Because she was blocked by others, she hadn't seen me yet.

As she walked, she talked and laughed with the men around her, and what the men said to her was so interesting!

The man standing next to him looked a little handsome and tall.

I'm 1.81 meters tall, and he's half a head taller than me.

Laughing gives a particularly sunny feeling.

I was wearing a brand, and I guess I had to work hard for five years to buy a watch.

At this moment, I finally felt inferiority, I felt anger, is this why Xu Jing broke up with me.

That's all she said about being tired with me.

She saw hope in this man, and I was the one who couldn't hold up the wall.

After walking a few meters away, Xu Jing finally saw me, she was smiling just now, and her face changed a variety of expressions after seeing me.

The man next to Xu Jing saw Xu Jing stop, and said to Xu Jing in a gentle voice, "What's wrong." ”

Xu Jing glanced at me, and then said to the man: "I saw a friend, Wu Yun, you go up with them first." ”

The man nodded at Xu Jing, and then took the people around him to pass me.

My mind went blank at the moment, and I couldn't believe what my eyes were seeing.

As soon as the man stepped a step away from me, I reached out and grabbed him.

The man looked at me inexplicably, and then at Xu Jing again.

After Xu Jing saw my movements, she raised her voice and said to me: "Li Yu, what are you going to do, please don't disturb my friend, you let go." ”

As if I hadn't heard what she said, I grabbed the man's clothes with one hand and said angrily to the man:

"What is the relationship between the two of you. ”

The man broke free of my hand, then patted his clothes, and said to me with a mocking face: "You are Li Yu, right?" ”

I continued to say to him, "I'm asking you what is the relationship between the two of you. ”

He glanced at me, shrugged his shoulders at me, then took Xu Jing's hand and said disdainfully: "It's the same relationship as you think in your heart." ”

Xu Jing broke free of the man's hand, but she didn't break free, so she simply stopped breaking free, and then followed the man to move forward.

I stopped Xu Jing angrily, I wanted to hear this sentence come out of her mouth.

"Li Yu, everything we have passed over to you, you have your life, and I will have my own life. ”

I said bitterly: "But I love you, Xu Jing!"

Xu Jing had a different look in her eyes, and finally said softly:

"I know you love me, but Li Yu, you need to know that I don't love you anymore, cheer up. ”

"I'm not young anymore, I don't want to be adrift with you, worrying about firewood, rice, oil, and salt every day. ”

"Although beautiful love words are good, reality is the foundation of life. ”

"When I love you, I don't care about these problems at all, but after I don't love you, these things haunt me every day. ”

"Li Yu, let me go, and let yourself go, the relationship between us in the past few years has been a failure. ”

"I don't see hope in you. ”

Listening to her say so much, my heart felt like it was crushed, and my fingers trembled and I took out a cigarette from inside my clothes and lit it.

"Xu Jing, once you laughed at me and accompanied me, you cried and I coaxed, you were hungry, cooked for you, you were thirsty, and the man who dried the hot water for you has become so unbearable from your mouth, like garbage, right? ”

"You said that you are wandering, you are talking about firewood, rice, oil and salt, you are talking about being realistic, but you must know that there are countless people in the world who are also living like this, but they are also affectionate, they don't eat well, they don't dress well, but if they have a home, the two people will be firmly connected. ”

"Xu Jing, congratulations, you have successfully joined the so-called circle of people who want to live a 'real' life. ”

"You are not defeated by reality, but you take the initiative to follow. ”

"Your grandiose reasons really make me look at them with admiration. ”

"Goodbye Xu Jing, the only thing I can give you, a poor boy, may be, 'I wish you to be truly happy and happy on the way to pursue your own reality in the future, I'm leaving.'" ”

I took one last look at Xu Jing and walked out the door in front of everyone's eyes.

Just a few steps away, I heard someone stop me, and I looked back at the thriving boss.

He walked over to me with a serious face, and then said to me: "Bring me fifty cases of beer, twenty cases of Shaoxing rice wine, and fifty cases of Gujing tribute wine." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and said to the boss with anger on my face: "You pity me, right?" ”

The boss smiled, then took two cigarettes out of his pocket, lit one himself and handed me one.

"No, it's not to pity you, it's to appreciate what you just said, once I was like you, I was confused, and I hated the woman who abandoned me, she also said things like this, everything is because I didn't let her live the life she wanted, and blamed me completely for her being so realistic, I hated her for many years, but in the end time diluted the hatred for her. ”

"I hope you will remember my words, Li Yu. ”

"In life, the best is not necessarily the most suitable, the most suitable is the best, in life, the most beautiful is not necessarily suitable for us, what suits us must be the most beautiful. ”

"You don't have to hate that girl, everyone has the right to choose life, at least she doesn't love you, so you can find out that she is not the most suitable person for you. ”

After saying this, the boss patted me on the shoulder as if encouraging.

"Li Yu, what does true love need? It takes two people to be relaxed and happy together, without pressure. ”

"Think about it. ”

After the boss left, I just walked on the noisy street by myself as if I had no soul.

I walked alone for a long time, until it was dark, and the ringtone of my mobile phone was ringing over and over again, and I didn't hear it.

I kept thinking about the boss's words in my head.

Am I relaxed and happy with Xu Jing?

I thought about it for a long time, and I began to become helpless,

Because I really can't tell the difference.

I went to the store and bought a few beers, and I wanted to figure it out because the sooner I thought it through, the less pain I would have.

Holding my tired body to the river, I raised the pebble in my hand and went down to the calm river.

The stones were thrown into the river, causing ripples on the otherwise calm surface of the river, and the ripples on the surface of the river scattered in all directions, and the leaves on the water surface also undulated.

I stared at this picture blankly, and my heart was like a circle of undulating ripples on the surface of the river, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.