I sat by the river, beer in my hand, and then thought that Xu Jing today made me feel that she had suddenly become so strange.

And who is the man next to her?

I had just taken a sip of beer when the phone came back to me, and I was so angry that I was going to take out my phone from inside my jacket and take a look.

Look at who is so sick, don't keep calling endlessly if you don't answer the phone.

The moment I took out my mobile phone, I saw that it was Li Nian calling me.

And there were seven or eight missed calls from my colleagues, and I remembered that we were going to have dinner together at the old place today.

I thought about it for a long time, and I felt that I still didn't want to go, everyone was happy, I didn't want to disturb everyone's emotions, and now I just want to stay in a quiet place.

I'm not the kind of person who doesn't fit in, I haven't been to a unit dinner once before, and this is the only one I have today.

I answered the phone with a wry smile, and Li Nian's voice came, and I could hear that she was angry now.

"Li Yu, it doesn't matter if you say that you are not active in work, you can't even arrive on time to participate in the unit dinner, you say that you can do something, you are really disappointed. ”

I stared at the river and took a sip of my beer.

"I... Am I really a disappointment?"

Li Nian on the phone thought for a moment, and then said: "Yes, you are such a person, so if you don't want to disappoint people, then come over quickly, we are all waiting for you, you are really unreliable." ”

I smiled bitterly, it turned out that in Li Nian's eyes, I was a disappointing person and an unreliable person.

It seems that Xu Jing and I are separated for a reason, I always thought it was her reason, it turned out... It turns out that I myself also occupy a large factor.

"Li Yu, didn't you hear what I said, now! Come over to me immediately. ”

"Mr. Li, I can't go today. ”

Li Nian on the phone was stunned when he heard my words, and then asked, "Give me a reason not to come." ”

"There's no reason, I just don't want to go, you guys have fun. ”

After I said this, I thought Li Nian would be angry and angry, but she just was silent for a moment and then hung up the phone after saying the word 'good'.

I could tell that she said the word 'good' without emotion, and she was really angry with me this time.

But so what, because I'm ready to leave the city.

I also met Xu Jing today, and I also understand that we can't go back to the past, and I feel that the last bit of thought I have left in this city is gone.

When I came to this city a few years ago, I was full of hard work and made a lot of vows, but in the end I didn't get anything.

In fact, I have always wanted to say to Li Nian, in fact, I am really working hard, maybe I am really not suitable for this bowl of rice.

Let's go home, find a stable job, and live this life.

In the end, there is not even a single person in this city who understands me.

I drank beer, looked at the moon in the sky, and finally took out my mobile phone and deleted Xu Jing's WeChat first, and finally deleted her mobile phone number.

But even if I delete it, I can still memorize her number backwards, so is it necessary for me to do this?

It is necessary!

to comfort your poor self-esteem,

Pretending to tell myself that I deleted my phone number, I would soon be able to delete her in my heart.

Half an hour later, there were a lot of empty beer bottles scattered around me.

I didn't drink too much this time, but I found out that I was already drunk.

I wandered to the bank of the river, wanting to take a shower and wash off my recent musty smell.

I took out my phone from inside my clothes, and when I was about to turn it off, I saw a text message that it was unread, and it was sent this morning.

I opened the text message and couldn't help but be stunned, the person who sent it to me turned out to be Jiang Yan.

It reads: When I was cleaning up the house, I found a small monkey pendant in a corner, although I didn't want to contact you very much, but I still held back, so I still put this pendant downstairs and you take it yourself.

I lit a cigarette and thought about it for a long, long time, and then replied: "Still."

After smoking a cigarette, I sent her another text: "You think I'm a disappointing person, too."

Five minutes later, I finally received a reply from Jiang Yan.

I've never expected it, so I'm disappointed in you, but your character is really not good. ’

I shook my head with a wry smile, then lit another cigarette, and she said to me, I really can't argue with it, what I did to her, if I think about it, is bullying a woman.

So she said I was a scumbag, said I had a bad character, so let her say go.

I continued to reply: Okay, I won't bother you anymore, I'm drunk again today, but I won't lie on your doorstep, I'm by the river, the water is very clear, lie on it for a while to wash away my bad luck, I was rude to you before, this time I sincerely expire to you, you're right, I'm a scumbag.

After the last puff of cigarette, I was about to turn off my phone and go to the river to take a shower, when the sound of text messages came from my phone again.

I didn't expect her to send it, but the words were very short, only three words.

'Where are you?'

I replied: I won't tell you, let's rest early.

Then something I didn't expect happened.

She turned out to...

She actually called me.

I stared at the phone for a long time and didn't answer.

But the person on the other end of the phone seemed to keep calling without answering the phone, so I had no choice but to pick up the phone.

She didn't speak on the other end of the line, and I could only hear her faint breathing.

Seeing that she didn't speak, I scolded her in my heart for being sick, and then said to her: "What's the matter, you quickly say, after saying that, I'm going to take a shower in it, it feels so hot." ”

A minute later, I finally heard her nice voice.

"Where are you?"

"I have nothing to do with you anywhere.,I've apologized to you sincerely.,I won't be in your world in the future.。。 ”

"If you feel dissatisfied, then I'm saying it again, Jiang Yan is sorry, I hope you forgive me. ”

She was silent on the phone for a few seconds...

"Scum!"

I followed her with kind words, and she scolded me again.

"I'll tell you one last time, I've lost a lot, I don't care about anything now, don't mess with me, or I'll really make you regret it. ”

"Scum!"

"Your uncle, I really regret not throwing you down last time. ”

"Moon watchtower, I'm waiting for you, you can try!"

"Try it, you wait, I'll go over and throw you down now. ”

"You try"

She hung up the phone after saying that.