"Let's get together and disperse. ”

As I walked down the street, this phrase kept coming back to my head over and over again.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, and I couldn't help but take out a cigarette from my pocket and light it.

Hangzhou in July was originally a warm season, but I seemed to be blown by this breeze as if it was winter.

I took a deep breath of cigarette, looked at the brightly lit city, and wanted to cry.

Then, on second thought, what do others think of you?

Passerby A: Hey, there's a big fool here, crying while walking, hurry up and record it and post it to Moments, as a pastime for everyone.

Passerby B: Damn, a big man walks and cries, it's really hypocritical, despised....

In a daze, I returned to the residence where Xu Jing and I had lived together for four years.

Accommodation?

Wait, I feel like I'm wrong,

At least until she broke up with me, this was our home.

The house is not big, but it is also cozy.

Looking at everything in the room, I couldn't help but be stunned.

I can remember exactly where everything was in it.

I came back from a trance and wanted to water the flowers on the table, but I also found that it withered today, just like myself.

In fact, it's quite a bloody plot, I went all the way, thought about it all the way, and finally couldn't figure out why I broke up with me.

The sound of high heels came from inside the hallway, and my heart was stinging.

Time didn't stand still, and I didn't have a time machine to turn back time, the key opened the door, and I met her.

Xu Jing and I looked at each other, she was still so beautiful, so brilliant, but her face showed deep tiredness.

And I, too, won't be any better, trembling and taking a cigarette out of my pocket and lighting it.

Xu Jing glanced at me, the corners of her mouth moved, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.

"Xu Jing, we have been in love for four years, and I have never done anything to be sorry for you. ”

I asked unwillingly.

Xu Jing stared at me, and finally the corners of her mouth moved, and said, "No." ”

"Then why break up with me, do you know how much I care about you?

I trembled and lit a cigarette at a time, took a deep breath and continued: "You have a good sentence to get together and disperse, a good sentence to get together and disperse, and our TM's four-year relationship has to come to these four words, right?" ”

Xu Jing looked at me silently, tears flowing from the corners of her eyes.

No matter how you say that sentence, it is like staging a classic scene of male silence and female tears.

And I became the protagonist of the story.

The two of us sat on either side of the sofa, and in the end, it was Xu Jing who broke the silent silence of the two people.

"Li Yu, I feel so tired, life is so boring, for four years, I always want to see your progress, your growth. ”

"Oh, yes, I'm really so muddy that I can't support the wall, right, I'm good enough for you, what do you want me to do!Xu Jing!"

"Li Yu, you always say that you are treating me well, am I not good to you, think about it carefully, do I pay less. ”

"Life has no passion, every day when I get home, the two of them finish eating, each plays with their mobile phones, is this kind of life really good? ”

"So Li Yu, breaking up is not something I said on a whim, I thought about it for a long, long time before I made this decision, rather than being so tired, then everyone is fine, I Xu Jing will be this bad guy. ”

Hearing Xu Jing say this, my face was flushed at this moment, and my eyes were staring at her angrily.

As for Xu Jing, she wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes as if she was relieved, slowly stood up, walked to the right side of the living room, and pulled up the curtains that covered the sun.

The sun seemed to break free, and the brightness shone on the room again, and on the two of us.

For her, this ray of sunshine may be warm, but for me, it is cold, icy and piercing from the top of my head to the bottom of my heart!

Looking at everything in the room, he is silently saying goodbye to every item in the room.

Perhaps, maybe, it seems, and only this is the last thing I ever do to her to love her.

I stood up tremblingly, took out my suitcase, took everything about me with me, clothes, shoes, cigarettes, photos ...

After sorting it out for a long, long time, I finally took everything about me away, in fact, I want to take her away more, she is everything to me.

When I came out of the house of the two of us, I saw that the door of our house was still hanging a sign with a red marker on it that said, 'It's good to have met you'.

There are also photos of the two of us, a total of 35 photos, surrounded by the words 'It's nice to meet you' with hearts.

I reluctantly walked to the door, the distance from the bedroom to the door was only three or five meters, and I walked for four or five minutes.

How I want Xu Jing to rush over and hug me..

Or...

Even if...

Say to me softly, "Let's not break up, let's be apart for a while, calm down with each other." ”

But nothing happened.

A tear flowed from the corner of his eye, and he never cried since I had the impression of it.

It turns out that the tears are salty, bitter ...

I finally mustered up the courage to push the door open, looked at her deeply, and finally closed the door completely.

I sat in the corridor and saw Grandma Wu and Grandpa Li on the third floor supporting each other upstairs.

"I said Lao Li, you said that your legs and feet are not good, I can buy vegetables myself, what do you follow me to do, look at you, originally this beans usually sell for three cents a piece, I bargain with the hawker, you have to pretend to be generous, don't talk about the price of five a piece, and you have lived with you for forty years, you still can't live like this. ”

"Wife, don't I worry about you buying vegetables alone, your body is not like when you were young, and now that you have fallen, who dares to lift you up. ”

"Hmph, it's all to blame for those slanderous people, people are kind enough to help us old guys, they are good, and they beat a rake. ”

"Wife, we won't be involved in these things, and we can't take care of them, while the old man can still move, I can still be your crutch. ”

"Yo, I said old man, why is your mouth so sweet today, it's like smeared with honey. Grandma Wu said with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

Grandpa Li rubbed his hands awkwardly, as if he had mustered up a lot of courage and said, "Wife, look at my performance so well today, that... That..."

Grandma Wu said with a smile in the corner of her eyes, "Do you want to drink?" ”

Grandpa Li looked at Grandma Wu with longing eyes, and nodded with a lot of courage.

"Only one or two drinks. ”

"One or two halves, wife, I haven't drunk in a long time, and I'm hungry. ”

"One-two-two"

The two old men bargained with each other, and finally set the wine at one, two, or three, and then opened the door and entered the house.

I sat in the hallway on the fourth floor, thinking about their conversation in a daze.

I lit my cigarette and stared at the smoke coming out.

"This is our grandfathers, grandmothers, their love, it's so beautiful!