I was sitting on the fourth floor, and I was very helpless at the moment, and I had never had an experience before, so I didn't know how to face it.

It was already dark, and I couldn't remember how long it had been since I sat here, only I knew what I was waiting for.

That's right, it's very unproductive, I'm waiting for the moment when Xu Jing comes out to find me.

I've always been very rational, and now I'm really looking forward to a miracle.

Even...

I already thought in my heart that the moment she came out to look for me, I would not hesitate to take her into my arms and stroke her hair.

And then...

She would caress my back and tell me softly, this is a nightmare that Li Yuyou had, I am still here, our home is still there.

In the silent hallway, I was the only one who smoked a cigarette silently.

In the end, the miracle did not happen, although it was not a dream, but my current experience is like a long, long nightmare.

It's time for me to go, I shouldn't be here.

I read these words over and over again on the corner of my mouth, and it took me a long time to finally walk out of the corridor.

On a July night, the breeze was gusting, and the fragrance of flowers filled the community where I had lived for four years.

Holding his luggage slowly, he finally couldn't help but look back at the glass on the fifth floor.

Every night before, it was bright and colorful.

Now, it's still lit, but to my eyes, it's black.

The two pendants hanging on the window were our first gifts to each other, and in my eyes, they were particularly precious.

I was 91 years old, so Xu Jing gave me a lamb pendant, and I clearly remember that it was worth fifteen yuan and eight cents.

Xu Jing is 92 years old, so I gave Xu Jing a small monkey pendant, I still remember, it is worth thirteen yuan.

For this reason, Xu Jing still pouted, looking unhappy, saying that I took advantage of her two yuan and eight cents, and finally we went to have a big meal, and she slaughtered me fiercely.

In the evening, we went home and hung the gifts we had given each other on the window.

Today, the pendant is still there, but there is only one left, hanging alone from the window.

After walking a long way, a total distance of twenty-four meters, I kept telling myself in my heart, don't look back, don't look back, don't look back.

In the end, I couldn't help but turn my head and look at the fifth floor, I saw her.

She stood behind the window and looked at me, looking at each other, it should have been tender, but the story has reached the finale, just like the bloody plot of Han **.

I shuddered and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, the last cigarette in this box, took out the lighter and lit it, smoky, my eyes were a little blurred.

I waved at her, the one I loved, and squeezed out a warm smile, I knew, it must be particularly ugly.

"Xu Jing, take care!"

I'm walking down the street in a daze, I've been trying to comfort myself, slowly... Slowly it should get better, and it should be relieved slowly.

Whoever leaves whom, doesn't he still have to live?

Rain drifted out of the sky, it's my favorite kind of heavy rain pour, light rain, drizzle on your body will make your body feel slimy, make people feel unaccustomed,

But the heavy rain is my favorite, pouring on my body, it seems to wash my soul.

Pedestrians on the street hurriedly dodged from the rain, and those who knew it would rain and took their umbrellas in advance had a confident smile on their faces, as if they were in control, mocking the pedestrians who were drenched in the heavy rain.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, I don't want to continue to walk in the rain in a pretending style, or I don't know if I have to catch a cold, the mental discomfort is almost unbearable, and there is something wrong with the body, so buddy I really don't live anymore.

I quickly ran to a pavilion where I could shelter from the rain, and there was no dry place where my clothes were watered, of course, the same situation was not only me, there were a total of four people standing in the pavilion, all of them were soaked.

was sitting in a bored daze in the gazebo, and a young man in the distance was running towards us with a wet body, and the brother next to him couldn't help but smile when he saw the person's condition and said: "Brothers, look, another second goods have been soaked in the rain." ”

Everyone couldn't help but laugh when they were amused by his words.

With a good-natured joke, everyone won't be good, the guy who was said to be second-handed, I think he should have heard this.

Then he waved at the four of us, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "No. 2 and No. 5 came to report." ”

The four of us couldn't help but laugh again when we heard the words of the five, it seemed that this was a hard stubble, with a sharp mouth, but it could afford to make jokes.

Perhaps, such a person will be a regulator in life, balancing everything around him.

It's okay to say you're tired,

If you don't get tired, who knows.

I suddenly wanted to smoke, and then hurriedly took out the cigarette, and found that it was rotten by the rain, but I was okay, because the last cigarette had been smoked downstairs in Xu Jing's house.

The other three saw that they were also old smokers, and hurriedly took out cigarettes from their pockets, and they were all doused in the same situation as me.

The 'No. 5 No. 2 Goods' laughed when he saw us at the moment, and very arrogantly took out a cigarette in an iron box from his pocket, and the most amazing thing was that the iron box also contained a matchbox.

We looked at him with admiration for a few moments.

I really want to say, "Dude, you're amazing." ”

'No. 2 Goods No. 5' first lit a cigarette for himself, took a puff of cigarette very intoxicated, looked at us and said, "A cigarette in the rain is really exciting." ”

The four of us looked at the smoke he was exhaling, and then took a deep breath through our noses at the same time.

"Haha, okay, okay, I'm not kidding you, come on, come on, a box of cigarettes, enough for a few of our brothers to smoke, don't be a guest.."

Before the word 'No. 2 or No. 5' came out, I hurriedly grabbed it and quickly clicked it.

What are you kidding, people say don't be polite, then I'm really not welcome, if you want to eat and play, I may not be interested, but this cigarette used to be very needed, and today I need it even more, and I can't wait to leave it for a moment.

At least the smoke, or the ability to keep me calm...

When everyone saw me like this, they were all polite, and they lit their cigarettes one after another, and they all smoked very intoxicated.

The five of us smoked in silence.

Heavy rain, gazebos, cigarettes, two goods one to five...