Qualifications.

What the hell is this Nima?

It is completely artificially distorted, and it is completely unreasonable emotion. In fact, what is reasonable in my head, and what is not distorted?

There is no credit and hard work, what kind of bullshit is this, as if you must find something to say for the character. In any case, it's all whitewash and it's distorted.

It seems, the old man must be respected. Whether the old man is an old man at home or an old man in the unit, he must be respected. Of course, this has something to do with the power system of the empire. Most of the people in the upper echelons of the empire are almost middle-aged or above who have the right to speak.

With the removal of senescent cells, as well as the popularization of genetic customization technology, the lifespan of the Imperial people has greatly increased. And as a result, sixty-year-olds have just entered middle age.

At this point, seniority becomes an important measure.

Alas, what am I still talking about?

Is there anything real in this society?

For the elderly, it seems that at such an age, I have to give in and something like that. Of course, I can make concessions to the whole world, it is a false world at all, what difference does it make to fight or not?

It's like adults playing Dragon Quest with children, fighting for a certain piece of equipment, what difference does it make for adults?

The opinions in my head are not true, there is nothing to say, just kill it.

However, there are no views and insights that can bind me to do certain things or not to do certain things.

It's noisy!

It's getting noisy in my head again!

I can't talk to people, I'm like a dynamite keg, and a random word can detonate myself. I can't pretend to be a certain character anymore, pretend to show a certain character attribute, why do I still apply the role of Yuan Changwen?

I want to be alone, no one cares about or loves, and there is no distortion about human beings at all. Suddenly I feel that this kind of environment is great, and "I need someone to accompany me", which is just a consensus of most people. No one would believe that it would be nice to be lonely for a long time, but in fact, I gradually became reluctant to communicate with people, and it was too much trouble.

So, the mind must be quieted. If I'm interacting with the avatar in my head everywhere I go, does that make any difference?

The virtual data in my head, I don't know what the purpose is, just keep talking and talking, constantly showing some character attributes, or, becoming some kind of bridge background for me to show a certain character attributes.

Yuan Changwen was wrapped in the lake, and this package was not only around his body, but also bound his heart and soul. It's not as hard as a shackle, as if as long as you exert yourself, you can easily push away the lake around you. However, nothing worked, and at some unknown point, other lakes had filled the place where they had been pushed away.

In addition to futility, there is only helplessness.

Fighting with the characters is like pushing away the lake around you, and there is no end to it. Burn the character, burn it all, throw the crystal ball in your hand, nothing is not to be discarded.

That's right, after giving up on this, am I still me? Doesn't that just show that the things that make up the characters are not sacrosanct at all, and they are not always real or something. The character itself is false.

So, why do I want to keep the character, or rather, why do I have to get into the character and interact with people?

Show that the character of Yuan Changwen is a funny and humorous person? Show that the character is a positive and hard-working person? Show that the character is a filial child, a good father, and an excellent family leader?

Or, is the character a practitioner who walks on the path of truth and will do anything for the sake of truth? Is he a good teacher, humble and full of benevolent smiles?

The people and things in my head are constantly repeated, and I am happy to interact with them, resulting in all kinds of fantasy scenes. After all, it is just to express a certain attribute of the character, so as to affirm the real existence of the character.

Yuan Changwen was so uncomfortable, such a gentle thing in the lake seemed very heavy at the moment. It seems that the lake water made up of small droplets can easily crush itself to smithereens. Obviously, the lake water did not enter the body, but this suffocation feeling became stronger and stronger, and it seemed that the head could no longer hold more.

It's not about making life better, it's not about compromising with life. I always think that everything I do helps to change my life for the better. No, life is false, and there is no compromise between truth and falsehood. So, everything I'm doing now, except ruining my life, is destroying my life.

It's a way to test, if one day I find that what I'm doing makes life better, and makes my character feel confident and self-respecting, then I must have been deceived.

If you are crazy to move on, why am I not crazy? If anger is enough to swing a knife and kill, why am I not angry?

A person buys a piece of clothing and finds that it is of poor quality, so he puts his situation online.

What does this mean? It only means that the clothes that this person bought are of poor quality, and nothing else says anything else. I always subconsciously analyze, is this store too bad? Do I want to start it? Will I lose money?

Weighing it in your head, it's just so troublesome and simply unreasonable, and it's all just speculation. Distortions of perceptions and opinions have torn the world apart.

Perhaps, this is the world that the artist shows in his paintings, crookedly and crookedly not knowing what he is painting. People are not like people, ghosts are not like ghosts, the colors have no logic at all, and they are not at all popular to watch.

Seeing the world through the cognition in the mind, maybe in the eyes of those artists, this is distorted and nonsense. Of course, who knows how, and even if the paintings are originals, they don't even know.

I don't know anything.

Characters will have a lot of twists, like I can't lose. This nervous sense of self makes the whole person completely tense, and also makes the character always in a state of worry full of moisture. The moisture permeated my surroundings and was very uncomfortable.

But it's not the exaggerated pain of burning and pinprick like that, as if I can still bear this kind of worry.

Everything must not suffer, or in other words, it cannot be a "loss" in one's own cognition. Every choice must be the best, and it is only the "best" in one's own perception.

It's like the water doesn't dare to go downhill along the terrain, and doesn't dare to wind along the terrain, just stay in the environment that you are familiar with, and then don't dare to move at all. After all, in their own cognition, who knows what the hell it will be to follow the terrain?

This is how life is enclosed in an environment that shapes it called fear. It is indeed very stable, calm as a pool of stagnant water, and there is no fear of the unknown happening.

Of course, there will still be natural and man-made disasters, but I pretend not. Death followed closely, too, but I still pretended that it would be at least a long time before I died.

Twist.