Chapter 696: The First Step 96
Why should I believe shit in my head?
There's really no need to think about it after the slash. Is there anything to think about? Is there really something to think about? Can I really weigh my life by thinking? Can thinking really lead me to better choices?
I am like a retarded mind, holding my humble weapon, trying in vain to conquer the whole world.
The characters don't admit this humility, so they like to see like "man wins the day", and I also like the stories of those humble characters who change their lives and even the world through their own efforts.
Really, what's not fear?
It's funny to think about it, I've been strengthening my role and exercising my brain for so many years. "The brain doesn't have to rust", these words I still remember, although they were only taught by elementary school teachers.
In order to erase my anxiety, I have been enriching my cognition, what is the difference between this and drug addiction?
Why don't you admit that knowledge is distorted, and why don't you admit that the knowledge in your head doesn't make your life good at all?
There is no need for advanced theories, and crocodiles do not need any solid beliefs. Looking at my own life, it was caused by the knowledge in my head, and the feedback of reality is not clear enough?
Right, all my choices come from thinking, and all the trade-offs are made through shit in my head. Reality tells me very clearly that believing in what is in the character's mind is a dead end. I just can't see it, I don't believe in evil, and I think that I can make better choices with more knowledge.
Let's not mention that knowledge itself is a kind of speculation, a division of the world, and a distorted limitation. Even if knowledge is really effective, how much knowledge does it take to take control of life perfectly?
Omniscient, right, even the movement of air molecules is under control.
It seems that society is very averse to the denial of knowledge. Also, if knowledge is denied, what is the school for? Is teaching everyone that the world is false? Don't be funny, making the characters think that they can control the future, that they can control this world, is a kind of careful planning.
It seems that you only need to learn a little more, have more knowledge, and upgrade your cognition, so that you can control the development of your life and the things around you.
The most important thing is that this approach has really worked over the years. You see, I learned how to take the elevator, so when I enter the mall, I can control myself to get on the elevator. I've learned how to operate the equipment, so I can control the equipment and the effects of it.
I learned the knowledge of Lithermoacousto, I can understand the principle behind this, that is, I can copy it, what a perfect control!
If I set up a false world, I will also hallucinate the characters in this way, and then start a lifetime of control.
Throw away the twists in your mind and admit that you don't have control over your life. Hand over the role and expand yourself, like a drop of water merging into the ocean. That's the way to break the template character and become a custom character.
It's strange to think about it, what kind of power makes a drop of water in the ocean think that it is two different things from the ocean? It is too powerful, this power, without this power, the whole dualistic world would cease to exist.
If each character thinks of themselves as droplets in the ocean, then they will naturally discard all kinds of distortions in their minds and just follow the ocean. But in this case, it seems that the whole world seems much more boring.
In a world where everyone is a good person, there are no good people. Because there are no bad things to make me change, and naturally I can't show myself to be a good person. Right, I always have to do something good to prove that I'm a good person, and in a world where everyone is a good person, how can there be good things to do?
Dramatic tension, plot needs, that's all.
The role will be uncomfortable, but the actor is full of joy, and the judge is even more happy.
Yuan Changwen found that he seemed to have entered a state of having nothing to say again.
The world is false, nothing matters. The so-called importance is just the unconditional belief of the character. Those distorted views are simply affirmative sentences without any reason.
What else is there to say? What else is there to kill?
It's my business.
Don't pay attention to the things in your head, what future, what life, it's all. It seems that except for the understanding of the body pain and comfort, the rest is shit.
However, the character is also false, and it seems that if he does not commit suicide, he will inevitably treat his body well.
But what is kindness? believing in that bullshit, or is it all sorts of scientific analysis?
Really, when did you start to need guidance from others even for your own body? Can't you feel it? Your body needs something, your body resists something, and you can't feel it?
It's a bit difficult, because the distortion in my brain hasn't been cleared yet, and I've been weighing it through my brain for so many years, and it's not used to discarding the knowledge in my head for a while.
If you are not used to it, you must discard it, and no matter how difficult it is, you must get rid of this bad habit of thinking.
Feeling the flow of life sounds like a mysterious. But in fact, it's something that belongs to me at all, just obscured by a distortion in my head. Think about your own actions, is there an answer that you didn't come up with by weighing it in your head?
Is there a time when life is effortless and it seems easy to get what you want. Then, when the mind intervenes, when the mind begins to analyze the trade-offs, everything seems to be at an impasse again. I had this experience, especially when playing the guitar.
When I don't think about it, I play it very smoothly. When thinking intervenes, or when you start to think about how to play, the whole rhythm is disrupted, and there is a noticeable sense of pause.
So, don't take any of the character's words at all. Either it's a fearful drag show, or it's complete, there's nothing to believe in. Because I don't know anything at all, what can I be sure of other than "I exist"?
If you don't know, why pretend to know everything, why show that you know everything under control. It seems that everyone likes the role of a wise man, and strategizing always gives people a relaxed and chic style.
Envy is fear.
The question of how to feel the flow of life is like how to get water droplets to melt into the ocean.
Isn't that?
The droplets have always been in the ocean, but the distortion in my brain makes me think that I am not in the ocean, and after killing the distortion in my head, the rest is naturally fusion.
It's funny to think about, water dripping in the ocean of fear? What is this statement, and what kind of twist can make me agree with this?
The character doesn't give up, it's just a tireless survival machine. If it is not broken, it will never be able to stop this absurd operation.
And, I'm not done yet, so go ahead.