Chapter 919: The First Step 319
Fear is here again.
The intense fear was like a raging wave, and there was no resistance at all. Like a small boat, it can only float in the waves of fear, but it will not be broken.
What am I fearing?
No, this question is pointless, because anything can be the content of fear. It doesn't matter what is important or not, or what is the big thing to be afraid of. Anything, as long as you care about it, will become the content of fear.
Moreover, the content of these fears is not refutable at all, and it is entirely possible. Even, it is very likely to happen. My opponents, just false. The rest are all false means, all false tricks.
I'm afraid, and the content of fear is what I think "shouldn't happen" happen, and it's something that I care about very much. That is, the reason why the role of Yuan Changwen has become a constituent element of the character.
Why!
He was like a bound pet, and he didn't dare to move at all. No matter how I think about it, the content of fear is there to laugh at me. I simply can't refute the content of the fear, it's just there to laugh at me.
No, it was a kind reminder to me. In the name of beauty, to find the downstream, in case it really happens or something.
What right do you have to fear me?
What are you?
It's just falsehood, no matter how powerful it is, even if it can easily make me think of falsehood as true, it can't change a fact, falsehood is falsehood, and unreality does not exist.
And I am the truth, the only truth, the eternal truth, the indestructible truth. So, what are you? Who gave you the power to fool me?
Well, maybe it's me who fools myself.
That awareness, what is not that awareness?
Falsehood is powerful, and it makes it easy for me to take falsehood for truth. But this power is also given by me. So, what are you?
Yes, I did tremble in a sea of fear. Don't dare to move, any thinking must be carefully considered. This kind of so-called serious thinking is itself a kind of nonsense, and it is itself a product of falsehood.
I kept thinking, constantly analyzing, seeking the best answers in the humble knowledge in my head. But it never occurred to me that the best solution to this is simply garbage and shit compared to heart-pounding.
Yuan Changwen was very angry, very angry about the arrival of fear.
No one in this world can fear me, and even fear itself is only a false existence. I was uncomfortable and angry, not just because of fear, not just because of something unqualified that was haunting me. Also, feeling sorry for oneself is so easily manipulated by fear.
I want to break through this dark ocean despite my fear, to see what can happen, to see what is there that constantly scares me.
That's it!
Jumping off a cliff, but I didn't dare. Even if he is proficient in all the cliff jumping theories, even if he has read the notes of all the cliff jumping seniors, he still has not jumped off the cliff. So, what is there to show off?
I haven't graduated from a driving school for 20 years, but I use my qualifications as a standard for measurement. Is it just because there are too many people who have not graduated that everyone agrees with it and develops into a kind of distorted and nonsense "senior"?
I wanted to pick the best, I wanted to know if this fear was a reminder or something, I wanted to choose a clear path from it, and this is who I am, still so easily manipulated by fear.
It always means that you can control, no matter what you are afraid of, and the fundamental reason for wanting to find a solution is to think that you can find a solution. It's as if it's all your own effort, and you can think about it to get a solution and control it happens.
For example, I'm afraid my house will be burglarized, so I don't go out? Is this the solution? It seems yes, but anyone who hears it will think it's ridiculous.
Can I really control my home from being stolen? Even if I'm at home all the time, can I make sure that my home won't be stolen?
But at this time, I will say like "I tried my best".
"Yes, I haven't gone out at all to make sure my home isn't stolen, what else do you want me to do?"
Shit.
Since I can't control the way things go, what is it to believe in the twist in my head? Why don't I let it go? Why can't I watch the show?
How many times do you want to find the downstream? How many times do you have to say that the downflow and the backflow itself is not real, and the so-called search for the upflow and the backflow is just a distortion until the distortion is cleared of the mind. When there is no distortion in the mind, those so-called streams will naturally manifest themselves.
Because at that time, there was only a pounding heartbeat, and I could only believe that the pounding heart. Therefore, the key point is not to look for something downstream, but to kill. What's more, it's all about going with the flow, and those seemingly choices are just an illusion.
Only this moment, and everything else is the visual element that is perceived at this moment. If it has become a picture element, then the past is already happening. Is there any other possibility for something that has become an element of the picture?
It seems that there are other possibilities, and it seems that if I had chosen this way, things would have changed completely differently. Not to mention that this kind of thinking is just self-righteous, it is entirely possible to choose another direction and still return to the current state. It's the properties of the graphics element itself that determine that everything is a set thing.
Elements of the picture must be presented in order to be perceived. How can I control the presentation of the elements of the picture? Everything is just the element of the picture that I am aware of at the moment, including the mind.
That's how it all came about, that's how the elements of the picture appeared. There's no reason, there's no logic, there's no cause and effect, that's how it's presented. This happens because it can only happen this way.
The funny thing is that those scientific verification experiments, as long as I do them a few times, I will believe in these scientific truths very much. And his home has never been burglarized, but he can't believe that it will not be stolen next time. Since I graduated, my income is increasing, but I always believe that the future will not continue to increase, and I believe that the future will become miserable.
If there is a God, how many times does believing in God's success lead to believing in the scientific truth, believing that God has always blessed you?
The distortion in my mind, the world as real, trembling in the sea of fear.
If you go crazy, please drive me crazy. If it crashes, please let me crash. I don't want to keep this sanity, because the so-called sanity is just a distortion in the mind. Look at yourself, emotional monsters only.
Knowing that none of this is true, knowing that these are all false means, but still willing to be controlled by the bewitching woman who fears it.
Yuan Changwen felt endless sorrow and felt pathetic for himself. ()
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