Pacify, I'm constantly soothing myself.

Say it's all good, it's okay, the world is good or something. That urge to break everything, that urge to burn the whole world, is constantly appeased by itself.

Reason, I don't need reason anymore. My sanity has reached the point where I can deduce the birth of the whole world, what sanity is needed?

I just need determination, the determination to discard it all.

Of course it's photogenic, of course it's scary, because it's the only thing I have. For so many years, I have lived on the distortion in my head, and it is natural to panic when I suddenly throw away the distortion in my head.

There is also a character attribute, "what kind of person am I", which seems to be a generalization and a kind of show-off.

How could it happen like this, that's what I'm holding onto. As if something is right and something is wrong, something should happen and something can't happen. The mind is judging everything, and I believe in my own thinking.

If something is not true, it should be fucked out, no matter how many people believe it and how many people respect it, it is still just false. I still think that something happened to me as a good thing, and I never let go, I surrendered, I didn't accept my fate.

The unfolding of the elements of the picture has nothing to do with thinking, I think something should happen, something will happen? I think something shouldn't happen, something won't happen?

I don't want to go into how fear works, and I don't want to know how the character of Yuan Changwen is structured. False, then burned, that's it.

Those fears, those psychological factors, those initial motivations, I don't want to spend time on that. It's just procrastinating, as if you can tell the truth and prove that you really see through it.

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There's no time, there's no cause and effect, I can't even confirm that the fear is the content of the fear, what are the mechanisms of operation and so on?

Those fascinating conversations, those analyses that easily see through the heart, those results of a lot of data research and statistics, are all. Or maybe it's really useful, but it's just a hindrance to slashing.

I think that certain things can't happen, and worrying about certain things happening, fearing that certain situations will happen, is nothing more than the instinct of taking the character as real. Better, stronger, more and more, the characters are like machines, relentlessly chasing these things.

No one wants to have diarrhea at any time, and no one wants to have diarrhea at any time, but will they be afraid? Will they work hard for the content of this fear? Will they develop a lot of motivational words for the content of this fear?

Yes, I definitely don't want something to happen. However, this emotion should not be fear, just preference. Moreover, this kind of thing is supposed to be the effect of the slash, not through imitation.

I don't want diarrhea, but it seems that it's okay to have diarrhea.

Right, but the other thing doesn't seem to be the case. I struggled to grasp the self-definitions, the self-definitions that made me somewhere. You can't let something happen, as this will destroy most of the character's attributes.

I am full of hostility towards the universe, and I think that the universe is a place that deceives me, harms me, and kills me at any time. So, I had no choice but to pick up the weapon of thinking, constantly looking for loopholes in my words and deeds, and constantly trying to make up for my own shortcomings, so as to make myself less likely to be invaded.

This kind of emotion seems to be normal, so take precautions. However, if it is amplified, if it develops into a pathological fear, it seems to be a psychosis. In other words, it is normal for you to be afraid of the universe while pretending that life is beautiful?

Things were presumptuous in my head and had an impact on me. I don't want sanity, I want to be crazy.

Unfortunately, I'm not crazy, and I would even imagine what a madman would do in such a situation. Damn, wouldn't it be nice if I just became a madman, why pretend I'm a madman?

I didn't let go because the character of Yuan Changwen was still holding the anchor, as if it was a very wrong thing to let the boat flow along the water. The characters are making up stories, pinning the anchor firmly there, constantly reinforcing it through fear.

None of this is true, and I really don't understand how the distortions in my head can make up these fears, and how they can be made up so decently.

Why can't these things happen, and why can't the content of fear happen?

The character ignores these questions as if they were idiots. But once the question is put in front of you, there are only two answers. One is that these things are bad, and this kind of judgment comes from a distortion in the mind, from prejudice, and is not credible at all.

The other is the emotional answer.

I want to be in control of my life, I want my life to move forward according to the ideas of my mind. But it's clear that this is. Does thinking have anything to do with life, and is there really a connection between the elements of the picture?

The answer is, I don't know.

But the characters know, and they know a lot of things. All kinds of associations, all kinds of knowledge, all kinds of theories, as if the characters always know a lot.

I don't understand why I can't get rid of all this nonsense, it's all speculation, can't you see it? Yes, maybe you can act on these speculations, but there is no reason to be controlled by these speculations.

Like I guessed that there were fewer people in the park today, so I went to the park. However, I can't take this speculation as real and then fear "how can I not go to the park if there are few people in the park today".

I have to admit that the characters have been fooling me all the time, as if so many chapters of slashing are all jokes. Just like an adult playing Dragon Quest with a child, the child thinks that he is really about to win, and he is really about to defeat the adult, but he is slapped awake.

What's even more terrifying is that the child doesn't know it when he gets slapped in the face, and he thinks that he is about to win. Even, I didn't feel like I had been slapped at all, as if everything was fine.

Almost all fears are not the final content of the fear, but a clue presented. Fear A, because A can lead to B, and I don't want B to happen, because once B happens, it will lead to C. And living in the situation of C, it will definitely be like that.

This is, that makes sense.

Die, die, Yuan Changwen has no mercy for his life. If you can't defeat the character, then you have to return to the arms of the Grim Reaper's cutie. That's my home, it's a warm place.

I can't believe the distortion in my head, but "believing nothing" is itself a belief. So, the character will always believe something. Then, believe that all this is good, and believe that the hostility is just your own fabrication.

Trusting the free arrangement of the elements of the picture is more than believing in the distortions in the head, and that's it.

But that's not the end, I need to go further. ()

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