The car stopped at a red light, and it was so quiet that music sounded in the car.

Cen Jinghuai suddenly opened his eyes, looked over, and tilted his head slightly, "Who?"

After a moment, the other party snorted, "You really drank a lot." ”

The other party turned his head and made bangs.

Cen Jinghuai squinted, and it took a few seconds to see clearly, and his eyebrows raised, "Why are you here?"

"Is it going well?"

Cen Jinghuai didn't answer his question, but said, "Is it okay to warm them?"

"I've settled it myself, and you're still not at ease?"

He rubbed his face, naturally he was relieved, because he was very relieved, so he dared to do anything at the moment, he could do anything, he had no worries, and he was born to die.

"Do you want to talk?" before the red light jumped. At the moment, Chen Xueyi asked.

"No, it's better not to contact. ”

Chen Xueyi: "That's right, when it's over, you can be reunited." ”

I'm afraid it's not that easy, but if it were that easy, this organization wouldn't exist and grow today.

Cen Jinghuai looked out the window, thoughtfully, and after a while, he opened his mouth, but finally didn't ask. He wanted to ask if she had said anything and what she had said to him.

He closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead before letting out a long breath in his heart.

The car arrived at the Lu Mansion and drove directly into the garage.

The two didn't get out of the car immediately, Cen Jinghuai said, "Don't wait for me if you want her." ”

Chen Xueyi glanced at him, looked at him like that, and felt a little pity for him in his heart, people were not ready to wait for him at all, and he was still sentimental.

But he wouldn't tell him this, in such an environment, if there is no warmth in his heart, what if he goes astray?

Always give him something to look forward to.

"I told her everything, but she was very adamant, and said that she must wait for you to go back, and ask you to tell her yourself. ”

Chen Xueyi thought for a while, and then said: "She said, you owe her a lot, and you have to pay it back for the rest of your life." ”

Cen Jinghuai was silent, "I told her that she didn't have to wait for me." ”

He said the same thing, and then, got out of the car, and went into the house on his own.

I drank a little more today, my head was faintly swollen and painful, and when I entered the house, the lights in the hall were very bright, and Shen Yanlu was sitting there alone, and when she saw him, she stood up, "You're back." ”

Clasped hands, looking a little nervous.

Cen Jinghuai walked over and stood at the back of the sofa, one hand against the back of the sofa, staring at her with dark eyes, "Something?"

What happened before has been lingering in her heart, and a few words have made her fantasize about a lot of things. She was distressed and wanted to know the truth.

"I want to talk to you. ”

Cen Jinghuai thought for a moment, walked over and sat down, he beckoned the servant and made him a hangover soup.

Shen Yanlu saw that he had been rubbing his forehead, so she ran to the kitchen and got him honey water first.

"Drink this first. ”

He looked at it, took it, and said thank you.

He was different, Shen Yanlu felt it, she sat back in her place, her eyes fell on him, and she didn't turn around.

Cen Jinghuai took a sip, "Say it." ”

Shen Yanlu said: "I want to know what happened in the past, whether it was good or bad, I want to know." Otherwise, I think I'm going to go crazy. ”

He drank slowly, poked his fingers in his temples, and after a while, "Actually, not knowing is not necessarily a bad thing, you can think of yourself as a rebirth, a new life." You don't have to stay here, you have your own home, you have your parents, you can go to them. ”

"You didn't tell me that. ”

"I'll arrange for someone to take you back tomorrow. ”

Shen Yanlu looked at him, her fingers intertwined, and after a while, she asked, "Who are you?"

Cen Jinghuai didn't panic at all, because he didn't need to, even if it was found out that he was not Lu Zhengshen, it didn't matter.

"I'm Lu Zhengshen. He replied lightly, and put the half-drunk honey water on the coffee table, "It's okay, I'll go back to the room." ”

Shen Yanlu didn't say much, just stood up.

Cen Jinghuai didn't care about her appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, said hello to the maid, and went back to the room first.

On the road, he met Lu Xiaoran, who came down in a hurry, he fixed in front of him, and then called his father very obediently.

Cen Jinghuai glanced at him, took two steps up, then stopped and said, "You will follow Shen Yanlu in the future." ”

Lu Xiaoran was stunned, stared at him for a few seconds, and nodded with a smile, "I know, Dad." ”

Cen Jinghuai stood still, as if he still had something to say. Lu Xiaoran stood obediently and waited for him to speak.

Cen Jinghuai put one hand on the handrail of the stairs, and his eyes kept falling on him, "Live with her well, she can give you a normal and good environment, and some others don't think about it, children should look like children, you know?"

Lu Xiaoran nodded, "Yes." ”

"In the final analysis, you have to rely on yourself, and what you have worked hard to get is what others can't take away, understand?"

"Hmm. He continued to nod.

Cen Jinghuai looked at him for a moment, "Go ahead." ”

Lu Xiaoran didn't move, and he didn't continue to walk down until he went upstairs first.

Cen Jinghuai looked at his small figure, I don't know how much he can listen to what he says, this child's basic education is not good, and I don't know if I can correct my mind in the future.

When Lu Xiaoran walked to the living room, he saw Shen Yanlu sitting there alone in a daze, he walked over, "What are you doing? ”

"Why are you so afraid?" Shen Yanlu came back to her senses, her eyes fell on him, "What are you afraid of?"

Lu Xiaoran paused, "I'm not afraid, I'm worried about you?!"

"Am I your mother?" she asked.

"Yes. Lu Xiaoran was very firm, even his eyes were firm.

The two looked at each other, and Shen Yanlu dragged him to his side and hugged him.

Lu Xiaoran paused for a few seconds, put his little hand on her, patted it gently, and said, "Don't think about it." ”

"Tomorrow we go home. ”

"Home?"

"yes, go home. He said to go back to my own home. ”

Lu Xiaoran didn't know Shen Yanlu's family background, but he thought that he had heard Feng Liwei say that she was a young lady, a person born with a golden key.

So, it's even better.

Lu Xiaoran said: "Then listen to Dad's arrangement." ”

Shen Yanlu touched his head and took him back to the room to rest.

The next day, Cen Jinghuai did what he said, and sure enough, he arranged someone and sent the two of them to the Shen family.

When Wu Fei saw her daughter, she couldn't cry, and she hugged her for a long time.

But for Shen Yanlu, these two people are also strangers, she can't empathize with them, and naturally she can't cry.

She just smiled awkwardly and then comforted.

Shen Yunyi's eyes were also red, and he put one hand on Shen Yanlu's shoulder, and said, "It's good to come back, it's good to come back." ”

Get together as a family and make a warm heart.

When the second elder's mood stabilized, Shen Yanlu told them about her current situation, and also showed that she had forgotten all about the past, including her parents.

"I know. "This matter, before Shen Yanlu came, Cen Jinghuai called them.

Of course, in their eyes, it was Lu Zhengshen who called, and he said a few words to show his attitude, which meant that Shen Yanlu had lost all her previous memories, and there was no need for her to know those bad memories.

and suggested that they take Shen Yanlu to immigrate and live a good life abroad.

There is also Lu Xiaoran, who has already handed over custody to Shen Yanlu, hoping that they can be raised well, pay attention to psychological guidance, and raise them on the right path.

His sudden change made the Shen family and his wife furious, and they didn't know what medicine he bought in the gourd, and they didn't dare to act rashly.

But since he said about immigration, two days later, Shen Yunyi set out to do it, Shen Yanlu finally came back, no matter what medicine Lu Zhengshen bought in the gourd, since he made this suggestion, they did it, and it was as he meant, before he changed his mind, he immediately took Shen Yanlu to immigrate, lest Lu Zhengshen go crazy again and toss people again.

Since Lu Zhengshen forcibly married someone, their family has not seen each other again, and they don't know how much this person has suffered in the Lu family.

But no matter how much she suffered, she had forgotten all about it now, so that's fine. They didn't think about revenge, they wanted to make Lu Zhengshen suffer, Shen Yunyi is very self-aware now, even if he wants to retaliate, he doesn't have the capital to fight against Lu Zhengshen.

Now that my daughter is back, the best way is to leave with someone, the farther away from Lu Zhengshen's Lu family, the better, and it is best not to see each other again in this life.

After Shen Yanlu returned to the Shen family, she felt the strong love of her parents, and she cared for every detail.

Wu Fei showed her photos and videos of her childhood, before that, they threw away all the photos of her getting married, and in this family, there are only photos of her before she got married.

Even the photos with the Lu family were all lost, and there was not a single one left.

Lu Xiaoran is very well-behaved and sensible, but Shen Yunyi is a little jealous in his heart, after all, he is the one who Lu Zhengshen got over. But seeing that Shen Yanlu had such a good relationship with him, he didn't say anything, just do it and watch.

Because they were handling immigration, Lu Xiaoran's schooling was put on hold first, and then rearranged when he went abroad.

When Shen Yunyi was fighting against Lu Zhengshen before, he lost a lot of assets, although it was not as good as before, but it was still much higher than ordinary people.

It will still take a while to end Haicheng's industry, and Shen's father has saved the idea of never coming back, and if he can change hands and sell it, all of them will be sold and sold, and the domestic assets will not be left.

That way, you don't have to come back.

Although they didn't mention it, Shen Yanlu could vaguely feel that they hated and feared Lu Zhengshen, and in front of her, they avoided talking about the Lu family. Even if she asked, they would quickly change the subject.

Also, every time Wu Fei mentioned the Lu family, her eyes became a little sad and distressed, and that kind of eyes told her that she had suffered a lot in the Lu family and had very bad memories.

After that, Shen Yanlu didn't ask more.

Shen Yunyi was going to let them go first, and he would go over after he had finished the domestic affairs.

They are going to Canada, Wu Fei's brother is over there, and if they go over, they can take care of each other.

On this day, Shen Yanlu was going to go out for a walk.

Wu Fei didn't let her go out, and the two were in a stalemate for a long time, and in the end, Wu Fei accompanied her out.

Lu Xiaoran also followed.

The three of them went out and went shopping in the city center.

Shen Yanlu grew up in this city since she was a child, her memories were very clean, she had no impression at all, she was completely unfamiliar, like coming to this city for the first time, and she had a certain novelty about everything.

Wu Fei was so happy when she saw her, but she also became happy, and accompanied her to buy east and west.

It was an accident to meet Lu Zhengxun.

This mall is the property of the Lu family, originally he was oppressed by Lu Zhengshen, idle at home, except for some handymen, he couldn't find any serious job. Now, he was recalled to the company and then assigned to manage the mall.

It's his first day, so he's free, so he'll come down and take a look.

is dressed in a formal suit, compared with before, it is like two people. A person born with a golden key, even if he falls later, the nobility on his body cannot be erased.

The natural clothes rack, walking in the crowd, is still the most eye-catching.

Shen Yanlu saw him first, he was talking to the assistant, his expression was focused, and he didn't see her.

It wasn't until I walked a few steps in front of her that I looked back as if I had noticed something.

When his eyes met, Shen Yanlu smiled at him. Wu Fei also saw him, grabbed Shen Yanlu, and said angrily, "Go." ”

Lu Zhengxun paused, his eyes stayed on Shen Yanlu's body for a moment, and then he turned his gaze away, as if he didn't see her, continued to talk to the assistant, and slowly walked away.

Her husband is not Lu Zhengshen, but Lu Zhengxun.

Wu Fei and the others were not clean, and she found a USB flash drive in the room, which contained a video of their marriage and many photos.

This USB flash drive was randomly thrown in the corner of the bed, a very inconspicuous position, and by chance, she found it.

Therefore, at the dinner table, what Lu Zhengxi said should be true.

It's good to forget such unbearable memories.

That was all in the past, she retracted her gaze, still with a smile on her face, and said to Wu Fei, "Let's go." ”

Wu Fei saw that her expression was indifferent, and she looked in the direction of Lu Zhengxun again, breathing a sigh of relief, but she scolded in her heart for being unlucky.

……

When Shi Wenyue woke up, he was on the plane.

Tan Yuehua sat next to her, still looking indifferent, noble and elegant.

"Wake up, are you hungry? Let the stewardess get you something to eat." ”

Shi Wenyue was stunned for a few seconds before she slowly came back to her senses, she pursed her lips, motionless, didn't say a word, just looked at the white clouds outside the window, not knowing what she was thinking.

Tan Yuehua looked at her, was silent for a while, called the flight attendant over, and ordered the meal.

When the meal came up, Shi Wenyue didn't move, and still sat in the same position.

At this time, Lin Jingcheng had already been buried, the funeral was very simple, he didn't have many friends, only a few close relatives were present.

According to local custom, the burial is carried out at a specified time.

Zhang Huixin fainted from crying, Lin Jingqing hugged the person, and tears kept falling.

Lin Wenwen came with Fang Yu, and she was quite calm.

She just hated again, all of this was caused by Lu Zhengshen, crying is useless, crying is the most useless thing. Death is the only choice that the weak use to contend with, she doesn't want to be the weak, in this world, only money and power are the most practical things.

She only understands the rules of this world better.

Don't expect to be emotionally moving, never again.

Better do it than wish it done.

On the day of Lin Jingcheng's burial, it was a good day, the sun was shining, the sky was sunny after the rain, and the sky was exceptionally blue.

After the funeral, Lin Wenwen didn't stay for a long time and left with Fang Yu.

Out of the cemetery, she swept her eyes and saw a car with a familiar license plate.

She took a closer look.

Fang Yu: "What's wrong?"

She shook her head, "It's nothing, let's go." ”

The two got into the car and drove home, and when the car drove past the car, Lin Wenwen took a fixed look.

The inky windows make it impossible to see anything clearly.

The funeral attendees left one after another, and soon, the entrance to the cemetery became clean again.

After a long time, Cen Jinghuai got out of the car, wearing sunglasses and holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand, and entered the garden.

……

Lin Jingcheng's affairs are relatively big, because he is on Weibo, so even Lin Nuan knows about it.

On the day she saw the news, she dropped a bowl.

Ji Silai walked to the kitchen door and saw her squatting on the ground with an abnormal expression.

She walked over and held her up, "What's wrong?"

Lin Nuan's brows furrowed slightly, unable to believe that this was a fact, "Do you have Chen Xueyi's contact information?"

Ji Silai didn't.

Here, unless Chen Xueyi took the initiative to contact them, they couldn't find anyone at all.

In the next few days, she kept an eye on the movement, until a reporter posted a photo of the funeral home and saw Zhang Huixin crying and falling to the ground, she had to believe that this was true.

Lin Jingcheng died and committed suicide by jumping off a building.

Her heart was like an angular stone, stuffy and painful.

However, this sadness can only be hidden in the heart and digested by yourself. The next day, she lived as if nothing happened.

She sat at home for a week and then went out to look for work.

Chen Xueyi re-established her identity, and her academic qualifications still copied her real academic qualifications. Chen Xueyi said that it can be used, and there is no need to be afraid of it anywhere. When he said this, Lin Nuan went to the local people's hospital to apply for a job.

Coincidentally, there is a shortage of staff in the obstetrics and gynecology department, and her education and qualifications are very good, and she can go to work in a week.

Chen Xueyi gave her a card before leaving, the amount in it is not large, and there will be a fixed amount of money coming in every month, so in fact, even if she doesn't go out to work, the four of them can live very comfortably.

But Lin Nuan didn't want to use the money, no matter what the way it came from, she didn't want to use it.

If it doesn't work, she will write it down. When her job is regular, she shouldn't have to take the money in the card anymore.

With Ji Silai here, she is also very relieved to go to work.

Life is gradually becoming dull. Those rights and wrongs were finally far away, and she got her wish and lived a peaceful life.

But in the dead of night, she still has nightmares and wakes up from her dreams.

probably did the most, Cen Jinghuai died on the street.

In short, this man died heroically in all kinds of tragic ways in her dreams. Sometimes, it is herself and her children, she always feels that she is bound by something, she feels that everything during the day is not real, and a peaceful life is a dream.

In fact, she still lives in the Lu family and lives a frightened life.

For this reason, she also went to see a psychiatrist, but because she could not fully cooperate and tell everything that had happened, the psychiatrist could not help her.

can only give her the most superficial advice.

Let her be more distracted, walk around when she has time, or put all her attention into work, make more friends, etc.

Lin Nuan did so, and she lived an active life and formed friendly relationships with her neighbors and colleagues.

She has a gentle personality and is approachable, and the nurses and doctors in the hospital easily become friends with her.

The days should be getting better and better, but the situation of her nightmares has not changed in the slightest.

She didn't know what the crux of the problem was.

Is it because it's not over yet?

Late at night, she stood in the kitchen drinking water.

Ji Silai got up to go to the toilet and saw that there was light in the kitchen, so he went over to take a look.

"Another nightmare?"

Lin Nuan nodded, exhaled, and rubbed his head, "No way, it's entangled with me." ”

"Why don't you go to see a Chinese medicine doctor and try to eat something calming? ”

Lin Nuan also thought about it, but she didn't like the taste of traditional Chinese medicine, it was so unpalatable, so she gave up trying.

She smiled and said, "Let's do it for now, I'll see a psychiatrist on Saturday." ”

"Well, then you go to bed early. ”

"Okay. ”

Ji Silai was about to go back, but Lin Nuan suddenly became a little gossipy, stopped her, and walked over, "I always forgot to ask, what is the relationship between you and Chen Xueyi?"

She was stunned for a moment and said, "It's a high school classmate." ”

"Is it first love?"

Lin Nuan asked very bluntly.

Ji Si glanced at her, "No, I'm the cousin of his first love." ”

Lin Nuan laughed, "It's so complicated. ”

"I didn't study after graduating from high school because of family reasons, and he also took care of me for my cousin's sake and gave me a little work to do. ”

"Oh. Lin Nuan looked at her.

Ji Silai's scalp was a little numb when he was watched, and explained: "Don't think about it, it is impossible for a person like me to have anything to do with him." ”

"What kind of person are you?"

Ji Silai smiled bitterly, not knowing what to say.

But Lin Nuan didn't want her to be embarrassed, "You're very good, you're very beautiful." ”

"What's the use of being pretty. ”

"Who said it's useless, in this face-looking society, it's useful to be beautiful. Moreover, you don't have to give up on yourself, you have money now, you can still study, the old people are in college, and you are not too late. I'll help you take a look at the self-exam, and if there is an institution here, sign up to study. ”

She shook her head, "I'm going to help you take care of the baby." ”

"It's okay, let's go take a look first, I'll arrange the time then." ”

Ji Silai's eyes were bright, which showed that she was interested and eager.

Lin Nuan didn't ask her family and past in depth, in her place, these are not very important, and her willingness to work hard is the most important.

Ji Silai was originally going to sleep, but after thinking about it, he walked back and asked, "Are you worried about Cen Jinghuai too much?"

Lin Nuan frowned, this name, coming out of Ji Silai's mouth, was like a stranger.

"Who is Cen Jinghuai?"

Ji Silai smiled and said, "I've heard you call me several times, when I was dreaming. ”

"Yes?"

"Yes, there will be naps. ”

Lin Nuan frowned and said lightly, "I don't know him." ”

She took a sip of water, then got up to go to bed.

Because she has nightmares at night, the two children are now sleeping with Ji Silai.

She slept in a small room, alone, and was at ease.

She turned on the night light and lay on the bed to concentrate, this will not be sleepy, she took the phone and swiped it for a while, but she didn't have any thoughts.

……

Haicheng calmed down for a while.

Sheng Jiren's plan is going on slowly, and it can't be done overnight.

And Cen Jinghuai just took over everything from Lu Zhengshen, and he must slowly digest and integrate.

A's status is considered to be the top position within AS, and he needs to take over a lot of things. The four A's have different power forces, some are big and some are small, and it also depends on A's ability, how many people can be controlled, and A's achievements.

Lu Zhengshen has not been a good time as A, and even if he swallows the Wei family, the power he gets is still not very great.

In A's position, there are relatively more secrets that can be obtained than before, but even if it comes to A, it is still unknown who the leader of this organization is.

If you want to annihilate in one fell swoop, it is not enough.

A month later, Shen Yanlu left for Canada.

Before leaving, she still took Lu Xiaoran to say goodbye to Cen Jinghuai.

Cen Jinghuai took an hour out of the noon to have lunch with her.

Cen Jinghuai didn't say much, in fact, there was nothing to say, after eating, he just said a word of cherishment, more of a warning to Lu Xiaoran.

He didn't want a second Lu Zhengshen to come out in the future.

When Lu Zhengxun came, the time was just right.

Shen Yanlu didn't expect Cen Jinghuai to call him over.

"You guys talk slowly, I have something to do, let's go first. As he spoke, he took Lu Xiaoran away and left space for the two of them.

Shen Yanlu looked at Lu Zhengxun and was a little nervous.

He stood next to him and did not sit down.

Shen Yanlu smiled and said, "You sit down, you're here, just say a few words." ”

She's very generous, and she doesn't remember anything anyway, so naturally it's nothing.

Lu Zhengxun sat down as he said.

The waiter brought him a glass of water and took away all the utensils on the table.

Shen Yanlu said: "I'll leave tomorrow." ”

"Very good, I wish you a nice journey. ”

"Actually, I have a lot of things I want to ask you, but then, I remembered that you already have a wife, so I thought, I don't need to ask, right?"

Lu Zhengxun raised his eyes to look at her, his expression was calm, looking at her bright, not sorrowful eyes, showing a slight smile, and said: "Live well, you are a good girl, always." You don't have to take what my brother said before, he said it on purpose, in fact, you have never done anything like that. You are a good wife, I didn't cherish it, it's me who is bad, I'm sorry. ”

Shen Yanlu was stunned, a little unsure of what to say, and then smiled.

They sat on the edge of the floor-to-ceiling window, she sat in the sunshine, and when she laughed, she looked very good, and the whole person seemed to be glowing, as if she had returned to the confident and happy Shen Yanlu.

Lu Zhengxun watched, and after a long time, he also laughed, he lowered his head at the right time, and his eyes were a little hot.

He thought that if everything was all over again, he would not snatch her like that. It's a pity that everything can't be started all over again, and you can only go all the way.