. ”
"You are not Lu Zhengshen. She stated the facts, without asking questions.
Cen Jinghuai glanced at her and didn't tell Lin Jingcheng about it, just wait for her to know about it.
No one would have thought that Lin Jingcheng would jump off the building.
But he really jumped, on this rainy night, in the interval when Zhang Huixin was going home, he pulled out all the tubes and instruments on his body, and with that breath, climbed onto the windowsill.
When he jumped, he didn't hesitate, looking at the dark area below, he felt that it was a way to live.
Lin Jingcheng is unwilling to live like this, becoming a burden to others and a stumbling block to Shi Wenyue.
She hopes that she will be at ease in the future, without any restraints, and without being sad about him.
The moment he stood at the window, he breathed in the fresh air, and the whole person became comfortable.
After he jumped, it was the nurse who first noticed that he was gone, and the window was wide open, and the rain from outside was spilling in. At first, she didn't expect that Lin Jingcheng would jump off the building, but his current situation, without the machine, would not last long.
The hospital began to look for people, Zhang Huixin took a shower because he was restless, and rushed back to the hospital in the heavy rain. It just so happened that the hospital found someone, called the police, and set up a cordon. She saw it from afar, her heart was related, and her eyelids kept jumping.
The heart said, who couldn't think about it so much, and jumped off the building in the hospital.
Who knows, when she went upstairs, she was told that it was her biological son who jumped off the building.
She fainted on the spot, didn't take a breath, her eyes were black, and she collapsed.
Lin Jingcheng disappeared on the spot, but the doctor still tried his best to save it, and then notified the family that Zhang Huixin fainted, and the hospital called Lin Hongyi.
As a result, the phone has not been connected, and the line is busy, and Lin Jingcheng's information has written this phone number, and there is no other contact information.
Zhang Huixin opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was the doctor's face wearing a mask.
She quickly sat up and grabbed the doctor's clothes, "What about my son? What about Jing Cheng? Why am I here, don't I sleep at home?"
The huge blow made her memory confused, and she selectively deleted the incident of coming to the hospital and hearing about Lin Jingcheng jumping off the building.
She thought she was sleeping at home, and that the terrible thing was just a dream.
The doctor took off his mask, sighed, squeezed her shoulder, and said, "You mourn and change." ”
Zhang Huixin's heart contracted, and she almost collapsed again, but this time she didn't, she grabbed the doctor's hand, "Why?! Why did my son jump off the building so well! Why don't you keep an eye on him! I'm just such a son, you give me back my son! Give me back my son!"
Her eyes were full of anger, and she grabbed the doctor and kept screaming, like crazy.
In this regard, the doctor had no choice, and was very annoyed, how much effort did they spend to save Lin Jingcheng's little life, no one thought that he would choose to commit suicide. It's a waste of resources.
Zhang Huixin bit the doctor's arm, her eyes were bloodshot, she was ruthless, she bit hard, and no one pulled her, she refused to let go.
In the end, there was no choice but to use extraordinary means to give Zhang Huixin a tranquilizer to stop.
The nurse treated the doctor's wound, and this woman was really ruthless, and the flesh was almost bitten off.
"You have to contact a normal family member and explain this clearly, otherwise it will be very troublesome. ”
"Someone has been called to get in touch. ”
The doctor sighed, "You can't blame the family, this kind of thing, no one can accept it, let alone the mother of the deceased." This man is really child's play with his life, we tried so hard to pull him back from the line of death, and as a result, he had the strength to die by himself, don't you think it's funny?"
The nurse sighed too, and who said it wasn't.
I have survived so much suffering, but I chose to commit suicide at this stall, no one can understand it, and I can't understand it.
Don't they all say that it's better to die than to live?
In the end, the hospital contacted Lin Hongyi, Lin Jingqing, and even Lin Wenwen, and called all the family to the hospital.
Tell me the whole story in detail.
Everyone was silent, and Lin Hongyi rarely showed a trace of depression, and there was sadness between his eyebrows.
In the end, it is his own son, if there is really something, he will still feel distressed after all.
The doctor also told Zhang Huixin's situation, "She is emotional, you had better take more care of her, and comfort and guide you in time, so as not to do anything extreme." ”
After they finished speaking, they waited for the family's questioning.
But no one spoke, and after waiting for a while, the people from the hospital left first.
This happened suddenly, and everyone was a little caught off guard and couldn't react.
Lin Wenwen couldn't understand, why did Lin Jingcheng commit suicide, because of Shi Wenyue?
That's all she can think of.
Shi Wenyue wants to marry Lu Zhengshen, what does Lu Zhengshen do with Shi Wenyue? Naturally, Lin Jingcheng is used.
So, in order to make Shi Wenyue have no worries, he intentionally committed suicide?
Lin Wenwen didn't believe that Lin Jingcheng would do this kind of thing for Shi Wenyue, but the others were gone, not a word was left, and he left so suddenly, no one knew why he wanted to die.
It may be that he knows that he can only spend the rest of his life in bed, and such a life is not as good as death for him, so he chose death.
But there were no signs.
Before today, he could even joke with Zhang Huixin, positive and hopeful.
Therefore, Zhang Huixin can't accept it, and he can't accept it anyway.
She woke up again, Lin Jingqing and Lin Hongyi were by her side, Lin Jingqing was crying, Lin Hongyi had a calm face, and her complexion was not very good.
Lin Wenwen went back early because she was pregnant.
It's still raining outside, and it's still dark.
When Lin Jingqing saw her wake up, she immediately wiped away her tears, sniffed, and said, "Mom, you're awake." ”
She took a deep breath and spit it out slowly, her chest was still very tight, as if she was pressing a stone, she still remembered what the doctor said, and she remembered that those people gathered around and pulled up the cordon on a rainy night.
Lin Jingcheng died and committed suicide by jumping off the building.
It's ridiculous.
She laughed out loud.
This smile made Lin Hongyi's heart tighten, he glanced at her, calm, sat down, wanted to say something, but found that there seemed to be nothing to say.
What can be said?
Lin Jingqing cried again, biting her lower lip to prevent herself from making any sound.
Zhang Huixin pushed her away, sat up, and suddenly became very energetic, and said, "What about Jing Cheng? ”
Lin Hongyi pushed her back to the bed and said, "You have a good rest first, and I will arrange Jingcheng's affairs." ”
She sat up again, her eyes steadfast, "Take me to him." ”
Lin Hongyi looked at her, and after a long time, he softened his expression, gently held her hand, and said: "Huixin, you still have me, all this happened, I know you feel uncomfortable, but there is no way, it has already happened, and it can't change this fact." ”
She pursed her lips, her face paling a little, "Take me to him." ”
She said it again.
In the end, Lin Hongyi still took her to see her.
Zhang Huixin collapsed on the spot and cried bitterly, her good son, how could she bear it if she died like this?
This is all her hope, the hope of the rest of her life, and now that it is gone, how will she bear it?
At this time, Lin Hongyi hugged her as if his conscience had discovered, made her a solid support, and comforted her softly.
Lin Jingqing went over, hugged her, and said, "Mom, I will take care of you instead of my brother in the future, don't be afraid, there is still me, you still have me." ”
Several people hugged each other and cried bitterly for a while, Lin Hongyi wiped his tears, went through the formalities, and took Lin Jingcheng home.
As a result, arrived at home.
A guest came to the house.
When Zhang Huixin saw them, the grief in his heart became a deep hatred. Her current emotions are already prone to outbursts, and a little bit can make her lose control.
Not to mention the person right now.
She turned her head and glanced at Lin Hongyi, he was a little embarrassed, he didn't expect such a thing to happen to Lin Jingcheng, and now that Wen Jiurong appeared here, it looked very bad.
He coughed and said, "I'll go and talk to her, and you go upstairs first." ”
Zhang Huixin didn't give him this chance, she grabbed his wrist at once, her fingers were clasped very tightly, and pulled him back, "I'll tell her." ”
Men are still more sympathetic to the weak after all, not to mention that now that his son is dead, he is not in the mood to pay attention to Wen Jiurong's affairs.
In itself, he doesn't have much affection for Wen Jiurong.
That is, to satisfy the regrets left in the past.
Now in this situation, he is naturally still on Zhang Huixin's side, in the end, his son died, it was too miserable.
It's their son.
Zhang Huixin walked in front of Wen Jiurong, but he didn't do it immediately, but looked at her with a smile and said, "Take a step to speak?"
Wen Jiurong saw their state and knew that now was not the time, so she smiled back and said, "No, I have other things, let's go first." ”
She picked up her handbag and prepared to leave.
was stopped by Zhang Huixin, "I'm here, I'll say what I need to say before leaving, so as not to say it again in the future." ”
Wen Jiurong glanced at Lin Hongyi, it was obvious that this man didn't plan to care.
"I'm sorry, I'm really in trouble, I'm going back. I'll talk about it later. ”
Before the words fell, Zhang Huixin slapped her, this slap brought her a lot of strength, with resentment and anger.
"You ......"
Before Wen Jiurong could say anything, Zhang Huixin slapped him again.
Very ruthless and merciless.
Wen Jiurong had just returned from the Lu family, and there was a fire in his heart, and right now, Lin Hongyi looked like that again. She can't care so much, she won't stand here and be beaten by others.
"Don't go too far!"
Zhang Huixin didn't even want to speak, the resentment in her heart had been accumulated for too long, and now that her son was gone, she had nothing to lose anymore.
She gritted her teeth and raised her hand again, this time, Wen Jiurong blocked it. But Zhang Huixin raised her other hand and hit her hard, and she was stunned.
The successive slaps came down, and Wen Jiurong couldn't resist it, she shouted, "Lin Hongyi, don't you care!" She called Lin Hongyi, and Zhang Huixin was even more ruthless, no longer just slapping, pinching and beating, which belonged to venting anger.
Lin Hongyi stood for a while, and when he was about to step forward to stop him, Lin Jingqing grabbed him and said, "Dad, at this time, let Mom vent." This woman deserves such a provocation. ”
Lin Hongyi frowned, "But ......"
"Mom has been with you for so many years, and now that my brother is gone, please be considerate of her. Don't add any more blockage to her heart, if you help this woman again, I'm afraid she won't be able to stand it and won't be able to think about it. Lin Jingqing cried, "I can't stand the loss of another loved one." ”
That day, Zhang Huixin beat Wen Jiurong violently, locked her at home, and didn't let her leave.
The Lin family began to deal with Lin Jingcheng's funeral.
Shi Wenyue saw this incident on the news, and at that time, it had been two days since the incident.
She felt that the news was fake, and took her mobile phone to find Cen Jinghuai.
After the rain, the sun came out of the sun, the sky was exceptionally clean, and the weather was very good.
Cen Jinghuai was not at home, she went directly to the company, and the ban on Lu Zhai was lifted, and anyone could enter and leave freely, and there was no restriction.
She is even more, Cen Jinghuai broke off the marriage contract with her, but she has not left the Lu Mansion herself.
Indeed, now she is leaving, and she doesn't know where to go, so she stays first.
She found the company, Cen Jinghuai held a small meeting with the senior management in the office, and asked the senior management to report on the business transactions in the past two years, etc., she directly broke in and interrupted the meeting.
"I have something to ask you. ”
Cen Jinghuai glanced at her, pulled a few managers back, and asked the assistant to make tea and come in.
He closed the papers, walked over to the coffee table and sat down.
She held up her mobile phone in front of him, "The news said that Lin Jingcheng died, it was two days ago, is it true?"
"Actually, you can go directly to the Lin family. Cen Jinghuai leaned back on the sofa and said lightly.
"I ask you, is it true!"
What she actually knew, this was true, it was in the newspaper, put it on the headlines, it was reasonable, and there were photos, how could it be fake.
Who would dare to publish such fake news? It's still on the headlines, and it can't be fake.
But she couldn't believe it, and neither did she die.
"Why did he kill himself?"
Cen Jinghuai didn't make a sound, just looked at her calmly.
Shi Wenyue muttered to herself, "Why on earth do you want to commit suicide?"
She took two steps back, then turned and quickly left.
She was going to Lin's house, she ran downstairs and saw Tan Yuehua standing at the gate from a distance.
Shi Wenyue stopped, but this was the same way, she couldn't escape, and she couldn't escape.
Anger rose in her heart in vain, Lin Jingcheng must not have committed suicide, her hand hanging down at her side was clenched into a fist, and she walked up to her in a few steps, waiting for her viciously.
"It's not you!"
Tan Yuehua was outside, still maintaining her noble lady's demeanor, "Let's get in the car first." ”
"I'm asking you! Did you do it!"
Tan Yuehua opened the car door and said, "Get in the car." There was a hint of command in this sentence.
Shi Wenyue chuckled, with tears in her eyes, and didn't say a word, just took a deep look at her, and quickly ran in the direction of the road.
Tan Yuehua's heart tightened, and she immediately caught up, grabbed her hand, and forcibly pulled her back.
Shi Wenyue resisted very strongly, but Tan Yuehua's strength was very strong, pinching her hand, she couldn't break free.
"You don't really care about me at all! I'm just an appendage to you! Do you think you're doing things and think about my feelings? You think you're doing things for my good, but have you asked me?
Tan Yuehua didn't quarrel with her here, but only pulled her into the car first.
After watching the car door, she calmed down, "I haven't touched Lin Jingcheng, and his death has nothing to do with me." ”
"I don't believe it, it must be you! It's you! Only you will do it!"
"He did commit suicide. ”
Shi Wenyue pursed her lips, shook her head, and said firmly: "Impossible, he won't commit suicide, he has no reason to commit suicide! I'm going to Lin's house!"
"Can't go. ”
If she goes now, she will only be besieged.
Shi Wenyue wanted to get out of the car, Tan Yuehua pulled her back, she resisted too much, Tan Yuehua had no choice but to prick her with a needle to calm her down.
"Back to the hotel. ”
She told the driver that she was holding Shi Wenyue with one hand, and looking at her appearance, she felt uncomfortable.
But it doesn't matter, when I return to London, I will slowly get better, it's just a matter of time, time can heal everything, any pain, can be healed by time.
Lin Jingcheng is gone, it must be a good thing for her.
Tan Yuehua firmly believes this.
……
Cen Jinghuai took over everything about Lu Zhengshen, whether it was the identity on the front or the identity on the back. He became Lu Zhengshen.
As for Lu Zhengshen, he asked Hanxiao to temporarily place people in the base to raise them, and his hands and feet were equivalent to being abolished. Wait until it's all over and decide what to do.
Tang Ning had no family, Cen Jinghuai simply buried her, then went to her house to tidy it up, and opened her safe, which contained some things, including a passbook, a few valuables, and a handwritten diary.
He looked through it briefly, she had saved a lot of money, and those valuables were all men's items, and it looked like they were supposed to be given to Lu Zhengshen, but she stored them all and didn't give them away.
There is also a group photo inside, it should have been a long time ago, her appearance was still a little green, the two of them were not sitting side by side, and there was a person in the middle, and that person was blurred by Tang Ning.
This may have been the earliest time they met.
Cen Jinghuai sighed, thinking of Lu Zhengshen, he only felt that this affection was all wasted.
In the end, he died in the hands of his favorite person, I don't know what kind of psychology Tang Ning is, will he regret it completely? or have no regrets, even if he shot her, she still loves him and will never regret it.
The diary was a simple one-sentence record that was recorded for many years, until the day before she died.
He handed over the things to Xiaoxiao and asked him to read one to Lu Zhengshen every day.
Cen Jinghuai came out of the apartment, and Sheng Jiren called and asked him to go to dinner.
Cen Jinghuai drove over by himself.
This meal, just the two of them, was in the private dining room arranged by Sheng Jiren.
When he arrived, Sheng Jiren was drinking alone, and he seemed to be in a good mood, and he smiled: "It's here." ”
Cen Jinghuai sat down, "Just after I was busy, your call came." ”
"What are you going to do with your brother?"
"For now, let's do it first. ”
"You're still emotional, and you can't be ruthless. ”
He was noncommittal.
"But it's your business, you can deal with it however you want, I don't interfere. ”
Cen Jinghuai took the wine glass and poured himself a little, "Thank you Brother Sheng for your help, if it weren't for Brother Sheng's help, everything wouldn't have gone so smoothly." ”
"Helping you is helping myself, so you don't have to thank me. ”
Sheng Jiren asked the waiter to serve the dishes, the dishes were ready, and the dishes were served after a while, and the two of them drank and ate, which was quite pleasant.
After three rounds of drinking, Sheng Jiren walked to Cen Jinghuai's side with a wine glass, put one hand on his shoulder, attached himself, and asked in a low voice, "Do you know AS?"
Cen Jinghuai looked sideways, didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.
"Do you know who the AS leader is?"
Cen Jinghuai didn't know that he had only touched some of the internal rules of AS, but he hadn't found out the key members of AS yet.
Looking at Sheng Jiren's appearance, he seemed to know a lot.
So, he's also an AS person, one of the four A's?
No, he should be above A level and know better.
Sheng Jiren took a sip of wine, his eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles, and after looking at him for a long time, he said: "I want you to act in a play with me, after this scene, if everything goes well, you can get what you want." If we fail, the lives of the two of us will have to be explained. ”
"Of course, I'm not talking to you, I'm informing you. He smiled, "It's done, everything I have is yours." ”
It sounds tempting, it's all or nothing, and it's a matter of success or failure.
Cen Jinghuai took the wine glass and touched it on his glass, "Rely on Brother Sheng." ”
Sheng Jiren patted him on the shoulder, "Very good, I didn't see the wrong person." ”
At the end of the meal, Cen Jinghuai called someone to come over and drive, he drank a lot, and his head hurt a little.
In the car, he tilted his head and closed his eyes, thinking about Sheng Jiren's words.