"I exist" is misleading.

There must be a real being, and whether what is seen in front of you is true or false, there must be a perceiver.

Perhaps, "that awareness" is a good way to put it, and there is no subject who has that awareness, that is, there is "that awareness" directly.

Damn it!

Yuan Changwen found that his brain was completely insufficient, and he always seemed to be unable to clarify this thing.

Just like a character can never touch the truth, then who touches the truth in the end? And there will never be a reality in the whole binary world, so does cultivating to the real mean that you still have to return to the false character in the end?

There must be a "being" that is aware of all this...... Is it possible, that there is no awareness at all? Even that awareness does not exist?

Wrong!

Since I'm not sure what is true, it would be nice to destroy the false directly. As for what happens after the destruction of falsehood, that's not what I need to care about. Perhaps, after cultivating to the truth, you will know the only truth.

But, at the moment, I really can't find what is true. That awareness seems like the only reality, but how do I know it's true?

I'm pretty sure that the world is false, and the priority is to discard the distortions in my mind and kill them. Instead of thinking about what "I exist" here, to the point of not being able to move on.

If the character of Yuan Changwen is not real, then everything related to it is not real. And what am I still holding onto? It's just that there seems to be such a person, it looks like there is such a mindset, why should I take the character as real and believe in the twist in my head?

Believing nothing is itself a kind of believing...... Is it?

The characters themselves are fake, so it doesn't make much difference whether the characters believe or don't believe anything. Discussions on top of falsehood are inherently meaningless. It's like no matter how you dress up a piece of, you can't change the essence of it.

So, it doesn't matter what happened to the characters, at least for the killing. Because the entire character has to be destroyed, it no longer matters how the character establishes its self-definition, how it builds its attributes.

Fear is everywhere, and so is the twist in the mind. Whenever I think that I have finished the killing, that I have gotten rid of the distortion and fear in my mind, reality always gives me two slaps in the face, making me see clearly that I am still under the manipulation of fear.

The contradiction is that I always think that the character of Yuan Changwen can capture the truth, just like in reality, as long as I work hard, I can grasp the title of "the first person in the empire". But there is no character in the real place, and the character who wants to capture the real one does not exist, so how can you grasp it?

What you see with both eyes is false.

Why do I cling to opinions, why do I want the character to get something, why do the distortions in my head still affect me?

The character of Yuan Changwen must die, but I don't know how to end my life. Nothing is real in this world of binary opposites. So, what exactly am I doing?

Become a person who pursues authenticity?

Can I not be human?

Why do I always judge that things should be this way or that things should be the way they are? How long does it take to get rid of this bad habit?

The way things happen is because that's the way things can only be. And any judgment comes from a distortion of the mind, and any trade-off is a biased behavior. What is there to say about those views, and which ones are not from distortions and limitations in the mind?

The world is not real, I can't find the truth here, that's all. What can't be admitted?

The so-called "I exist" may be more appropriate to simply use "that awareness", or simply "exist". If you say "I exist", it seems that there is a "you exist" or something, but I can't be sure of that at all.

It doesn't matter whether there is "that awareness" or not, I am the character of Yuan Changwen, I am false, although I am thinking from the position of "that awareness", but this is just a simulation.

I will never be able to touch the truth, only when I die, maybe the truth will appear. In other words, the truth has always been there, and my existence is to prevent myself from seeing the truth, and I can only see the wall of thought.

When I die, my mind dissipates, and there is nothing to divert my gaze from, so I can only see the truth.

I don't know why I'm so obsessed with the truth, and I don't know why I started slashing, but it seems like it came naturally. When I started to think about it, I realized that I had come a long way.

The former Yuan Changwen seems to have become blurred, and even the one who wrote the previous chapters has also become very unfamiliar. How could I have such a mentality at that time? Can't I see that this is a kind of show-off? At that time, I was not honest at all, but I was wandering around under the banner of "honesty to the point of cruelty."

How to move forward?

I am the only being who stands in the way of the truth, and I can't touch the truth in this world, so how should I move forward?

It's uncomfortable!

Yuan Changwen couldn't wait to dig out his heart immediately and put an end to all this bullshit. Return to the Grim Reaper's cuddly hug and go home.

Acknowledging the time, then these are all fixed numbers, and their state at the moment has already been determined. Removing time, so these are the perceived content of the picture at the moment, is there anything wrong?

I'm not done yet, and it feels like I'll never be done. How can it be done? Truth does not exist in this dualistic world, how can I grasp any truth in this world?

Could it be that after slaying the false, the real can appear?

I do not know.

This pair of keyboard hands, this thinking mind, is non-existent. So, is that awareness the only truth? How do I prove it?

Reality definitely exists, but does it have anything to do with me?

Every time I say that reality must exist, it seems that I am the only real existence in the whole world. It's a pity that the character of Yuan Changwen is just as unreal, and he doesn't even know what he has in his head.

Whatever is in the head, it is false. Any knowledge is only speculation, and what you see with both eyes is false, and it is a limited existence.

I was still looking forward to it, as if after a few moments of relaxation, I suddenly judged that I was about to finish the killing. Where does this judgment come from? Isn't it because of fear? Isn't it because you want to continue to flesh out the character?

What an amazing title to be a character who touches the real world, standing side by side with legendary beings like Buddha, Lao Tzu, and Jesus.

It's exciting to think about.

So, if you haven't finished it, you just haven't finished it.

I don't know if it will be done, when it will be done, and how long it will be before it will be over. I don't know any of this, and I can't know it. ()

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