Sure enough, "I exist" is misleading. It may be more appropriate to use the phrase "there is a being", because the words "I exist" seem to have some connection with me or something.

"There is a being" is the only truth, but I don't know what that existence is. Even the "awareness" that I was so sure of before was not necessarily the only reality.

How do I know that "that awareness" is real?

The paradox is that I seem to have to find that one truth. But how did this idea come about? Why should I think that if there is a reality, then I can find that truth, and how can I think that I can describe that reality in detail?

"That awareness," what kind of awareness, who is aware, and what is this awareness?

I don't know the answers to these questions.

Even, the so-called "I exist" is just a labeled concept, what kind of existence, how long does it exist, does "you exist" exist?

Any attempt to answer these questions will turn into speculation. This is also the reason why philosophy does not exist at all, all philosophy, theology, is just speculation. Even if a theory can justify itself and perfectly explain any phenomenon in the world, it is only a guess after all.

There must be a real being, but what is true exactly? is "there is a being," and that is true. Describing it as "I exist" or "that awareness" only creates richer associations. And all associations are speculations, distortions in the mind.

Hell yes!

I was full of discomfort just now and didn't know how to move forward, and I didn't feel any discomfort at all at this moment. I didn't feel as relaxed as I wanted to dance, but I felt a lot more relaxed.

There is no truth in this world, that's all. So it is impossible for me to look for the truth, and the phrase "repair to the truth" is also misleading. It's not just about who gets to the truth, but it's as if "real" is like a skill that can be mastered as proficiency increases.

Suddenly I forgot why all the fears are the fear of "no self", and the fear of "no role"?

Yuan Changwen found that he seemed to have become stupid, and he definitely knew why he was afraid of "selflessness", and he was very sure of this after thinking about it. But now, it seems that I can't remember the reason for the fear of "selflessness".

Thankfully, it doesn't matter. Anyway, if I don't plan to publish a book or start a class or something, I don't remember it. However, if you are not even afraid of "no character", then there is no reason to be afraid of other things.

The former self is always trying to build a character and trying to maintain the existing character attributes. When things happen, those self-defined character attributes start to work automatically, and they don't think about themselves at all.

"How can you do that?"

This kind of problem is the best explanation, if you set a certain self-definition as real, as something indestructible, then when the reality conflicts with the self-definition in your mind, you will naturally get angry or uncomfortable or something like that.

The problem is not reality, but self-definition in one's own head.

It's like, in this world, I have to fight for something. And what exactly should we strive for? These contents are not decided by themselves at all, but are completely the trend formed by the whole society.

I want to go my own way, but because I am afraid of being there, I don't dare to move forward according to my heartbeat. And as a result, there was a broad discussion throughout the empire about what material is the foundation, what is eliminated by society, what dreams also need to be eaten, what is to talk about survival first and then life, and so on.

Fear is fear, and there is no need for any discussion at all. Those so-called inspirational words such as courage and perseverance are also just cross-dressing performances of fear. Take a closer look, fear is everywhere, because the character of Yuan Changwen is made of fear.

There is no fear, it looks fearless, but the empire will not allow it. If the empire doesn't exist, then there's another kind of fear, like security, order, and so on.

The character must be plump, and whether it is plump or not is not up to oneself, and I have been trying to get recognition from others all my life. Funnily enough, how do I make sure someone else is real? Wouldn't it be ridiculous to get the approval of NPCs? Wouldn't it be too easy?

Because the NPC setting is just a program, as long as certain keywords of the program are met, the NPC can be motivated to endorse the program. Aren't these keywords the stuff that the entire empire is preaching?

Whether it's money worship, or free-spiritedness, whether it's traveling around the world, or earning millions a year before the age of 30, they are just standing on one side of the duality.

Who is right and who is wrong?

It doesn't matter at all, a fake is a fake. Maybe in order to live a better life, you want to find a suitable explanation, you want to find a guiding principle that will work for a long time. But this kind of thinking itself is based on fear.

Why can't we live according to the excitement of the heart? No matter how you interpret it, it's just a whitewash, and the root cause is fear.

When it comes to the truth, then there is nothing to say. When discussing how to live a better life, words like "not being afraid of life" can be said a lot. But there is no role of Yuan Changwen at all, so isn't it a bit nonsense to discuss how to make the character's life better?

No one wants to know the truth, because the truth is meaningless, and it is of no use except to destroy life, except to stop being ignorant, except to make oneself an honest child.

Those who claim to pursue truth are just taking "pursuit of truth" as their character attribute. Anyone can say, "I don't exist, the world is false" or something that I don't understand at all. What's the use?

I don't exist at all, so why live? No one can answer this question, and even, many times, not just to live, but to try to live very well. Is this the kind of thinking that a person who "doesn't exist at all" should have?

Why am I still alive?

Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered this question, why hasn't he died yet? There is nothing to kill, he can't touch the truth in this world, and the character can never be cultivated to the truth.

So, why am I still here?

Can't you lose this mindset anymore?

I don't know, but there's nothing wrong with that, it's just a perceived picture anyway. This is the case at this moment, what can I say, and how can I resist this moment?

The character of Yuan Changwen is fake, so everything about the character is fake, why should I discuss it? It seems that I can make the character of Yuan Changwen different, even if it is different, there is no difference from others.

It's all a false existence. ()

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