Everyone avoids thinking about death, and if there are elderly people in the family, then this word is even more taboo among taboos. But the interesting thing is that the old man himself does not reject death, and often jokes about "he won't live long".

We exclude death as if it doesn't come to us as long as we don't think about it.

Death and life are synonymous, and the exclusion of death also means the exclusion of life.

Are you afraid of death?

Yuan Changwen sat on the bench and couldn't help but ask himself.

I used to be very afraid of death, especially when I was a child, I often trembled with fear when I thought of death.

But now, death is the best friend, far more than God Buddha or anything like that.

With one less breath per breath, what better company could be?

When I think about myself, I always think that I can't go on, I always think that there is no motivation to move forward, and I think that there is no self-definition to be killed. It's as if now, right now, I'm free.

No, not at all. Obviously, his attention has been diverted, maybe it's a fantasy about the future, maybe it's complacent about his own path to killing.

Death is around, always there. As I pondered these few words, my life had passed a lot, and it was a passage that could never be made up.

If there was a timetable, just like the health in the game, you could watch the life funnel decrease with the naked eye, maybe it would be a completely different life.

But then again, what kind of life has nothing to do with me, those are all the content of Yuan Changwen, and I am in charge of watching it like a god of death.

Could it be that I am the Grim Reaper?

Motionless, quietly observing, no matter whether Yuan Changwen is heaven or ordinary, I am observing. And when Yuan Changwen dies, I will appear.

Isn't this the Grim Reaper?

Am I my own Grim Reaper?

This is something that I have never thought of before, and that awareness can play the role of the Grim Reaper. Death is defined as all this, and anything that is destroyed is returned to death.

And now, the Grim Reaper is entertaining himself, letting out demons to deceive himself and make himself agree with some false things, and then the Grim Reaper sits in the audience and enjoys this show called human nature.

What are you afraid of? Anyway, it's just a role, what else do you have to worry about? What else do you need to think about? Parents, family, responsibilities?

It's just a demonic deception.

It's not that I think of death as a friend, but that I am the god of death myself.

Tsk, is there a more ridiculous idea? Feel free to welcome to my head, this head is not mine anyway, just toss.

However, after all, I don't want to beg in the future, I still want to live in a big house, and I still want money beauties.

"Can I sit here?"

Doctor Keiko didn't know when, but stood aside.

Yuan Changwen nodded, thinking to himself, just thinking about a beautiful woman, a beautiful woman appeared, it's really ......

Keiko: "Well, can I talk to you?"

Yuan Changwen was stunned, what is there to talk to me?

"Yes. ”

Keiko: "Lao Zhang has been here for a few years, and we have all received a lot of education from him. In his eyes, we are like children, who don't know anything at all, it's all hearsay.

In his words, they were all a group of people who had not set foot on the path of cultivation, let alone cultivated the truth. Every time we encounter any life problems, we will consult Lao Zhang. I have to say that all problems are not worth mentioning in Lao Zhang's eyes. ”

Yuan Changwen nodded, cultivating to a real person is not something that ordinary people can understand. It's a pity, if Lao Zhang leaves later, maybe he can give me some pointers.

Keiko: "You're the only person Lao Zhang praises, and you're also the one who let Lao Zhang die, uh, let Lao Zhang use supernatural powers." I think you should know a lot about it, just like Lao Zhang. ”

Yuan Changwen pouted: "Not necessarily." ”

Keiko was a little puzzled: "No, you can talk to Lao Zhang, at least you should be at the same level as Lao Zhang." ”

Is the exam upgraded?

Keiko smiled and began to speak: "I took the initiative to come to the psychiatric hospital to be a doctor, I like the atmosphere, and the feeling of chatting with patients. Each patient has their own view of the world and puts it into their lives.

Unlike us, all people have one worldview, with only minor differences. Everyone is saying that if you don't have a job, you will die if you don't have an income, if you don't have a partner, if you don't have money, you will die.

But these things that we value very much, the mentally ill don't have any of them. But they are still alive and can always see the smiles on their faces. Of course, sometimes they are also scared half to death by their own hallucinations.

We are the same, often trembling with fear from our fears. I love their worldview, and these things keep reminding myself that the world is so much bigger than I imagined. ”

Yuan Changwen listened, did not interject, and did not understand why Dr. Keiko began to speak in such an open heart.

Keiko: "I don't know what I want, I want to pursue success in my career, and I think it's ridiculous to look at these patients and think that my so-called success is ridiculous. Now, life is confused, every day is to eat and wait for death, and work lazily with a salary. ”

Yuan Changwen: "Well, it's normal. ”

Keiko: "Is it normal? I'm so old that I'm not married, and my classmates' children are all starting to walk. My mom thought it was a problem with the work environment and was afraid that I would become mentally ill. But I know very well that even if I am transferred from my post, I can't hide my inner confusion. ”

Yuan Changwen: "It's a good thing to be confused. ”

Keiko chuckled: "Do you also say that it is a good thing? Lao Zhang once said the same, and he also congratulated me on having this state." But I just can't figure it out, how is it a good thing to be confused, how is it a good thing to be depressed every day?"

Yuan Changwen: "Life is meaningless, and even if there is, it is only added by yourself." You are confused, which means that you see this. If you are not confused, either you don't see this, or you find a meaning after seeing it, so that you are not confused. ”

Keiko: "So what should I do?"

Yuan Changwen shrugged: "Who knows? You make your own decisions about your life, what can I provide? You don't even know, am I an artificial intelligence? How can you be sure that under this body in front of you, there is a soul like you? and not a machine?"

Keiko thought for a moment and said, "This, I haven't thought about it yet." So, are you a real person or a machine?"

Yuan Changwen: "I don't know, if you are referring to the body in front of you, then it belongs to Yuan Changwen." ”

Keiko: "You're not Yuan Changwen?"

Yuan Changwen: "Of course I'm not Yuan Changwen, he's just a character." Just like you, just a character. So, if you want to make money, you can make money, and if you want to stay here, stay here. It's just a character anyway. ”

A character named Yuan Changwen is talking to a character named Keiko, what's the point of that?

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt like he was sitting in the distance, watching the two of them chatting.

If there were really theatergoers, then the show must be boring. But boring is boring, you have to watch it anyway, don't you?

The Grim Reaper can only end the show if it ends the character's life.

And I, Yuan Changwen, am still alive, so should I thank the Grim Reaper's men for mercy?