Chapter 36 Living in the Tang Family
Tang Xi's eyes were red, he sighed heavily, his big hand gently held my face, met my teary eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Is it okay to marry me, let me love you well for the rest of my life, okay?"
Through the tears I saw his seriousness and sincerity, with tears in my eyes I nodded heavily, crying and asking, "Why are you so good to me, why do you marry me?"
Tang Xi knelt on the ground and moved his knees to get closer to me, hugged my shoulders and hugged me into his arms. Rao is his movements are gentle and cautious, but it still hurts my heart, and the little thorns are being brushed against me at the moment.
Seeing me frowning, Tang Xi asked me nervously, "Did it hurt you?"
I shook my head, forcibly holding back the discomfort in my heart, and sighed: "I only ask you one word, and only ask you once, will you mind my past." With that, I lowered my head and did not dare to look at his face, for I was afraid that he would say something that would break my heart.
I never thought I was a fragile person, but if he said something nasty at this moment, I couldn't guarantee that my little heart wouldn't hurt, that I wouldn't be sad and sad.
Tang Xi held my face, let me look him in the eyes, and said sincerely: "Don't mind, everyone will have a past, I will heal your past sorrows, I will bury your despair for you, and I will pay for all your unhappiness! I am not very good at talking to love, I just want you to understand that the people who have lived with me since childhood have never had one Mu Tianxue." β
Looking at him affectionately, I laughed out loud without giving face, clutched my stomach and fell on the bed, and silently cried: "But I mind, I mind more than anyone else.|I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I mind, I mind." β
That night, after all, we still didn't talk about anything, and at noon on the fourth day, I left the hospital with Tang Xi after completing the discharge procedures. Sitting in his car, I was slightly scared. I was afraid to get too close to him, I was scared and cautious at the same time. I had always disguised my inferiority complex under a hippie smile, and now that it was mercilessly revealed, my self-esteem was so small that I could not see it.
Standing in front of a villa that was even more magnificent than the previous Tang Xi's villa, I only felt that my neck was about to break, and the sculpture that shone with golden light was about to blind my eyes.
My past has always been a scar for me, and the only reason why it was because I had unreliable parents. I'm not afraid that my family will be poor and eat chaff, but I'm afraid that my parents will be unreliable. My brother Mu Tianyun is twenty-eight this year, and the reason why he is not married or even has a girlfriend is due to my unreliable parents.
Who knows how many ultimatums my parents gave me an ultimatum to me and forced me to break up with him in the name of being good for me? The slender little fingers are distinctly jointed, and when they grow up, they may be able to play a good piano.
Because of this, I didn't go home for two whole years, and I didn't talk to my parents. It wasn't until Song Cheng cheated and completely abandoned me that I realized that maybe no one in this world would be good to me anymore. So I have to learn to be stronger, to be kind to myself, to be better. One of my son's lives was lost in their hands, and the life they gave me was canceled out, and I never owed it again. That's a phrase I've been thinking about a lot for more than two years, so I've dug a pit in my memories and buried myself with my own hands.
It wasn't until later that Tang Xi appeared, announcing to the world as my fiancΓ©, so that all people cast envious eyes on me, or sincerely or falsely said to me a blessing that you have found Ruyi Langjun. In fact, this Ruyi Langjun in the eyes of the world is just a Ruyi Langjun in the eyes of my parents, and he has nothing to do with me.
As soon as the car drove into the courtyard, the servants in the villa trotted and stood on the side of the road respectfully waiting, even if Tang Xi didn't tell me at this moment, I could guess where this was. This is the villa village of the Tang family, and the people living in the villa group are all surnamed Tang, and they are all relatives such as Tang Xi's uncle.
Tang Xi took my hand and walked inside, but such a serious atmosphere only made me want to escape. He took me back to his home, what did he want to do?
"Tang Xi, why did you bring me here?" Sitting in the room that their family had prepared for me in advance, I asked Tang Xi in a cold voice.
Tang Xi sat next to me distressedly, stretched out his hand and gently took me into his arms, and his cool lips fell on my forehead, bringing me a hint of coolness. He sighed lightly and said helplessly: "I'm afraid that I won't be able to take care of you, Sister-in-law Lin in my hometown is very good at taking care of people, I will ask her to recuperate and recuperate for you, don't fall into the root of the disease." β
I sneered, but I only felt a little tingling in my heart, was it because I had agreed to his proposal last night, so he brought me here today without asking for my opinion.
I admit that I do have a good impression of him, and a person who has not been cared for for for so many years suddenly meets a person who is kind to him, and it is a lie to say that he is not moved and not moved!
I am touched and grateful, he gave me confidence and courage, but that doesn't mean that I will accept his arbitrary arrangement of my life.
Maybe I was really said by Tang Xi, I am a person with no heart, he is indifferent to me, he snubs me and I turn a blind eye, how many people can do it with such determination? !
In a popular phrase: The reason why I was unintentional was only because I was also an amorous seed back then, but unfortunately I was drowned in the water. So I began to doubt everything, I doubted that the sea was rotten for a long time, I didn't believe in love, and I didn't trust marriage.
Although Xiao He, a dead woman, has always been enviable, she is an outlier and does not commend her, but I really envy her. As the saying goes, there is no cat that doesn't steal, but her husband Qin Tianyu has climbed to this position, and he can still be a good man with twenty-four filial piety, which is really admirable.
Our three sisters, as long as one of us can be happy, it is enough, happiness, for us are luxuries, not necessarily have to have. If you don't have it, you don't hesitate, and if you have it, it's better. How to say that sentence, if there is a change, there will be encouragement, although it is not suitable for here, but there is some truth.
"Tang Xi, why are you so kind to me?" I muttered as I stared at his side face. I didn't expect him to answer, but I couldn't help but ask.
His eyelashes moved, and the corners of his mouth hid a shallow smile, warming people's hearts: "Because, you are Mu Tianxue, the only Mu Tianxue in the world." β