Fanwai (Tianlian perspective).

When I was born, the capital of Qi Yue was cloudy and rainy for several months, and according to the hexagram of Qin Tianjian, all this indicates that the whole Qi Yue is looking forward to the death of a princess. โˆฎ Yan Moxuan โˆฎ ad-free โˆฎ

However, even so, it still cannot change my identity and destiny as the only heir to the emperor of this country and the only legitimate heir in the future.

Tianlian is my name, the name that my father and the Qintianjian Hanlin Academy chose for a whole three months, and even the princess who is attached to the heavens.

My father got my daughter after knowing the destiny of heaven, and he has been very fond of me since he was a child, but this favor is different from the fragrant sideburns and endless luxury that princesses of other countries are accustomed to, he regards me as the heir of this country, and his only * person to love.

My mother, originally just an ordinary palace maid, docile and timid, my father's drunken one-night favor did not change her fate, it was my birth that made her a noble woman second only to the queen in Qi Yue.

Whenever my father personally taught me the strategy of governing the country and the skills of leading the troops, whenever I practiced self-defense swordsmanship in the courtyard, whenever I washed my hands and burned incense and stroked the qin, she always looked at me quietly, her eyes gentle and melancholy.

I think she may not love her father, the smile on her lips can't hide the unhappiness in her heart, when I was twelve years old, she passed away, and before she died, she withdrew from everyone, only held my hand, and told me that it turned out that I was not my father's child.

The dignity and pride that had been determined collapsed in an instant, and she spoke, with great difficulty, begging me to help her say sorry to the man.

He's the imperial physician in the palace, so he can make everything seamless.

He was a handsome and loyal man, so he was able to make her miss him for so many years.

However, the most important thing is that he is the person she fell in love with when she was a palace maid, and she had already said that she would get married when she was released from the palace, but after all, she couldn't resist it, which was destined to be a poignant honor.

I went to the man as she instructed, I deliberately bumped into the liquid he was holding in his hand, and the hot soup splashed all over me, and I saw the real love and distress in his eyes, which was no different from what I was common in the eyes of my father, but it turned out that he knew.

I screamed, everyone panicked, I cried for my father to drive him out of the palace, there was a touch of sadness in his eyes, but more than that, it was reluctance and concern.

I turned my head and didn't look again, even though I knew it would be the last time I would see him.

Actually, I don't know if it was me first, so he and his mother couldn't help but design that night of drunkenness, or if after that night, she cried and went to him, and then there was a love affair between the two of them, and I don't want to know.

I only know that everything I have, and everything I will have in the future, is no longer predestined by God, I want to maintain, I want to get, and I can rely on only myself.

And I, only by forcing myself to be excellent, becoming a princess that the whole Qi Yue is proud of, and becoming a proud daughter in my father's heart, can I be worthy of his unreserved false love.

So I worked harder and harder, striving to do the best in everything, and there was no more complaining and complaining.

So I started to pay attention to buying people's hearts and minds, and I didn't miss any opportunities that would help me.

So when the twists and turns about Murong Tong, the general of the Southern Dynasty, were sent to me again and again, I told myself not to let go of this opportunity.

I knew very well that Qi Yue and the Southern Dynasty would inevitably fight in the end, so I mixed Ji into his military camp, thinking that even if we could not persuade him to surrender, even if we could not steal relevant news about his arrangement, it would always be beneficial for us to know more about him and grasp his weaknesses in the future.

Green Sleeves once persuaded her that the princess is the most measured in her daily work, why did she risk her life this time?

I smiled and spoke, you don't care about this, when the time comes, let the white tiger raised by your brother be obedient and obedient without making a mistake.

Thinking about it later, I realized that maybe from that moment on, I fell in love with him, maybe everything was just an excuse, I just wanted to see with my own eyes what this young general who made several generals of Qi Yue feel like they were afraid of the enemy.

That's why for the first time in my life, I hid from my father, so I didn't care about my willfulness.

Everything developed according to the plot I designed, he rescued me and Green Sleeves from under the claws of the white tiger, just as Green Sleeves insisted on following me when he was worried about my safety, and I also insisted on getting myself a little injured in order to make the play more realistic, so that I could have a chance to go back with him.

It wasn't hard for me to get close to him and get him to like me.

I knew that I was beautiful, and I knew that I had enough talent and knowledge to amaze the world, but in the end, I was the one who was stuck in the mud, and he treated me as simply an appreciation of the beautiful things in the world.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this that I actually began to be jealous of his second sister, Murong Qing, the third princess of the Southern Dynasty, and even I felt ridiculous and inexplicable.

However, this jealousy was real, and I was really jealous of her when he was tirelessly searching for and even making that Qin Zheng with his own hands, when he showed childlike joy and satisfaction when he received her letter, when he was furious that I played a few notes according to the score of "Si Gui".

I secretly asked someone to find a small portrait of her, she is beautiful, but it is by no means so beautiful that people will never forget, such beauty is everywhere in both the Southern Dynasty and Qi Yue, I don't understand why she can let him be like this, why she can be in his eyes and heart, almost perfect.

Green Sleeves and Prime Minister Wen urged me over and over again, I knew that I should go back, and I was reluctant and unwilling in my heart, just as I asked myself over and over again if I wanted to tell him everything, Green Sleeves brought an amazing news, the Murong family of the Southern Dynasty, raised troops to rebel.

She whispered to me when there was no one around: "Princess, we might as well take this opportunity to raise troops to help the Murong family and lift the throne of the emperor of the Southern Dynasty in one fell swoop, so that the alignment is more beneficial, and it can also make Murong Tong feel grateful for the princess's kindness." โ€

"It's not time to send troops now, it's just a different person to sit on that dragon chair, and the Southern Dynasty is still immovable, so why bother to expose the bottom and damage his vitality. I said slowly: "What Qi Yue wants is not friendship and obedience, but real possession, the whole world." I'm the same, what I want is not Murong Tong's gratitude, but that he has no choice but to stay by my side forever. There will come a time. โ€

I didn't show any tone in front of him, I just waited quietly until the people sent by the Southern Dynasty to arrest him came to Southern Xinjiang, until he resisted arrest and escaped.

In fact, I have made arrangements that there will be no danger, but he doesn't know it, he still thinks that this is a critical moment on the line of life and death, and he has not left me.

He led the horse and let me get on the horse with the green sleeves, this road has been going down to the direction of Qi Yue, I was stunned for a few seconds, did not move, he then opened his mouth to urge: "Hurry up, you will be in trouble when the chasing soldiers come, I can't protect you now." โ€

"Do you know I'm from Qi Yue?" I asked, still tentatively.

"Otherwise, why do you think I will bring you back, and how can you let your maid go out at night several times, and love the princess. He didn't shy away from looking me in the eyes and opened his mouth directly, but suddenly showed a wry smile: "It's just that now, I don't need it." โ€

Green Sleeves was so shocked that he couldn't speak, I looked at him without blinking: "It turns out that you already knew, no wonder, the location of the barracks changes almost every day, even the most basic morning and dusk training, you don't let me have any chance to get in touch, no wonder, when I was going to leave before, you would open your mouth to keep me, if I insisted on leaving at that time, would you forcibly detain me?"

He still looked directly into my eyes calmly: "It's the princess who makes the plan first, and I can't complain that Murong Tong will make the plan, during this time, since the princess hasn't done anything to make Murong Tong embarrassed, now I don't want the princess to have anything, besides, there is no need, so you go." โ€

"When did you know that? In the first place, you knew that I was Princess Qi Yue, so you came to save me, didn't you?" I knew that it didn't make sense to ask like this, but I couldn't control myself, and my heart was naturally shocked and annoyed, but after calming down, there was a strange recognition and shallowness.

Yes, if he will be deceived by me so easily, it will not be Murong Tong, nor will he be worthy of my love, and then willingly share the entire Qi Yue and the whole world with him.

"It was only after I made a move that I realized that something was wrong. His eyes were still open: "I once hunted the white tiger, the white tiger is wild and fierce, and the one that hurt you, it is not difficult to detect that it has been domesticated, and it is such a coincidental timing, I only knew that things were not simple, and I was not sure of your identity, but I suddenly thought of a story I had heard before, although I also felt nonsense, but intuitively decided to take you back, and then went to investigate, I didn't expect your identity to be the same as I guessed." โ€

I was about to speak, but I saw a figure in the distance rushing over, it was his personal servant, called Qingjing, he said to Tong breathlessly: "Young master, the horses are ready, but General Yang, General Situ and General Lu insist on going back with us." โ€

Yun frowned: "Nonsense, leading troops into Beijing without getting the will, isn't it a crime of rebellion? I don't know what the situation is in Beijing now, I can't let go of my father and second sister, so I can't obediently accept my fate and be beheaded by them on the spot, I have to go back and see, but I am the only one who goes back, and it has nothing to do with them and you, do you understand?"

Qing Jing hurriedly said: "General Yang, they have already left a token to resign, they said that the young master has the grace of knowing them, and this time I went back to Beijing just to accompany my brother on a trip in my personal name, and it has nothing to do with the government, let alone rebellion." As for Qingjing, naturally I will go wherever the young master goes, even if I die, I will not be separated from the young master!"

I couldn't listen anymore, and said: "The emperor of the Southern Dynasty has already beheaded your Murong family, even you, if you don't escape, you will be dead now, what do you want to go back to?

His expression froze, and he did not speak.

And I took a deep breath, looked into his eyes and said word by word: "During this period of getting along, although we have both concealed it, you and I will tell what is fake and what is true, Murong Tong, I don't believe you can't see it, I like you." โ€

He seemed to want to say something, but I didn't give him a chance to speak and refuse, and continued quickly: "I know you don't like me now, but at least you don't hate me, I won't let you have an accident, so, now, you go back to Qiyue with me, and you will have a new life from now on." โ€

He looked at me for a long time before he spoke again: "In this case, Murong Tong does have something to ask for. โ€

I nodded, "You say." โ€

"Qingjing and I grew up together, and have no other relatives, after I go to Beijing, ask the princess to take care of him on my behalf, if I can come back, I will pick him up, if I can't come back, let him follow the princess. โ€

When Qing Jing heard him say this, she was so anxious: "No, I always have to follow the young master's ......"

"What are you doing with me, are you causing me trouble?" Yun coldly raised his hand to interrupt him, and said undoubtedly: "Your martial arts and riding skills are all half-, not only can you not help me with me, it is very likely to affect me, this trip is dangerous, I still have time to take care of myself, don't drag me down at this time!"

Although his tone was heavy, anyone could understand his care for Qingjing, although Qingjing was reluctant, he gritted his teeth and stopped talking, he also understood that every word he said was the truth.

"Princess?" said a raised eyebrow at my inquiry.

I opened my mouth word by word: "I can keep him safe, and naturally I can also keep you safe, you also said, this trip is dangerous, your parents and relatives are likely to be dead, why do you still go to the same dead road?"

His gaze slowly looked at the sky: "What is going on in Shangjing, I have to find out in person, even if the emperor really wants the Murong family to die, my sister is pregnant with the imperial heir, and the child will be fine for the time being before the child is born, I have to go back." โ€

He mentioned his sister, and I looked at him and didn't say a word more, because I understood that it would be in vain to say anything.

I just took off the jade pendant I was wearing and handed it to him: "If you can come back, or if you figure it out halfway and are willing to come back, you can find me with this." โ€

Greensleeves watched with me as he rode away, drifting away, and asked me hesitantly, "Princess, just let him go like this?"

I didn't look away, and laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "To be honest, I am really disappointed that he insisted on going back knowing that it was a dead end." But perhaps, I will be even more disappointed if he doesn't care about his family and stays to steal his life, isn't it contradictory?"

"Princess......" Greensleeves called me again with some concern.

I settled down and spoke: "You go back to the palace first, pass on my will to General Feng, and ask him to arrange for people to secretly follow Murong Tong, but you can't * identity, all I want is Murong Tong's peace, now, it's not time to turn against the Southern Dynasty." โ€

In fact, I know that the more than ten people who can't show their identities, no matter how high their martial arts are, can't compete with a country's centralized power and army.

Therefore, when I learned that he was betrayed and then sent to death row in Nanchaotian Prison, I was not too surprised, but it hurt so much in my heart that I didn't expect it and almost couldn't bear it.

I began to arrange for people to deal with Lu Minghui, and I knew that it was a person when he left, and they themselves chased after him, and then betrayed him.

Then I want him not to die well.

I even ignored the dissuasion of Prime Minister Wen Cheng and the generals, and insisted on arranging for people to go to the Southern Dynasty, and if necessary, negotiate with the Southern Dynasty in the name of Qi Yue and the country, and even rob the Dharma field in private.

This matter could not be hidden from my father, who looked at me deeply, with disappointment and pity in his eyes.

He said many, many things to me that afternoon, I don't remember the specifics, I just remember my head in pain and despair with tears in my eyes, and the guilty and distressed hug of my father.

The people I had arranged for the Southern Dynasty to come back, and by that time I had already received the news that he had committed suicide in prison.

I knew he wasn't like that, but I forced myself to believe that he was dead, and I didn't dare to give myself any hope, because I couldn't take another blow like this, and I couldn't stand it.

When General Feng came to restore his life, I opened my mouth indifferently and ordered everyone to be rewarded for this trip, General Feng looked at me, hesitated, and still spoke: "Princess, Murong Tong may not be dead, he is not a person who will take his life, besides, Wei Tong told me after returning from the Southern Dynasty that when they were preparing to rob the Dharma Field, it seemed that it was not only us who wanted to save him. The movements of those people are very secretive, so Wei Tong is just guessing, he can't find out the details of the other party, but he found out that the person in the head seems to be surnamed 'Yue', and even Wei Tong can't detect the person, it will definitely not be simple, he may really have the ability to rescue Murong Tong, and suicide is just a means, so the princess should not be too sad, take care of her body. โ€

I nodded lightly: "Okay, I understand, you can go down first if there's nothing to do, I still have a piece to watch." โ€

My father's body has become weaker and weaker, and now almost all state affairs, big and small, are taken care of by me, and I need such a busy day and night to anesthetize myself.

All the way, until he appeared in front of me alive, so haggard and emaciated, but between the eyebrows, it was clear that I was in love.

I didn't move, I didn't dare say a word, afraid it was just my own dream.

He handed the jade pendant to me: "I don't know if the princess is still willing to leave a place in Qi Yue for Murong Tong now?"

I stretched out my arms and hugged him: "I'll give you a home." โ€

His body froze instantly, I thought it was just a momentary stunned, but I didn't expect him to slowly push me away and speak: "I'm sorry, Murong Tong can't bear the love of the princess, I may have someone I like." โ€

The last sentence may not even have been noticed by him, but I was immediately sensitive to the vague hesitation and confusion in his tone, so I understood who he was talking about.

At that time, I didn't know that she was not his own sister, if I knew, maybe I wouldn't have the confidence and courage to bet, betting that he would eventually understand the difference between family and love, and that he would one day let him fall in love with all his heart.

But at that time, I didn't know anything, so I just smiled at him: "It doesn't matter, as long as the person you like in the future is me." โ€

He seemed to be about to say something, but I preemptively blocked him: "I don't know who you like, but you said it too, it's just possible." And since I am a member of the royal family, you should understand that if you want to accept this woman as a concubine in the future, I will not be without this belly. โ€

His face was straight: "If I like someone, I will never wronged her, so I won't-"

My heart tingled, and I was more and more reluctant to let him continue, almost rudely and sharply interrupted him: "Forgive me for telling the truth, if you don't stay in Qiyue, it may be difficult to give peace to the woman you love." And in the territory of Qiyue, if you want to occupy a place, there is no place more valuable than my side, this seat can help you do more things, such as revenge, and for example, rescue your sister. And you know that I like you, if I can't marry you, I don't know if my jealousy will affect my judgment of your talents, I'm not trying to blackmail you, I just want you to know, I don't want to be like this myself, but I'm a woman after all, I don't know if I can control myself and be fair. โ€

Time passed minute by minute, and just when I thought that he might never speak again, he raised his eyes to look at me, and his eyes were complex and deep: "I may never love you as much as you love me in my life, so don't you care?"

I know that I must not push him too hard at this moment, I know that he still has a downright and arrogant nature in his heart, so I just opened a soft and open-minded smile to him: "It's okay, I will ask you to send me this world as compensation, the whole Qi Yue will support you, I believe you can do it, just like, believe in my own vision." โ€

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