This state is a little strange, like fearlessness, but it is different from the fearlessness that comes from fearlessness before.

It's good if anything happens in the future, but it's not good if someone hits me. And I think that everything that happens in the future is fine, and this kind of contradictory statement is not a contradiction in my eyes.

However, it is clear that these two sentences are contradictory.

The former Yuan Changwen seems to have partially dissipated, and there is no new content to replace it. It's not about going from a hard-working person to a positive person. Rather, the entire "upward" part is gone.

I know that I have to work hard, and I know that my former self seems to believe very much in words like "how can you have a good future without working hard?" But now, I just remember that there was no power in those statements.

There's no longer any delusion that has to be, right, everything in the head is delusion, it's just the result of the character's thinking. There's no God's message, or revelation from the true God, or anything like that, to tell me what I have to do.

Whether it is the gentleman's way of Confucius or the way of success preached by the empire, which one is not artificially distorted? However, according to this way, the character can become plump and charming, and it will contribute to the consolidation and development of the whole society.

It's still a twist.

In the previous example, someone in the restaurant ordered a few chicken nuggets, and in the end there was one left uneaten. It was clean because the man hadn't touched the nugget at all, and I happened to be hungry. Why not eat that chicken nugget?

Aside from all hygiene concerns, the nuggets were absolutely clean and free of saliva or touch. Why not eat that chicken nugget?

No one wants to eat what is left over from someone else's, and that kind of leftovers seems to give people a sense of humility and begging, and imagining that someone else eats the leftovers, there is always a feeling as if they are eating someone else's vomit. However, this assumption has ensured that the food is clean, so why not eat that chicken nugget?

Come to think of it, the final answer should be self-esteem. But what is self-esteem? What is self-esteem? Why does it affect self-esteem? Who sets self-esteem?

Each era is its own self-esteem in each era, and the self-esteem of ancient talents is not the same as the self-esteem of Yuan Changwen's character. There may be similarities, but it doesn't matter, fake characters bring fake things, and when you hold on to those falsehoods, they become real.

I agree that the role of Yuan Changwen is myself, and I agree that the role of Yuan Changwen is real, so there will be a series of self-esteem, self-improvement, positivity, and efforts to improve life.

If you don't eat that chicken nugget, maybe you're afraid of being despised by others. This kind of contempt is very lethal, and even before others can speak, I will feel my face blush and my heart beat faster, and then my pores will open and some sweat will seep out.

When I think about it, I think it's ridiculous. First of all, no one will point at me and say, "Look! this person is eating somebody's leftover chicken nuggets!"

Right, everyone is a quality person, a moral person, and a person with super high emotional intelligence, how can he say such a thing.

So, it's yourself who makes you feel ashamed, it's a voice in your head that says, "Ouch, how do you eat the leftover chicken nuggets that other people eat?"

Then, I put this voice in my head on top of someone else's virtual data, imagining someone else's virtual data telling the sentence. In the end, I ignored this as just my imagination and directly assumed that it was someone else's going to say it.

In fact, everything just happens in my head, doesn't it?

If that's the case, then it's me who prevents myself from eating that chicken nugget, and at the same time setting a self-definition, "It's a shame to eat someone else's leftover chicken nuggets" or something like that. So, why should I grasp this self-definition?

Of course, as a full-bodied character, then these self-definitions must be grasped. Not only to grasp this, but also to create and grasp more self-definition. In this way, the character will be fleshed out, and the character will look very charming and comfortable.

However, these things are useless except to hinder the flow of life. You see, what could have been eaten, forcibly changed the behavior due to the self-definition in the head. However, this kind of thing is only useful for me, and who would think about such a thing?

Forget it, what else is there to discuss? My mind is full of this distortion, constantly regulating my behavior and thinking, constantly controlling my ship of life. Really, how could I have thought these things were valuable, and how could I argue with people over the twists in my mind?

See who twists more beautifully?

Since I can set this distortion, I can discard it. It's not an easy task, though. With so many chapters of slashing, it seems that the distortion in his mind has just begun to loosen. And who would let themselves think crazy about these things when their lives are smooth, they have no worries about food and clothing, and their families are happy?

Yuan Changwen touched the lake, although it was falling all the time, it seemed that he had only touched the lake at this moment. It's really funny, I've been in the lake all the time, but I haven't touched the lake until now, what were you doing before?

The lake water gently swiped across the palm of your hand, and your whole body was soaked in the lake, but you could feel the coldness of the lake water across your palm. Suddenly, the back of the hand also seemed to feel the flow of the lake, and the coldness was even more exciting, as if it had spread from the back of the hand to the forearm.

I'm glad I've come this far, and all that has happened has pushed me to this point. Although I used to have a warm family, a glorious title, a big family business, and a monetary income that I didn't have to worry about at all.

Actually, now that I think about it, my life was very good. The whole point of dreams is dreaming, and who can destroy dreams?

You can still go back and go back to your old life. It's just that the person who went back is no longer the character of Yuan Changwen, but an existence with no distortion in his mind. When I go back, I think this person has changed.

And those so-called friends, the so-called emotions that need to be managed, seem to have become dispensable. The habits of the past are gone, and the topics of conversation have become disgusting. Therefore, it will still slowly become friendless.

And, more and more, I will enjoy this solitude. Because I don't need to think about how to communicate with people, I don't need to be affected by the distortions in my head, and I don't need to be disturbed by all kinds of distortions in others.

Perhaps, in the eyes of normal people, this is a disease or a kind of pity. But these things are just other people's "I think", and what can I do to correct them?

And why bother to correct it?

After all, other people are normal people, and I'm just a madman.