Chapter 690: The First Step 90

Of course, the whole character is fake, all woven out of nothingness. In other words, the role of Yuan Changwen itself does not exist, and it is because of this distortion that the character of Yuan Changwen exists and this thinking exists.

Therefore, if there is no distortion, then even this thinking, even the role of Yuan Changwen will not exist.

After removing the distortion, even the characters are removed as well, no wonder it's a suicide mission!

Sure enough, it was a well-planned dream, and it was stupid to go on the path of slashing and killing. It's like, orchestrating yourself to forget everything and then be someone else to fully experience what it's like to be someone else.

So, why should I sabotage all this?

Those sufferings, like a roller coaster of excitement, are simply deliberately set. If you stretch the roller coaster for a long time, what is the difference between the ups and downs of life? After leaving the roller coaster, you will be grateful for these thrills, if the roller coaster is all smooth and slow, who will ride it?

The point of emotions is not to overcome, but to experience. The same emotion can only occur once in this life, and if you miss this time, there will be no next time. Maybe it's the same fear, but different environments have different contents, and the feelings brought by fear are also very different.

Why not try it out?

Yuan Changwen suddenly found that his strange mood seemed to be very nonsense, who would agree? Who would approve? It is estimated that everyone regards themselves as mentally ill.

Perhaps, this is a completely different experience after breaking a template character, and customizing a character is an extraordinary achievement in itself. At least I didn't break the template character, at least I'm still struggling.

Really, I had these thoughts myself a long time ago. Sure enough, since I was a child, I stopped growing. Shrouded in all kinds of cognitions in my head, distorted perceptions and opinions became my only pursuit. Now that so many chapters have been killed, it can be regarded as progress.

It's not about growing, it's about getting rid of everything that hinders your growth, and you're back on the path of growth.

After all these years, what I have learned on my own is really worthless. What's the use of being bound by fear, and then talking about freedom and the future, knowing that you're just a marionette.

Alas, why discuss others. Even though everyone is living happily ever after, I am still under the manipulation of fear. Even though everything I killed seemed to others to be a joke and something I didn't need to work hard to do, I still didn't get rid of the role.

So, what do other people have to do with me, and what do they have to do with killing?

Everybody's like that, and that argument makes no sense anymore. I know that I'm not completely free from this statement, and I still compare myself to others. But this is the character's behavior, just to keep me from slewing and sleeping.

But let's be honest, if I'm going to set up a highly irrational world, then "everybody's like this" is simply a perfect weapon, and I've been exposed to the existence of groups since I was a child. Who would want to take the initiative to be the lonely sheep and watch the flock run ahead and be overwhelmed.

I want to keep up with the sheep, but I feel that something is wrong. Instead of keeping up, it seems that "following the flock" is the only way of life that I am familiar with. The most ridiculous thing is that I would think that "following the herd" is my own opinion, not something that has been imposed by others.

Naturally, then, I would willingly follow the flock. Perhaps, only after all kinds of extreme things have happened, will it be decided to "Damn! Lao Tzu wants to stop and see what is going on here!"

Then, everything is a certainty, and this kind of anger and killing is also an inevitability. As for whether my slaughter will end or return to slumber, I will only know if it happens.

In the struggle, I actually began to think about whether I should continue to kill, or return to embrace the beauty of life.

Still thinking, really, what is there to think about?

Human beings laugh when they think of God, not at the humility of human thinking, nor at the incompetence of human beings, but at pity me for missing this elaborate dream. To understand the world through thinking is to cut and label the world, and to lose the way things should be.

This kind of thing, if I were God, I would laugh too.

Killing the shit in your head, no more thinking and no weighing, it's like an ant thinking about how to defend the galaxy. No wonder, the inspirational of the little people is welcomed, and the counterattack of the little people is sought after, because I am the little people!

Watching the little people climb to the top step by step, you will think that you can do it, and you will think that as long as you work hard, you can climb to higher peaks. This situation is exactly in line with the character's self-definition, thinking that he is omnipotent, and the reason why he is not omnipotent is just because he is not working hard enough.

Of course, there will also be negative emotions, such as the recognition of the injustice of the world, such as the belief that there must be a family background, etc. But in the final analysis, it's the character's self-righteousness, "You little kids, where do you understand the cruelty of society" and so on. Anyway, the character is always right, and the performance is outward, so it naturally needs to be positive.

Believe in thinking, believe in the knowledge in your head, and believe that you can reach an ideal state with the upgrading of cognition. Moreover, I will become a rich man, a pinnacle, and a world-renowned character, as the greatest success.

Is there something wrong? That's right.

Is it real? Not real.

If you don't get rid of your fears, even the greatest achievements will be in vain.

Depend on!

What am I doing? When is it my turn to speak there? Am I out of character? Am I done with the slash? Am I going to start showing off?

Really, all perceptions are distortions, and all perceptions are biases. These words of mine are also distorted and prejudiced, what is there to promote? and pretend that you have seen through life, shit!

Disgusting!

This is how the character manipulates me, inadvertently, it seems that I just want to say something, but I always subconsciously think that what I say is right is the truth. If someone scolds my words as bullshit in front of me, I'm going to be furious.

Therefore, I am not "what do you want to say" at all, but "what you want to say, and then everyone agrees", and the second half of the sentence is omitted. Even if I don't say anything, everyone agrees, this kind of scenario is okay.

It seems that from now on, I should talk less. What is there to say? Any written word is false, and even if it is a description of the truth, it is one-sided. Since it is one-sided, then it is false.

Moreover, if you are not careful, you will be taken advantage of by the characters.

When I equate my words with the psychology of, maybe it's time to get rid of the role.

Who cares if they will be recognized for pooping?