When other people's words no longer become words, it can be especially awkward to talk to people.

No matter what others say, it's just the lines of that person's fixed program. And what do I have to interact with? What do I have to argue with? It's just an NPC, who is going to argue with an NPC, and who is going to convince an NPC?

Other people's opinions, other people's opinions, are like transparent programs, invisible to the flow of code can touch the high wall of thinking. I'm not chatting at all, it's just an interaction between programs.

Even, if I don't have a certain interaction with other people's opinions and opinions, then others will start a series of mini-programs such as "disappointment, impatience, low emotional intelligence" and so on. As a result, I was judged to be unable to speak.

The point is, I'm also a fixed program! What else is there to discuss?

Keep going until you're done.

Why should I care about all aspects of the character? Why should I care about other NPCs? It's funny, each NPC has its own story, and all NPCs have to go through various plots to progress through the game.

These are all set. So, what is there to avoid being sad and uncomfortable, and why should emotions such as sadness, pain, and so on be defined as bad?

It seems that when you see others sad and want to persuade yourself, does this have any other purpose than to show your own kindness? "Behold, I am a good man, and I will persuade others, come and see!"

Has no one ever doubted this assertion? Why is it bad to be sad and sad? Why is it bad to be afraid and anxious? Why is it that when these emotions come, they do not allow them to exist, but try to divert their attention?

Things happen this way because things can only happen this way,

If time is removed, then these are just things that I am aware of at this moment. Why should I choose my own behavior patterns because of the content of my memories that I am aware of?

I realized that the character was now afraid, and according to the description of the perceived memory, "fear is the bad guy, we have to be strong", so I began to think about the linear passage of time. Of course, these are fixed thoughts, just as my thoughts are fixed at the moment.

This is the most difficult point to accept, and this thinking is actually false.

Of course, it's hard to accept, because once accepted, it means that the character's death is not far away. Think about it, even thinking can be identified as false, so what will the character leave behind?

Many chapters ago, I knew that thinking was the same as objective things, but now I am gradually touching the threshold that thinking is false. So, how long will it take to stop believing in this thinking completely?

I don't know, maybe forever, maybe in the next moment. Who knows, who is sure of what is perceived?

The root of all the problems lies in the fact that I identify myself with the character of Yuan Changwen. So naturally they want their characters to be better and stronger, and try to make their characters get more stuff. Once I agree that the characters are real, then I must also agree that the world is real.

If you stand in that position of awareness, all this seems ridiculous. Moreover, whether the mind simulates "that awareness" or believes that you are the character, these are all set and determined procedures. In addition, after removing the time, it is only as the content that is perceived at the moment.

What's there to care about?

What can be said for sure?

Like a child, he believes some words for no reason. What is the difference between "hard work will be rewarded", "good people will be rewarded", "dreams will not disappoint anyone who works hard", and believing that "trees can speak", "there are gods in the sky", and "stones can move"?

It's just that it's not grown up, it's just like a rude child. What others have, I must have too. Whatever others do, I have to play the same as others, or play better. Otherwise, they despise other people's preferences and show off what they have done.

Really, why should I educate my disciples? Why should I raise children? I haven't grown up myself, and the entire human civilization has not grown up, and the education from generation to generation has only passed down this deformed state of not growing up and turned it into a very normal social development.

If you think about it with your nose, you know that living in fear is definitely not a good phenomenon. Not being afraid of life is my natural state, and it doesn't take any effort to get there, just stop believing in the twists in my head.

On the contrary, to maintain a state of fear requires constant belief in the distortion in the mind, to constantly reinforce the distortion in the mind is correct, and not to allow others to discuss any fundamental questions about one's own perception of things.

Isn't there a time when you're tired? If you're tired, why don't you rest? What kind of distortion can make people continue to move forward with the distortion in their minds when they are extremely tired? Continue to justify the fake shit in their heads?

Think about it, every time you can't hold on, what is it that supports you to continue to work hard? It sounds like a passionate inspiration, but in fact, the thing that supports is poison, and it is just a drag show transformed by fear.

Rest when you're tired, just like drinking water when you're thirsty, why find all kinds of self-definitions to deny this?

"How can you drink water when you are thirsty?"

"Don't give up, fill yourself up and don't want to be thirsty. ”

"Think about success, and after success, you naturally don't care about thirst. ”

Isn't that?

"How can you rest when you are tired?"

"Don't give up, make yourself full and don't think about the things that are tired. ”

"Think about success, and after success, you naturally don't care about being tired. ”

I don't care what other people think, I also need other people's approval, this is obviously, it is artificially forced. Like, you can't lose in life, who said this? Who is qualified to define it like this? And why should I listen to it?

It is only necessary to stop believing in the distortions in the mind and to return to the natural state of not being afraid of life.

Everything you know is wrong, it's true, and the teacher's words are really like a beacon. It doesn't seem to have any practical effect, but as long as I embark on the path of slashing, then this sentence can guide me for a long, long time.

At least, when I'm not done, this sentence has a guiding effect. As for whether this sentence itself is a mistake, it needs to be killed later. At that time, it was probably close to graduation.

Of course, this is just speculation. And the so-called graduation does not refer to completion, it should refer to the moment of falling off the cliff, which is the so-called first step.

So, what exactly am I doing in a false world?

Why don't you enjoy it, but kill it?