Chapter 438: Elixir of Love

Maybe I chatted for a long time, but I couldn't say anything important. Liu Xuan didn't know how the two of them came to a situation where they were speechless, and finally had to hang up the phone and let Xue Baixuan rest.

He understood that there had been a problem between the two of them for a long time, and it didn't start from normal, maybe the problem between them started from Shangguan Jinyue, or maybe it was wrong from the beginning. I should have told the other party from the beginning that my real name was Liu Shi'an.

That way, they can avoid a lot of unimportant troubles, the name represents a lot of meanings, and even if there is something that can't be said, a lot of things can be mined from the name.

Although he is a veteran of the love field, he is not very good at dealing with his own emotional problems. Because he doesn't know how to deal with the person he really likes, and now it's just a stalemate.

He didn't have time to deal with emotional problems, especially when he was caught up in so many things around him, but a Shangguan family kept questioning himself, Guan also ran out inexplicably, and I don't know if he should be glad that Dao Ye has no children.

If Dao Ye has a child, the whole situation will be like a pot of porridge, and I don't know how to face it.

By the way, isn't Dao Ye always in love with his wife? Maybe he can talk to the other party, and the other party may also give him some good advice, at least in these aspects, they can still talk.

Although the relationship between the two people is not very close, and they are not so trusting, they do not have a relationship with each other anyway, and they do not want to expose each other, so it should be okay.

Liu Xuan found Dao Ye, and then made up his story, reinvented Xue Baixuan's situation, and asked Dao Ye for advice on how to get along.

"I thought there was only one Miss Shangguan by your side, but I didn't expect there to be a lot of confidantes, but this is also a normal thing, how can there really be only one person around people in the rivers and lakes. ”

"Don't laugh at me. I know that I am not qualified to tell you about this, because you are the only one in your life, and I ...... But I'm genuinely asking you for advice. ”

Do you think love can be taught? I believe that you are a veteran of the love field, and you should understand that these two words are never simple. Even if you are a thousand sails, it is impossible to be cloudy. ”

"I didn't think about it that way, but it was absolutely impossible for me to see such a situation, unless I could be free from outside control. But I can't, but because I have a name in addition to Liu Xuan, and many people know this name. ”

In fact, this is a good name, your parents hope that you are healthy in everything, this is a name with hope, and you have successfully done it, and you are the only one in the Liu family who survives. ”

"But you know that the surname Liu means that I have a lot of things to do, and if I admit that I am Liu Shi'an, then I have to pay my share of responsibility. But many of their lives are different from mine, so you know I can't force anything. ”

"You're trying to say that in the past, you also pursued a quiet life, but when you go back to Liu Shi'an's name, you know that you have to be a person wearing a mask, even if this person is fake and disgusting. But for the sake of the Liu family, you have to do it. ”

"The Liu family has never asked me what kind of person I have to become, as you said, everything is healthy. But just because they didn't ask for it doesn't mean I don't need to do it, especially as a rich kid, everyone has a heavy burden on their shoulders. ”

"Speaking of which, you just want to ask me for the elixir of love, so I can tell you directly that the word love is incomprehensible, how can it be so easy. It's like me and my wife, you really think that a lifetime is so easy to say, out of the three-word promise. ”

"I don't understand what you mean, you haven't done it, you keep your own promises, I also admire this very much, what you dare not say. ”

"But you don't know how much we sacrificed for this promise, or how much she sacrificed to be exact, because in many cases the love of a mouse and a cat is a dangerous complement to each other, unless one of them renounces his identity, and the two may not be so opposed. ”

"Didn't you give up certain things, though I don't know what it was, but I'm sure you loved your lady very much. ”

"It's love, but I don't have that much courage, she made such a big sacrifice for me, but I didn't make concessions for her. If I did what she wanted, do you think I'd still be here now? ”

"How is it an illusion to wash your hands in a golden basin? You should not have touched it now, I believe that the reason why those gangsters are in awe of you is only because they still have a thin face about the past. ”

"There are some things I can't explain to you in detail, but I hope you can understand, no one wants to give up their persistence halfway, my biggest wish has always been to sit in the leading position, I think I was not far from this position, the most promising is me. ”

"What do you mean by saying this to me now? I thought you and your wife were in love, didn't you?"

"It's true, but I still admit that I can't stand her. It's not about emotional betrayal, but about the weakness of the heart, if I insisted enough to give up the opportunity to climb up, I wouldn't be what I am now. ”

"What is it like now? Do you think that your wife has become like this because of you, it has nothing to do with you, especially as a person in the rivers and lakes, you can't get out of it for the rest of your life. ”

I'm not trying to exonerate myself. I dare to swear that I am worthy of my heart in any way, but in terms of feelings, I can only say that she has done more than me, so I am worried about her now and try my best to save her, because I owe her too much. ”

"But after believing that you have a deep love between you, you are now going to tell me that you are only guilty of guilt? And I feel as if I can feel your deep love for her from your words, how can you describe that?"

"It's love between us, and I've never denied that. It's just that love alone is not enough, if you want to last for a long time, you have to feel guilty for a day, otherwise you think that there will be no passion after a long time. Something very dangerous is going to happen.

You mean betrayal and cheating?"

"It can only be said that you look at feelings too simply, and a long-term relationship will inevitably contain a lot of things. I don't know what the responsibilities, obligations, and interests are in your love? I'm not sure, but I believe that your feelings should be real, because your troubles are real. ”

"I used to think that love is constantly cut, the reason is still messy, don't solve it if you can't solve it, and when things are diluted, everything will be said, there is no big problem, but afterwards I found out that it is not, even if it is diluted, these topics will still be brought out when they quarrel in the future. ”

"You don't have to define love, there is no such thing as love in this world, love still needs to be managed by yourself little by little, what do you need to do? I believe that you will eventually find your own answer in the future, no one can help you. ”

"But I'm confused, and you know that because of Jin Yue's identity, there are many times when I can't tell people about these things. When I talk about others, I may think that Shangguan Jinyue and I are simply a match made in heaven, how can there still be a relationship with others, or just change one. ”

"Change one, change what? Someone you like? FiancΓ©e? Directly find a daughter with the same status as Shangguan Jinyue, then I'm afraid it will become a commercial marriage, but with your current situation, the Liu family doesn't have much of a splash, and who you want to marry is also a problem. ”

"No, I haven't thought about business marriages, I've always rejected this word, in the past, Jin Yue ran away because of family marriages, so we met by chance. ”

"You said that I don't have a daughter, so when you get close to me, you don't worry about too much scandal, I also have a little bit to do with the young lady of the Guan family, but it's just a meal, they make such a fuss, can it be said that the old man Shangguan is not confident at all. ”

"What's not confident about him, everything in the Shangguan family was obtained by him for nothing, but he was provoked, probably because his self-esteem was hurt, who knows how they get along with each other. ”

"The reason why we don't have children is because we are afraid that the children will be harmed. The identities of both of us cannot be disclosed, she gave up her beloved career for me, and has been hiding behind me, if there is a child, then it may not be a weakness, and the danger factor is not guaranteed at that time. ”

"You just want not to put your children in danger, so you don't have children, and your whole life is just a life for two people. ”

"Yes, love is inherently difficult to hold, and having children may be able to maintain some, but it will only be family affection, not love. We don't reject children, we just don't want to have children when we are confused, and then we want to, but we find out that my identity is more dangerous. ”

For what Dao Ye said, Liu Xuan understood. He had also thought about these things before, and if he had someone he liked in the future, he could protect her, but if he had children, if he had many children, had his own home, and had relatives, could he protect everyone?

If they lived in Mogu for the rest of their lives, there would be no such problem, but now that everyone has come out, once they leave Mogu, it will be difficult to protect all the people around them without protection.

It's easy to fall in love and it's hard to stay together, especially if your identity is just a simple Liu Xuan or Liu Shi'an, then this matter is not so difficult to solve, but it's a pity that your two identities become much more complicated when you join a person's body.

Liu Shi'an and Shangguan Jinyue are a match made in heaven, but Liu Xuan is not, Liu Xuan has always had his own crisis. Even if he tried his best to protect the person he loved, there was no way to keep the other party completely unharmed.

And wearing a mask in the business circle, it doesn't mean that he won't lose his skin one day, if he is really pulled out by others, he used to be the identity of the super soldier king, and I don't know what kind of earth-shattering changes will happen.

Can he take Shangguan Jinyue and fly away? It's not that simple, because they still have their relatives, and he can't ignore Shangguan Jinyue's thoughts in the slightest.

This world is a web, a big pillar, everyone is between us, there is a circle of connections around us, and it is very difficult to let go of any relationship, because the cobwebs are closely connected.