Now, my husband and I are drifting apart, when my husband was studying in the United States, he actually played extramarital affairs behind my back, betraying our love and marriage, I don't know if he will think of me when he betrays me, whether he will feel guilty about me, whether he will remember the ups and downs we have gone through over the years...

I don't know when I was tired of him, tired of this kind of marriage, and looking forward to another person appearing in my life, saving me from the sea of suffering, and bringing me laughter and happiness.

In the past few years, time has passed in a hurry, and I have been struggling with the bitterness of love and marriage, unable to extricate myself. But when I went back this time, I knew that everything should be over, and that one was over, but I was afraid, afraid..."

After reading quietly, Li Shaohui had a lot of thoughts, cutting and sorting like a gossamer. The words in the letter are tactful, sad and sweet, sweet and sad, which is exactly the portrayal of Xia Xue's mood that night, and the most inexplicable thing in Li Shaohui's heart is that she is willing to let go of everything and do her best to help him because of a smile similar to He Yonghui, which shows how deep her love for He Yonghui is.

And the matter of Xiao Bei in the letter made Li Shaohui even more sad, he silently turned on his mobile phone and played the most familiar song--- "Don't Cry, My Favorite Person".

Don't cry, my loved one, I'm blooming like an epiphany tonight.

In the most beautiful moment, your tears will wither irretrievably.

Don't cry, my loved one, I know that I will never wake up again.

Blinking in the most beautiful night sky, my eyes are the brightest stars.

Do you remember that I was proud to say that I was here in this world?

…

The lyrics are beautiful, the melody is sad, Li Shaohui is close to each other, and once indulged in the past.

At this time, the sun was setting in the west, and although the afterglow had not yet disappeared, the moon had already hung high in the sky, casting a soft light. Suddenly, another dark cloud hit, covering the embarrassing sunset and the afterglow of the sunset, and the sky suddenly darkened, and then the house also went dark.

Li Shaohui turned off the long-circulating songs, looked at the dark house, and became more and more depressed, this long night, he really didn't know how to spend it, so he simply turned on the TV, in order to kill time and dissipate his mood.

What was shown on TV was an Italian drama film, in which the familiar actors and beautiful scenery gave Li Shaohui an illusion of déjà vu.

The film tells the story of a 13-year-old boy during World War II, during the most vigorous adolescent restlessness of hormone secretion, he became obsessed with a amorous young woman who was many years older than him, and he fantasized about reliving romance with this young woman all the time. It's just that with the development of the storyline, this beautiful and innocent young woman began to gradually fall into the abyss, because of the misinformation of her husband's death on the front, the people of the town had no last restraint, and began to stretch out their sinful hands to her, those seemingly kind men coveted her from the beginning to the last rape and possession, and those seemingly passionate women envied her from the beginning to later rejected and framed, and the reason for the young woman's misfortune turned out to be the beauty she was proud of.

The film uses a romantic approach to reveal the ugliness hidden under the goodness in human nature, and expounds the overwhelming destruction of individual excellence among mediocre beings.

Suddenly, Li Shaohui remembered that he and Xia Xue had also watched this film in the cinema, that is, on the night of his birthday, at that time, the long-term promise made an unprecedented phone call to him, but for some reason he hung up again without saying a word, which made him bored and drank a lot of wine, so when he arrived at the cinema, he only watched a few times, and then lay on the chair and fell asleep.

Xia Xue, who was crying for this, also complained that Li Shaohui was incomprehensible, saying that it was her favorite movie, and she wanted to enjoy it with him once, but she didn't expect her to be so ignorant, it was like playing the piano to a cow.

Now that I think about it, Li Shaohui understands why Xia Xue loves this film so much, and how similar the tenderness and misfortune of the heroine Marlena in the film are to her, which is simply a microcosm of her. The graceful and swaying demeanor, the pungent and kind character, the lazy and elegant demeanor, and the tragic and desolate fate have attracted countless people to worship madly, and countless people have also attracted countless people to ravage and destroy, and countless people have been filled with emotion and sighs.

When Xia Xue had not divorced He Yonghui, and when Lu Yuan had not yet gone abroad to study, those men in the company had nothing but a little bit of rhetoric about Xia Xue, who dared to have misdeeds?

But when Xia Xue divorced, when the company was rumored that Lu Yuan had lost power, and when the matter of Xia Xue and that Xue Gong was rumored, those people in the company were like the people in the small town in the film, and they tore off their masks of kindness one after another, and began to show their teeth and claws to Xia Xue, such as Tian Zhao's teasing and bullying.

What about Li Shaohui himself? He was just a villain among the crowd, and from the very beginning, he was not tempted by her beauty and just wanted to take advantage of her? Why didn't he always harbor ill intentions under the guise of being a brother and sister?

If not, he knew that the Chengdu project was a wolf's den, and knew that the person surnamed Xue had ill intentions towards Xia Xue, but he still begged her to win the project for him at all costs.

Why is this the case? Li Shaohui lowered his head in pain, frowned and pondered, could it be that under the disguise of his kindness, he also hid an ugly heart? Could it be that in his dirty subconscious, Xia Xue, a woman with all kinds of amorous feelings, would not be clean at all, and she was a woman who could be a husband?

At the end of the film, the protagonist Marlena holds her husband's arm, stepping on the afterglow of dusk, in the golden sunlight, her face is calm, and she returns slowly. She uses tolerance to achieve reconciliation, and tries her best to show the beauty of human nature.

But what about reality? Is it the same with reality? Doesn't reality always like to end with a complete tragedy?

And what about Xia Xue? This poor woman with a lot of scars, at this time, is she quietly hiding in a dark corner alone, quietly licking her wounds? Is she still willing to come back? Is she willing to let go of the past, forgive herself, and forgive He Yonghui?

I didn't know the meaning of the song when I heard it at first, but when I heard it again, Li Shaohui, who was repentant, smashed his fist on the wall, and his heart was painful.

"Time flies, and now I have fallen in love with many women, when they hugged me tightly, asked me if I would remember them in the future, I believe that I would in my heart at that time, but the only thing that I have never forgotten is the woman who never asked me, she is Marlena. Li Shaohui lit a cigarette and in the dark room...

After this episode, Li Shaohui once again put all his energy into his work, and now he can't stop at all, as long as he ponders a little, the figures of Xia Xue and Lin Yue'er will appear in his mind, making him, a person who has made a big mistake, unable to breathe in heartache.

One day, when Li Shaohui was on a business trip in Shenzhen, he received a message from Lu Yao and asked him where he was, Li Shaohui replied to Shenzhen, but Lu Yao didn't believe it, and insisted that Li Shaohui send her a specific location. Although Li Shaohui was puzzled, he couldn't stand Lu Yao's threat, so he had to give in. He originally wanted to ask a few more words about Lele, but Luyao hung up directly, and Li Shaohui smiled bitterly with the phone.

The next day, when Li Shaohui was eating instant noodles in his room while revising the bidding documents, there was a sudden knock on the door, quietly

"Who?" Li Shaohui is a little strange, he has no acquaintances in Shenzhen, maybe he is a young lady and a princess, but it doesn't matter, it is more than enough for him to deal with this kind of thing now.

"Why are you?" As the door opened, Li Shaohui's eyes were greeted by a woman with black hair like a waterfall, she was wearing light makeup, delicate facial features, light eyebrows, and a pair of hazy big eyes full of surprise, sadness and resentment, she looked at Li Shaohui in a daze, silent.

Li Shaohui also sank his face after the initial surprise and looked at the visitor coldly.

The person who came was Tang Fengling, a woman who gave Li Shaohui the best time, a woman who haunted Li Shaohui's dreams, and a woman who made Li Shaohui unhappy.

That year, it was she who left quietly, without saying goodbye, without a message, without a little nostalgia, and let Li Shaohui, a nerd, stand in place stupidly, wasting two years of youth.

It was also her, when Li Shaohui was about to forget this unbearable time, forget her as a person, and forget about this matter, she came back unexpectedly, just like when she left, and returned again without warning.

But what can you do when you come back, everything is already wrong, and it is difficult to reunite after breaking the mirror. At this time, after so many years of ups and downs, Li Shaohui has long blurred the past, knows how to cherish the present, and more importantly, he has lived in another person in his heart, a person he will never forget in his life.

Li Shaohui looked at Tang Fengling and asked coldly, "Why are you here?"

At this time, although Li Shaohui had a blue face, he had a lot of things to say in his heart, but he didn't know what to say when the words came to his mouth. And his heart is also full of ups and downs, with mixed tastes.

Tang Fengling was stared at by Li Shaohui for a moment, she could only lower her head, and Li Shaohui stood aside and was silent, after a while, Tang Fengling tried to move the corners of her mouth, smiled reluctantly, and asked weakly: "I--can I go in first?"

"Hmm. Li Shaohui was silent for a long time, and then responded casually, turning his body slightly.