Liu Xuan didn't think that he didn't understand Xue Baixuan at any time. Because there are many similarities between the two of them, they are also very much in love, and the two of them respect each other like a real couple.

He also admitted that maybe there were too many people in his heart, didn't he say that only one scoop of weak water was 3,000? But he felt that his feelings were not only from dopamine impulses, but also many of them that he couldn't control.

I don't know why I go to love. Sometimes, if the clear way is clear, it may not be the real feeling. He can still tell what love is and what is ambiguous.

Even though he knew a lot of people and met a lot of beautiful girls. But for him, there are not many people who can really live in his heart, and there are not many people who can be recognized by him. Xue Baixuan is also a very important existence to himself, otherwise he would not have been willing to meddle in his affairs and work hard for her from the beginning.

Although the situation was not very complicated for him at that time, he did not need to spend much energy. But provoking Tianhai Group for no reason is an act that a normal person would not do, if it weren't for Xue Baixuan, he wouldn't have done that.

Of course, now that I think about it, everything has a cause and effect. He met Shangguan Jinyue a long time ago, but when he saw it again, it was because of the master's special arrangement, so he met Shangguan Jinyue and Xue Baixue, and was discovered by Bian Yanli by chance.

Sometimes he couldn't figure out how these things had come to where he was today. Everyone can control their own lives, that's just a false imagination, isn't it actually pushing fate away?

If you can really control your life, then your loved ones will not leave you, your friends will not die inexplicably, and there will not be some things that you don't know about.

He knew that if he wanted to live an easy life, he couldn't be too sober. But Liu Xuan has always lived like this, and he doesn't want to make changes for anyone.

Anyway, in the mall, he can go with the flow and be the one who wears the mask, just to achieve his own ends, whatever it is. Even if it was something that he didn't bother to do before, he can still do it now, as long as he can revive the glory of the Liu family.

"Do you remember the promise you made to me? You said that you would accompany me back to my hometown, and then we would live together in the Xue family's mansion, and you would also buy a big house for my family and my neighbors, do you remember all this?" Xue Baixuan asked.

"I remember. I remember everything I said clearly. I haven't done it yet, but I remember it very well, and I know that it probably won't be 100% done now. ”

"No, let's just say I don't know you well enough. If I had known you from the beginning, I would have known that you would not be able to fulfill such a promise. It's okay to buy a house, because you don't lack money, and for you it's nothing more than a vent, a very happy show-off. ”

"Xuanxuan, why do you think of me so much? For your relatives and the people around you, I think they are also my relatives, I also want them to live well, and I also want them to be good to you. I also want to see in their eyes that the two of us have a good relationship and there are no problems. ”

"But the more things happen, the more I get to know you, and you don't like a quiet life at all. Your life has always been full of thrills and thrills, even if it is a roller coaster. ”

"But those are not my choices, the Liu family has changed dramatically, and many times I have to make other choices. Therefore, no one is born with the right to choose, all people are passively accepting, when you have a fixed mind, sometimes you will find that you want to choose and have no chance. ”

"I admit the matter of the Liu family, but I don't dare to say anything about the choice. Because everyone's life experience is different, I can't judge your life because of feelings. But now I'm not accusing you of anything, because I didn't wake up in the first place. Carried away by love. ”

"What you mean is that I deceived you and led to where we are today. Even though many times we think that we have opened it and the problem has been solved, in fact, the real problem has been buried deep in the bottom of our hearts and has not been opened. ”

"I'm not trying to trouble you, I'm trying to make it clear, I don't like to feel like this all the time. I've been busy in Zhongzhou these days, and it stands to reason that I should be very fulfilling, but my heart is uneasy. Because I'm thinking about you. ”

"What's the matter with me? It's because I haven't contacted you for a while, so when you see Jin Yue's circle of friends, you suspect that I care more about the ambiguous relationship, so you specially called me. ”

"Do you think the people I really care about are those who care? Concern is not the first one, nor is it the object of my threat. I can't tell you how many times I've felt uneasy, but I know that you are very good, and there are many people who like you, and I can't dominate you alone. ”

"Xuanxuan ......"

"You let me finish. I have always understood that what I lack is not only the status of the president, but also a certain brain. This world has always been the law of the jungle, in fact, human society is not much different from the animal world, the essence is the same. ”

"What do you mean by that? What are you thinking in your heart right now, I can explain to you what you care about, and I can even confront you with your concerns. As for the rest, I can only say that if you trust me, you will be fine, and if you don't, I can't do anything. ”

"When I mentioned the animal world to you, that is. For the excellent you, it is like a piece of fat hanging on a high fragrance, and we are all animals with our heads held high and ready to enjoy a delicious meal. We need to fight for you because you're the only one, but there are many. ”

"I didn't think there would be such a problem between us. As I said, even though I've had a lot of problems like what you said, it's not what you think. You're not a competitor, and if you are, you're only a winner. ”

"Did I win? When have I ever won, probably only in the Snow House, and I was very touched by your promise when I was in the Snow House. But I found out afterwards that the matter of moving was not for me alone, and the president must be the first. ”

"A tranquil life may be something that Liu Xuan can have, but it is impossible for Liu Shi'an to have it. Even if I still call Liu Xuan's name now, you know that my body is the blood of the Liu family, and I can't do nothing. Liu Xuan explained.

"So I'm confused. You want to revive the Liu family, you have a mission that you want to complete, even if these families don't ask you or give you any tasks, but you still feel that you need to do this, you must complete it. And we, however, with those who don't matter, can only be at the back. ”

"I don't know what you all think, but I've been thinking about it for a while. Not for anything else, just for myself, I was lucky to have survived, and I couldn't just think about my own happiness and forget the mission of my family. ”

"The Liu family is long gone, although I shouldn't have said that, because I always knew that this was your biggest sore spot, and I shouldn't have rubbed salt in your wounds. Even when it comes to such words, the most euphemistic words will make you sad. But it's true, and I don't want you to stay in the dark. ”

"Then do you think I'm really unconscious? At least in my opinion, there is no time when I am more sober than now, I thought that the Liu family had long been a part of my life, so even if I hesitated to the end, I would still do it. ”

"I see, because reviving the Liu family is what you have to do. You need to do something in the imperial capital, because the glory of the Liu family back then is not easy to copy, and you still need to find a lot of people who can help you, so it must be not just the Guan family. ”

"Do you think I'm not looking for people to take advantage of? I don't need that, because I think that in life, in fact, they are just mutual use, and people have interests, except between mothers and children, and that's because of love, even if it's a lover and a friend, it can't be said that there is no self-interest at all. ”

"It turns out that except for what you think is the big love, you have divided everything else into small loves, and these little loves seem to be very unbearable by you. ”

"I didn't mean that, I just wanted to explain it to you. I also like the tranquil life, even if I didn't tell you directly, but my teacher is also such a place. My heart is yearning, but you know that what you yearn for is often difficult to achieve. ”

"Isn't it difficult? Didn't you say that your teacher is a place like that? My hometown is also a place like that, and I believe that there are many places in this world where you can have such a life, but you didn't make such a choice. ”

"How did I make such a choice? I always felt like my parents were watching me from heaven, they were watching my every move, and even though they didn't say that I wanted to avenge them, I knew that the urge was always there. ”

Liu Xuan felt that his family was so miserable because the Sun family was sabotaging, otherwise he would not have been ruined. So she never regretted revenge, but after revenge, he was also confused for a while.

He didn't know where he should go, there were many things he could do, he could be his super soldier king as before, and then use his spare time to help Shangguan Jinyue make the Jinyue Group better.

But he felt that no matter how good the Jinyue Group was, what was the use, his name was not equal to the Jinyue Group. Although he is not a person who cares about interests so much, when he dreams of his parents, he can still see his parents' eyes on him, and he is full of expectations.

Liu Xuan felt that he had no chance to honor his parents in this life, and he watched his parents grow old slowly, because they had long since disappeared into that time and space.

Naturally, the parents would not ask to stay and do anything, because under the circumstances at that time, it was impossible to save their lives, maybe their parents did not think that they could still live, and for them, life was probably the only last hope.

Since they are alive, they must live well, and most people don't just survive to have something to eat, isn't there still a so-called ideal realm? Liu Xuan also thought about whether he should also pursue his own ideals.

His ideal is to be a free and easy super soldier king, without any constraints, only do what he likes, and accept it selectively.

But he also knows that this kind of life is not bound by anything, so when his identity in Liushan is known to more people, he knows that this kind of life may be too far away from him.

Liu Shi'an is a child of the Liu family, and everyone is expected to do something. Whether they say it is laughing or friendly, all eyes are on it.

So for Liu Xuan, his every move represents the Liu family. He doesn't want to disappoint his parents, let alone disgrace the Liu family, all he can do is to revive the glory of the Liu family, so that he can be worthy of his parents.