Chapter 918: The First Step 318
Steal the concept!
I just want to kill, and the rest is just distractions, all the delaying tactics of the characters.
Like, I have to straighten everything out and get everything in order. No, I'm just going to kill the twists in my head, I just don't want to believe in those falsehoods anymore.
As for whether there is an end to this road, whether it is a mistake, whether it will delay my life, I don't care. It's like the white-fronted marquis's hatred blinded his eyes, and he is only bent on killing, and everything he passes is destruction.
Maybe it's not cost-effective, maybe it's not desirable, maybe it doesn't make sense, but that's how I'm going like a cannonball.
If it doesn't make sense, it doesn't make sense, and I'm not praying for something to organize my thoughts. I'm here to kill the twist in my head, that's all.
Yuan Changwen felt uncomfortable in his heart, as if he should die and give way, but he just held on firmly. is like jumping off a cliff, Yuan Changwen already knows all the content related to cliff jumping, but he just didn't jump.
A voice shouted in his heart, "Jump! What else can't you dance? Jump! None of this is real, why don't you jump!
The urge had spread throughout his body, as if he could jump off a cliff with a slight stroke. Or, if you don't restrain yourself, don't control, and don't hinder that impulse, you will naturally jump down.
However, I just didn't jump!
I can jump and it's all without problems.
Yuan Changwen just felt that he was standing on a high place, and he knew that jumping down would not actually cause any harm. But standing on a high place, looking at the ground a little farther away than usual, I always suppressed the urge to jump.
That impulse had obviously been transmitted to the legs, and as long as it was a slight vertical, you could jump down.
Why don't you jump?!
Yuan Changwen was afraid, worried that he would disappear, afraid that he would become another person.
This feeling has been felt before, and I was forcibly restrained by myself. Maybe it's a good thing, people will say what to keep themselves, or successfully suppress negative emotions, etc.
Why do I still have to refrain from killing? Isn't the killing of so many chapters just to kill Yuan Changwen? Isn't it just to kill the distortion in my mind? Why is it that at this time, I am not willing to move on?
That's right, that fear that you're going to disappear, that you're going to be a different kind of person, is very justified and likely to happen. But the role of Yuan Changwen is fake, and it was originally to kill falsehood!
The characters are still resisting, wanting to continue to be the same, wanting not to jump off cliffs, and wanting to go back to the way they used to be.
It doesn't matter what happens out there, whether I'm rich or climbing to the top of my life, or being poor and begging for a living, killing has nothing to do with these things.
It won't be because I work hard to make money that I can't kill, and it won't be because I abandoned my family property to go to the mountains to practice, which will make the killing smoother. That's not how things work, and it's not about the outside whether you kill or not.
Therefore, even if I abandon everything, if I can't see the character's tricks clearly, then I will still be deceived and played by the character. If you can be killed smoothly just by being poor, or if you can get rid of the role just by losing the fame and fortune that everyone is pursuing, this is too much to underestimate the power of the character.
The important thing is to move forward, to keep going. No matter how much you whitewash it, no matter how you think about the so-called clues, you can't deny the fact that I'm not done yet.
What reason is there to sit here and rest? What reason is there to let yourself stagnate? Also, why is the character of Yuan Changwen still alive?
Yuan Changwen was a little uncomfortable, and the long-lost discomfort hit again.
Let me die, let me jump off a cliff.
That awareness is everything, which is enough to prove that the role of Yuan Changwen does not exist at all. The characters, scenery, and thinking are all a kind of illusion, and the vast universe only exists in my mind.
What is there that is not a visual element that is perceived at this moment?
My opponent is only falsehood, or rather, the inexplicable force that makes me think falsehood is true. The association of any picture element, even the simplest, most basic and most natural association, is a kind of speculation and self-righteousness.
Seeing an apple and thinking that there is a real apple here, such a simple association is also mistaking falsehood for reality. I don't know why this apple appeared, or why this apple appears so lifelike, with flavor, hardness and texture.
But I still can't think there's a real apple here.
All of these are only the elements of the picture that I perceive, and they are only the elements of the picture. It happens this way because it can only happen this way. There's an apple here because there's only one apple here, but the truth and relevance of that are just my guesses.
Or rather, it's just another element of the picture that I perceive at the moment.
I brought that apple? That apple grew from a tree? That apple was bought at the supermarket? There were two apples before, and one was left after eating one?
These things are all related, they are all memories, and they are all picture elements that are perceived at the moment.
That's right, the apple grows on the tree, and then I buy it back at the supermarket and eat only this one. These associations really explain the arrival and why Apple came to be. However, none of this is true, it's just your own speculation.
Or rather, it's just "what I think".
None of this escapes the phrase "that awareness is everything", and in the same way, these contents are only the visual elements that are perceived at the moment. Why should I believe these graphic elements? Why should I take these graphic elements as real?
"I think" that's how Apple appeared, it's just "I think". Even if the whole world agrees with this "I think", it does not mean that the content of this "I think" is true.
These pictorial elements are manifested in this way, and I am only aware of these pictorial elements, including all kinds of memories and so-called things in front of me. I don't know how these picture elements came about, and I don't know if they are real.
If I smell it, it's just what I perceive, and these picture elements are just presentations, and they don't say anything.
There is no connection, not even myself, a body, a thought, a variety of scenery and various memories, these contents are also just the visual elements that I perceive at this moment.
I'm not the character of Yuan Changwen, but I am aware of the picture element of a body that is always there.
Don't say that I don't know about other people's past, even my own past is just a picture element. How do I know that things have really happened in the past? They don't even need to be real, just like a virtual character in a virtual game, and I can't assume that they happened in the past.
At this moment, I realized that there was a relevant picture element of the past, and that was it.
Yuan Changwen was very uncomfortable, tears rolled in his eyes, but he was not taken away by the lake. It's all picture elements, can't you see this from your former self?
That awareness is everything. ()
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