Fanwai (Tianlian perspective).

He fulfilled almost all my expectations and imaginations for men and husbands throughout my girlhood, he was young, handsome, intelligent, erudite, considerate, informed, and more importantly, he had enough courage and ability to govern the whole Qiyue and even the whole world with me. โˆฎ Yan Moxuan โˆฎ ad-free โˆฎ

He treated me very well, even though he was not yet in love with me, but I could feel that he genuinely wanted to play the role of a good husband, and I knew that even if he would never fall in love with me, at least, he would be good to me for the rest of my life, no matter how circumstances changed.

Just because, when he was at his worst, I gave him a home.

Before we got married, I had planned to give him a new identity and name.

But he shook his head and spoke: "I use my original name, but, a different identity. Please let the princess know to the world that today's Murong Tong was born in Qi Yue and grew up in Qi Yue, and he is an authentic Qi Yue person. โ€

I just wanted to persuade him why not just change his name, but suddenly my mind turned around, I looked at his eyes, and unsurprisingly found the hidden light and shadow and remembrance.

I suddenly understood why he was doing this, he wanted his sister who was far away in the Southern Dynasty to know about him, he wanted to tell her that he was safe and capable of saving her, and he wanted her to wait for him.

It is understandable that he has always been uncommon to this second sister, I know, maybe he has added a little innate pride, so he is unwilling to give up his real name.

It's just that why should I help him clean up the aftermath and help him weave a lie to protect her from being implicated?

He raised his eyes to look at me: "Does the princess feel embarrassed? Even if some people will doubt this, but without any real evidence, it is impossible for the Southern Dynasty to turn against Qi Yue based on this matter alone." โ€

I smiled, "And your sister can know about you and won't be implicated, right?"

He looked back at me calmly, nodded, and did not deny: "Please forgive me, princess, I will not change my name." Also, whether the princess believes it or not, arrange a new identity for me, for Qi Yue, the trouble that can be blocked is far greater than that of my sister, my sister is pregnant with the imperial heir, and she will be fine until the child is born. โ€

That's why you dare to take such a risk, don't you?

I closed my eyes and told myself that it didn't matter, that it was his own sister after all, and that I shouldn't be so stingy.

I nodded at him and smiled, "Don't worry, I know what to do." โ€

His eyes seemed to flash with a trace of guilt or gratitude, and he whispered to me: "Thank you." โ€

I put my arms around his neck and whispered softly but firmly in his ear: "We're almost husband and wife, so no matter what I do, you never need to say those three words to me." โ€

When it came to our wedding, the one who came on behalf of the Southern Dynasty was the third prince of the Southern Dynasty, His Royal Highness the future Crown Prince, and also his second brother-in-law, Nan Chengyao.

They all know each other, but on the surface there is only a casual cold politeness, I thought that their meeting this time would be such a windless and waveless past, in fact, strictly speaking, it can be said, but in the middle, there was an unexpected episode.

On the third day after our wedding, I had a big banquet with Wei, and before the Southern Dynasty and Qi Yue officially fell out, Nan Chengyao was a distinguished guest, so he was naturally among them.

In the midst of the staggering, his entourage suddenly broke in despite the guards' obstruction, such a faux pas, I knew that something big must have happened, but his face was just silent.

Until, I saw Nan Chengyao, who was originally calm and calm, and did not show any superfluous emotions when the attendant broke in, but after listening to a short sentence, he suddenly changed color.

The wine glass that was originally in his hand was crushed by the force he didn't control, and the blood and the juice of the wine flowed down his slender fingers.

His reaction was extremely fast, even though his face was faintly pale, and there was still a deep pain in his eyes that could not be completely settled, but to be exact, his gaffe was only the moment when he crushed the wine glass.

He clenched his bloodied right hand into a fist, hid it behind him, and almost immediately got up to say goodbye to us, and there was no rudeness in his words and deeds, but the back of the striding away was clearly revealed by the deep pain and urgency.

Nan Chengyao left Qi Yue non-stop and rushed back to the Southern Dynasty, but he did not show any abnormalities in front of everyone because of this turmoil, and still toasted the wine and talked and laughed.

But I knew him so well, as well as I knew myself, that I could clearly feel that since Nan Chengyao left the banquet, he had been absent-minded, with vague worry and uneasiness.

He may be worried about whether Nan Chengyao's departure will have something to do with his sister.

And it turned out that his hunch was not wrong, and it didn't take long for the person he sent to inquire about the news to come back and tell us that the reason why Nan Chengyao was so reluctant to gallop to the Southern Dynasty day and night was because his princess lost her child and almost lost her life.

I don't know if it's because of this incident that I made up my mind to start a war against the Southern Dynasty, but I didn't hesitate at all when he mentioned it to me, smiled and nodded, and told him that not only me, but the whole Qi Yue would fully support him.

I knew he was capable, and I knew that he had been planning and preparing since I announced it to the court, but I didn't expect that when everything was ready, it would be so fast.

Prime Minister Wen once said to me earnestly: "Princess, you have to pay more attention to the horses, I have lived for such an age, and I have never seen anyone with such scheming and courage as him, and he is so young, I am worried about ......."

I interrupted him quietly: "There's nothing to worry about, he's my hand-picked husband, and I trust him." โ€

Prime Minister Wen shook his head slowly: "Although Qi Yue has been preparing for this war with the Southern Dynasty for many years, he has the ability to straighten, reconcile, and reorganize all aspects of the priorities in such a short period of time, looking at the Southern Dynasty, few people can do it." Princess, it is naturally my blessing that you and the concubine have been singing harmoniously, and it is also what the old minister sincerely looks forward to, but I still want to remind you that if in the eyes of the old minister, Murong Tong, the general of the Southern Dynasty that day, was an extremely difficult opponent, then no one in Murong Tong today would be willing to be an enemy with him. His prestige in Qi Yue is also getting higher and higher, and the old minister is worried that if he betrays the princess's trust one day, the consequences will be unimaginable. โ€

I looked at this elder who taught me how to govern the country since I was a child and treated me like a daughter, word by word, and said softly and persistently: "Prime Minister rest assured, I will never let such a thing happen." โ€

After Prime Minister Wen left, I felt a little empty in my heart, so I temporarily decided to go to the front line with green sleeves and visit my husband in Rongcheng, which is adjacent to the Southern Dynasty.

Although the large-scale war between the two countries did not officially break out, as the commander of Qi Yue, he had personally led the three armies to garrison the border, while I stayed in the palace to deal with government affairs, and visited him in Rongcheng from time to time, and stopped by to see the preparations for war.

After a long long journey, it was already late at night when I arrived at the official office in Rongcheng, and the guards in the official office were accustomed to my arrival, although this time it was a little sudden, but they did not make much noise, they just told me that the horses had gone to bed.

I stopped the person who had gone to report it, and walked to his room by myself, and when I passed by the window, I casually glanced inside, and Qingjing was napping against the side of the bed, and she was lying on the bed, with a faint blue color under her eyes, and she was not sleeping peacefully.

I hesitated for a moment, did not go in, for fear of waking him, but I was reluctant to leave, and stood quietly outside the window, my eyes distressed and soft on his face.

I was hesitating to wake him up, but he suddenly sat up from the bed, and the words that still lingered in the horror broke free from his sleep and self-control, and crashed into the dark night that hid everything.

Although it was just a simple and vague syllable, I knew that I would not mishear it, and it was clearly a "clear" word.

I subconsciously hid myself in the darkness, watched Qingjing get up quickly, and asked him anxiously, "Young Master, are you having nightmares again?"

Before he could say what the nightmare was, Qing Jing had already taken care of himself: "Young Master, Miss Qing will wait for you safe and sound, so don't scare yourself." Since His Royal Highness was willing to take a big risk to let you go, he must have been very affectionate to Miss Qing, and he would never let her have anything to do, so you decided to send troops, which is what you told me. โ€

"Yes, I said it, I had to bet, but the bet was on her safety, I hated myself. He wiped the cold sweat on his forehead and closed his eyes tiredly: "But Qingjing, if I don't send troops, I won't be able to save her for the rest of my life, do you understand?"

"I understand, young master, you can lie down and sleep for a while. Qing Jing hurriedly said.

As if he hadn't heard his words, the whole person fell into his own memories, and his words were a little messy: "At that time, I really wanted to take her away, but I knew that I couldn't take her away, and I made those * behaviors knowing that it would make her worry and uncomfortable, but I had to do it, I was worried that Nan Chengyao just let me go in front of her, and sent someone to take my life behind my back, just like Dong Ming back then." So I made him think that I was just a reckless man who couldn't make the climate, and wouldn't pose any threat to him, I don't know if he saw it, I only knew that when I pulled her, his eyes were cold and forbearing, and every word was so strong and resolute that he didn't leave any turn at all, and at that time I knew that he wouldn't let go of her, he couldn't let go of her - but, he had already caused her to suffer so much, and he almost couldn't even save her life, I couldn't let her stay with him, I only had to send troops, don't you understand? โ€

Qing Jing had long been dizzy by his illogical series of "he" and "her", and at this moment she could only respond to it in a row, and persuaded: "Young master, don't you think about it anymore, when Miss Qing went to Mobei in the past, didn't you dream that she was robbed by a horse thief or something, but she was not good, and now it is the same, she is your sister, so you ......"

"She's not my sister. But he suddenly spoke.

"What?" Qingjing stopped chattering, stunned.

But as if he was slowly coming back to his senses, he didn't say a word, and lay back on the bed with his eyes closed.

Qing Xun didn't pay much attention to his words, and stepped forward to pull the quilt for him, and I turned around expressionlessly and left along the way I came, not going far, but I saw the guards of the official office of Rongcheng carrying lanterns to the room.

"The colt is already resting, so don't bother him with any major incidents. I commanded lightly.

The guard hurriedly said, "It's the disciple of the Evil Doctor Valley who came overnight to ask to see the concubine, saying that it was for the sake of the concubine's sister. โ€

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